Going to an Instagram pool at weekend

[Chinacurry]

I suffer from severe anxiety, especially when it comes to my body or my face, I even have paranoid episodes when I think people are looking at me when when they're not.

I am going to a pool with my gf and my body anxiety around her is even worse, because her boyfriend is a PT and has 8% BF and good mass.

I am thinking if I take a benzo and SSRI now, by then I would be ok, but that would also stop me getting hard as I would need to take double dose right?

Does anyone have any experience of similar situation??

 

[Deleted member 439]

I am going to a pool with my gf and my body anxiety around her is even worse, because her boyfriend is a PT and has 8% BF and good mass.

???
I wouldnt go to be honest

 

[Chinacurry]

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I wouldnt go to be honest

Gf is quite attractive though, espec in swimwear, that's why I am going.

 

[Deleted member 439]

Gf is quite attractive though, espec in swimwear, that's why I am going.

she isnt your girlfriend if she has a personal trainer boyfriend

 

[Deleted member 6723]

I am going to a pool with my gf and my body anxiety around her is even worse, because her boyfriend is a PT and has 8% BF and good mass.

so is she like ur friend thats a girl or your girlfriend?

 

[Soalian]

Phenibut, you be flying boy, now go get there in your bikinis and be splashing them foids with water everywhere

 

[AutisticBeaner]

so if she's your girlfriend and her boyfriend (you) has 8% bf with good mass then it should be fine boyo, nothing to worry about

 

[Chinacurry]

Phenibut, you be flying boy, now go get there in your bikinis and be splashing them foids with water everywhere

Phenibut gave me a crazy headache about 6m ago and made my boner one of those 'heavy' ones rather than the 'hard' type

 

[Chinacurry]

so is she like ur friend thats a girl or your girlfriend?

She is my GF, but is very long story

 

[Chinacurry]

so is she like ur friend thats a girl or your girlfriend?

She is my GF, but is very

so if she's your girlfriend and her boyfriend (you) has 8% bf with good mass then it should be fine boyo, nothing to worry about

No Bhai, I am 22% BF and work in finance and have some side hustles. She has another bf who is 8% bf

 

[Deleted member 6723]

She is my GF, but is very long story

wdym by gf?

 

[Deleted member 13021]

Getting cucked is not that long of a story

 

[LILMAXILLA]

I am going to a pool with my gf and my body anxiety around her is even worse, because her boyfriend is a PT and has 8% BF and good mass.

I am so confused

 

[Wallenberg]

No Bhai, I am 22% BF and work in finance and have some side hustles.

Finance and side hustles sound good, but 22% BF is too much. Get to 10%.

 

[Deleted member 6380]

Dude break up with her lmao

 

[Chinacurry]

Getting cucked is not that long of a story

It's not like fully cucked though, I also get to have sex with her

 

[Deleted member 5818]

She is my GF, but is very long story

nigga da fuq

 

[Wallenberg]

It's not like fully cucked though, I also get to have sex with her

It's OK if you have sex and don't commit too much.

 

[Chinacurry]

Finance and side hustles sound good, but 22% BF is too much. Get to 10%.

Man it's so hard, i did clean living and lost 5kg in 8 weeks, and maintained my strength (still bench 220lb and OHP 140lb.

But I get these sporadic injuries that stop me training, and let my diet go for 2 days and I'm fucked again...

 

[Deleted member 6380]

Look man,

???
I wouldnt go to be honest

so is she like ur friend thats a girl or your girlfriend?

so is she like ur friend thats a girl or your girlfriend?

so if she's your girlfriend and her boyfriend (you) has 8% bf with good mass then it should be fine boyo, nothing to worry about

Getting cucked is not that long of a story

Finance and side hustles sound good, but 22% BF is too much. Get to 10%.

nigga da fuq

TL;DR: Op is in a open relationship

 

[Wallenberg]

Man it's so hard, i did clean living and lost 5kg in 8 weeks, and maintained my strength (still bench 220lb and OHP 140lb.

But I get these sporadic injuries that stop me training, and let my diet go for 2 days and I'm fucked again...

