
TrueNateJacobs
I just want to be beautiful
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This entire post is serious.
Yesterday I made a post about how I was shitting my brains out with diarrhea and how I thought it would make me mogger
I was actually living in a fantasy world. It descended me like crazy and made me look like a skinwalker.
I went out last night and I made out with 2 mtbs but the girl I actually wanted swerved me
I drank like 6 shots for the low inhib and then I went up to her and every shot I put up she just seemed kinda disinterested.
I was too drunk and forgot to ask for the number fml
I already have the insta tho and she said we’ll meet up later tho (i think she’s capping)
She just seemed disinterested.
Thats not why its over though.
I was looking back at the videos I took and I realized I’m genuinely hideous.
I thought I was hmtn but I dunno maybe it was the lighting or the descension from being sick but I genuinely looked like shit.
Fucking worse than subhuman like I looked scary.
I looked not human like the closest thing i can compare myself to was nocturnelkent and androgenic when they’re unfrauded with real lighting and you can see just how hideous they are
Imagine this
But no bonemass.
This lead me to the realization that It’s actually over for me.
My friends call me ugly but I have ok luck with women.
I think i was just living in a fantasy world tbh.
I am genuinely Sub-2 ascended to htn smv because of charisma, NTpill, gymmaxxed, fashionmaxxed.
Probably going to rope within the next few years. Kind of sick of this life. This shit fucking sucks.
I just wish i could be a mtn with good appeal.
For now I’m probably just gonna grow out a beard and my hair, and homeless man max.
Gonna stop caring about what I eat cause it doesn’t matter if I’m bloated or sub 5% facial bodyfat I’m still chopped.
Still gonna gymmax for the T tho.
Probably gonna stop skincare besides spf50 cause the only truly important part is sunscreen and keeping longterm collagen.
Gonna get a trimax, rhino, and hair transplant within the next 6 years.
(17 years old right now)
When that’s all said and done, If i’m not ascended to htn I’m 100% roping.
This has been a crazy realization to come to. Fuck my fucking entire life.
I have a chad brother and a chadlite brother. The other two are both htn.
Why did I have to be the ugly duckling. Fuck my life.
Fuck my life.
I’m gonna keep looksmaxxing for a bit, talk to that girl, and if she rejects me I’m giving up.
I’ve been rejected by so many girls it’s so over. Fuck man.
Tired to trying.
Even when I make out with a girl shes a fucking mtb.
When i try going for htbs or stacylites i fucking get rejected everytime.
Fuck my life. Gonna fucking rope.
Fuck nightlife. Now my body feels like shit and my fantasy copeland has been shattered by the reality of my ugliness.
Yesterday I made a post about how I was shitting my brains out with diarrhea and how I thought it would make me mogger
I was actually living in a fantasy world. It descended me like crazy and made me look like a skinwalker.
I went out last night and I made out with 2 mtbs but the girl I actually wanted swerved me
I drank like 6 shots for the low inhib and then I went up to her and every shot I put up she just seemed kinda disinterested.
I was too drunk and forgot to ask for the number fml
I already have the insta tho and she said we’ll meet up later tho (i think she’s capping)
She just seemed disinterested.
Thats not why its over though.
I was looking back at the videos I took and I realized I’m genuinely hideous.
I thought I was hmtn but I dunno maybe it was the lighting or the descension from being sick but I genuinely looked like shit.
Fucking worse than subhuman like I looked scary.
I looked not human like the closest thing i can compare myself to was nocturnelkent and androgenic when they’re unfrauded with real lighting and you can see just how hideous they are
Imagine this

But no bonemass.
This lead me to the realization that It’s actually over for me.
My friends call me ugly but I have ok luck with women.
I think i was just living in a fantasy world tbh.
I am genuinely Sub-2 ascended to htn smv because of charisma, NTpill, gymmaxxed, fashionmaxxed.
Probably going to rope within the next few years. Kind of sick of this life. This shit fucking sucks.
I just wish i could be a mtn with good appeal.
For now I’m probably just gonna grow out a beard and my hair, and homeless man max.
Gonna stop caring about what I eat cause it doesn’t matter if I’m bloated or sub 5% facial bodyfat I’m still chopped.
Still gonna gymmax for the T tho.
Probably gonna stop skincare besides spf50 cause the only truly important part is sunscreen and keeping longterm collagen.
Gonna get a trimax, rhino, and hair transplant within the next 6 years.
(17 years old right now)
When that’s all said and done, If i’m not ascended to htn I’m 100% roping.
This has been a crazy realization to come to. Fuck my fucking entire life.
I have a chad brother and a chadlite brother. The other two are both htn.
Why did I have to be the ugly duckling. Fuck my life.
Fuck my life.
I’m gonna keep looksmaxxing for a bit, talk to that girl, and if she rejects me I’m giving up.
I’ve been rejected by so many girls it’s so over. Fuck man.
Tired to trying.
Even when I make out with a girl shes a fucking mtb.
When i try going for htbs or stacylites i fucking get rejected everytime.
Fuck my life. Gonna fucking rope.
Fuck nightlife. Now my body feels like shit and my fantasy copeland has been shattered by the reality of my ugliness.