Do you eat vegetables? Vegetables are high-volume low-calorie food. They keep you satiated very well. I eat 1 kg of vegetables a day and I'm on a caloric deficit yet I feel full all the time.

 

[Deleted member 6380]

Do you eat vegetables? Vegetables are high-volume low-calorie food. They keep you satiated very well. I eat 1 kg of vegetables a day and I'm on a caloric deficit yet I feel full all the time.

Vegetables is too general, recommend some good ones

 

[Wallenberg]

Vegetables is too general, recommend some good ones

Yep, they are healthy too.

0,5 kg a bag. You don't have to fry them in oil, actually, it's better and easier to just microwave them.

 

[Deleted member 6380]

Yep, they are healthy too.

0,5 kg a bag. You don't have to fry them in oil, actually, it's better and easier to just microwave them.

You really have to choose between eating healthy and eating processed food

 

[Chinacurry]

Do you eat vegetables? Vegetables are high-volume low-calorie food. They keep you satiated very well. I eat 1 kg of vegetables a day and I'm on a caloric deficit yet I feel full all the time.

Yeah I was doing high veg and high fruit, with lot of fish and meat when I was losing those 5kg.

I also found using psyllium husk or glucomannan very good at satiating me.

Hinestly I feel a large part of my problem has been not getting proper sleep, it's v v hard for me cos I work long hours (due to timezones) but also I am very anxious in bed and can't sleep, and I am nofapping which makes it worse.

Shrink gave me sleeping meds before but about 3 weeks ago she stopped giving them to me

 

[Wallenberg]

Yeah I was doing high veg and high fruit, with lot of fish and meat when I was losing those 5kg.

I also found using psyllium husk or glucomannan very good at satiating me.

Hinestly I feel a large part of my problem has been not getting proper sleep, it's v v hard for me cos I work long hours (due to timezones) but also I am very anxious in bed and can't sleep, and I am nofapping which makes it worse.

Shrink gave me sleeping meds before but about 3 weeks ago she stopped giving them to me

Sleep is very important for a plethora of reasons. Beng tired increases your appetite.

 

[Chadeep]

Is this a redditor larp?

 

[sergeant blackpill]

She is my GF, but is very long story

Ur a cuck?

 

[sergeant blackpill]

OP POV

 

[Chinacurry]

Ur a cuck?

No I'm really not, it's not like I sit around while the PT fucks her in another room, like I said it's a v complicated story.

 

[Descartes]

No I'm really not, it's not like I sit around while the PT fucks her in another room, like I said it's a v complicated story.

You are still getting cucked even if you get to have sex with her, she and her bf are only using you for your money

 

[Descartes]

TL;DR: Op is in a open relationship

And open relationship is an euphemism in his case

 

[Chinacurry]

Do you eat vegetables? Vegetables are high-volume low-calorie food. They keep you satiated very well. I eat 1 kg of vegetables a day and I'm on a caloric deficit yet I feel full all the time.

I defo haven't been eating enough the last 4 weeks and have let shit go, way less gym, way less walking, way more carbs and meat.

At weekends I eat out all my meals, so am gonna start ordering 2 veg dishes and less meat, prob gonna have to figure something out to make sure gf is ok with it, but she should be, I defo prefer veggies cooked in noodle style or Raw, I HATE ethnic or JBW style veggies, all u taste is water or spices ffs

 

[Chinacurry]

You are still getting cucked even if you get to have sex with her, she and her bf are only using you for your money

I have no idea how much money her bf has, and I don't give them any money.

Obv I spend some money, like food and hotels or clothes, but not loads, and she knows money wise I'm really tight right now cos of some property and business things impacted by covid, but it's not like they are getting any of my money, as I said not a cuck at all.

 

[sergeant blackpill]

No I'm really not, it's not like I sit around while the PT fucks her in another room, like I said it's a v complicated story.

Are you kidding me bro? you just admitted your gf has a bf, no matter how complicated that story is, that still qualifies you as a cuck of the highest order.

 

[Descartes]

I have no idea how much money her bf has, and I don't give them any money.

Obv I spend some money, like food and hotels or clothes, but not loads, and she knows money wise I'm really tight right now cos of some property and business things impacted by covid, but it's not like they are getting any of my money, as I said not a cuck at all.

But she's still using you for clothing and gifts. It's fine if you say she's just easy sex for you, but if you call her your gf you're cucking yourself. If you only consider her a whore at least you are cucking the boyfriend instead

 

[Chinacurry]

But she's still using you for clothing and gifts. It's fine if you say she's just easy sex for you, but if you call her your gf you're cucking yourself. If you only consider her a whore at least you are cucking the boyfriend instead

Honestly don't think she cares about any of that, she herself is super rich.

As I said it is v v complicated, plus I was her BF first, and she is pretty clear as far as she is concerned I am her only BF

 

[Descartes]

Honestly don't think she cares about any of that, she herself is super rich.

As I said it is v v complicated, plus I was her BF first, and she is pretty clear as far as she is concerned I am her only BF

So you're her main bf and she's fucking someone on the side? And you are unattractive and he is? You're right, it's kind of complicated if the girl has money. Open relationships aren't for me but I can understand others doing it, but do you have someone on the side too? If not you are again cucking yourself

 

[Deleted member 10524]

You're a cuck!

 

[Chinacurry]

So you're her main bf and she's fucking someone on the side? And you are unattractive and he is? You're right, it's kind of complicated if the girl has money. Open relationships aren't for me but I can understand others doing it, but do you have someone on the side too? If not you are again cucking yourself

I think he is attractive I mean he's a PT, and yeah is higher value than me.

I don't think I'm UNATTRACTIVE, roughly get 4-5 likes a day on tinder in a JBW country, maybe 2-3 a day here in riceland, but she has very high standards so it kind of skews it a bit

 

[Chinacurry]

So you're her main bf and she's fucking someone on the side? And you are unattractive and he is? You're right, it's kind of complicated if the girl has money. Open relationships aren't for me but I can understand others doing it, but do you have someone on the side too? If not you are again cucking yourself

Yeah this has been bugging me a lot too, and sometimes she even jokes I'm a cuck, even though I'm the only one who's allowed to fuck her.

I need to figure this out because it's starting to play havoc with my mental health, at the exact time my Dr is trying to get me off Lexapro and zopiclone, cos she is a foid and thinks I am abusing it, ignoring that I'm a 90kg stressed deathnick, not a 50kg ricelet stressed about exams.

 

[Deleted member 9217]

This thread is very confusing and the post is reddit tier.

 

[Deleted member 9217]

Also what's an instagram pool

 

[Deleted member 9819]

like I said it's a v complicated story.

just say you're a sissy bro it's not that deep

 

[Deleted member 13591]

Also what's an instagram pool

pool that influencers go to for pics, like those locations just so ppl can take selfies

 

[Deleted member 13591]

This thread is very confusing and the post is reddit tier.

op's gf has a boy on the side. leading op to opening up the relationship

 

[AlwaysHaveQuestions]

She is my GF, but is very

No Bhai, I am 22% BF and work in finance and have some side hustles(BETABUX). She has another bf who is 8% bf(ALPHA FUX)

 

[Cigarette]

you are going to the pool with your gf but her boyfriend is 8% bf? looks like shes cheating on you

 

[AsGoodAsItGets]

plus I was her BF first, and she is pretty clear as far as she is concerned I am her only BF

aah you're getting fucked bro

 

[Descartes]

Yeah this has been bugging me a lot too, and sometimes she even jokes I'm a cuck, even though I'm the only one who's allowed to fuck her.

I need to figure this out because it's starting to play havoc with my mental health, at the exact time my Dr is trying to get me off Lexapro and zopiclone, cos she is a foid and thinks I am abusing it, ignoring that I'm a 90kg stressed deathnick, not a 50kg ricelet stressed about exams.

So you were coping in your last response? I'm sorry, but the way you are describing the relationship makes me think is not good at all. If she told you she isn't fucking the guy she is plain lying and you should dump her as soon as possible, se definitely doesn't respect you, she even jokes about you being a cuck ffs