Going to try and become a better man

[Deleted member 5927]

Fuck ascending. Fuck women. I want to become a better man, no longer a child anymore I have to start acting like it.

Nofap
Discipline
Focus on philosophy

I could name off a million other things I need to do but the simple fact is the less goals you have at a time the more likely you are to complete them. Nofap, discipline, philosophy.

Tonight I'm going to try and read the Bible again. Like I said, I'm an agnostic, but when I was religious I was much happier. Idk maybe that shit will spark back or something. Brb mentally ascending.

 

[Deleted member 5927]

I want to tell you guys a story: about 2 months ago I had looked in the mirror and determined it was over. I was like "fuck man I'm so ugly it's over, I give up". So I went outside and sat on a bench while everyone else was in groups talking. When I was sitting by myself a pretty white girl did some weird shit and sat next to me on the bench. I didn't want to seem aspie so I said a really awkward "hello". She replied "sorry not to be weird, there's no other benches not in the sun". I said "oh, yeah haha" and thought, that's a reasonable reason, seems normal.

Next thing I new this bitch slides close as fuck to me like 3 inches from me then starts copying everything I'm doing. I was like "what the fuck?" But keep in mind I was already SUPER depressed and literally sitting there contemplating how over it was for me. So this bitch was next to me and I was super out of my fucking mind depressed and literally had given up that's why I was sitting alone. I was accepting that I would be alone forever, and just said fuck it, I quit trying. Then this bitch got super close and got off her phone and so it was just the 2 of us sitting close as fuck and I was like what the hell is this weird bitch doing...then she started copying everything I was doing and I immediately knew she was interested in me. I was like "what the fuck?" I tried making awkward conversation with her, but it was just that. I remember looking over into her eyes and she had pretty blue eyes and I was like "why the fuck is this bitch talking to me" (HEIGHT HALO).

I was SUPER aspie and kicked the fucking bench by accident, knocking both of us back like a foot. She commented "that actually makes it better....now we are in the shade". I was so high inhib I couldn't even laugh. If I was in a normal mind state I would have talked to her, made conversation, been 100x more interesting, maybe even ascended.

Turns out that girl was super awkward, weird, high inhib like me, and a virgin. She apparently lost her virginity to another guy who had a small dick and she broke up with him JFL.

But yeah. That was a major wake-up call for me. I thought it was over and then that bitch came along. It taught me a SUPER important lesson, never think it's actually over, because if it isn't over but you believe it is, you'll fuck up a miracle, like I did.

 

[Deleted member 10987]

Path of redemption await us all

 

[Deleted member 756]

Do you find the bible to be fulfilling in terms of the lessons it teaches? Not necessarily regarding God.

 

[Deleted member 10987]

We should start leaving this site

 

[Deleted member 6403]

I want to tell you guys a story: about 2 months ago I had looked in the mirror and determined it was over. I was like "fuck man I'm so ugly it's over, I give up". So I went outside and sat on a bench while everyone else was in groups talking. When I was sitting by myself a pretty white girl did some weird shit and sat next to me on the bench. I didn't want to seem aspie so I said a really awkward "hello". She replied "sorry not to be weird, there's no other benches not in the sun". I said "oh, yeah haha" and thought, that's a reasonable reason, seems normal.

Next thing I new this bitch slides close as fuck to me like 3 inches from me then starts copying everything I'm doing. I was like "what the fuck?" But keep in mind I was already SUPER depressed and literally sitting there contemplating how over it was for me. So this bitch was next to me and I was super out of my fucking mind depressed and literally had given up that's why I was sitting alone. I was accepting that I would be alone forever, and just said fuck it, I quit trying. Then this bitch got super close and got off her phone and so it was just the 2 of us sitting close as fuck and I was like what the hell is this weird bitch doing...then she started copying everything I was doing and I immediately knew she was interested in me. I was like "what the fuck?" I tried making awkward conversation with her, but it was just that. I remember looking over into her eyes and she had pretty blue eyes and I was like "why the fuck is this bitch talking to me" (HEIGHT HALO).

I was SUPER aspie and kicked the fucking bench by accident, knocking both of us back like a foot. She commented "that actually makes it better....now we are in the shade". I was so high inhib I couldn't even laugh. If I was in a normal mind state I would have talked to her, made conversation, been 100x more interesting, maybe even ascended.

Turns out that girl was super awkward, weird, high inhib like me, and a virgin. She apparently lost her virginity to another guy who had a small dick and she broke up with him JFL.

But yeah. That was a major wake-up call for me. I thought it was over and then that bitch came along. It taught me a SUPER important lesson, never think it's actually over, because if it isn't over but you believe it is, you'll fuck up a miracle, like I did.

I read everything

How tall are u

 

[Deleted member 5927]

I read everything

How tall are u

6'4"

 

[Deleted member 2100]

I want to tell you guys a story: about 2 months ago I had looked in the mirror and determined it was over. I was like "fuck man I'm so ugly it's over, I give up". So I went outside and sat on a bench while everyone else was in groups talking. When I was sitting by myself a pretty white girl did some weird shit and sat next to me on the bench. I didn't want to seem aspie so I said a really awkward "hello". She replied "sorry not to be weird, there's no other benches not in the sun". I said "oh, yeah haha" and thought, that's a reasonable reason, seems normal.

Next thing I new this bitch slides close as fuck to me like 3 inches from me then starts copying everything I'm doing. I was like "what the fuck?" But keep in mind I was already SUPER depressed and literally sitting there contemplating how over it was for me. So this bitch was next to me and I was super out of my fucking mind depressed and literally had given up that's why I was sitting alone. I was accepting that I would be alone forever, and just said fuck it, I quit trying. Then this bitch got super close and got off her phone and so it was just the 2 of us sitting close as fuck and I was like what the hell is this weird bitch doing...then she started copying everything I was doing and I immediately knew she was interested in me. I was like "what the fuck?" I tried making awkward conversation with her, but it was just that. I remember looking over into her eyes and she had pretty blue eyes and I was like "why the fuck is this bitch talking to me" (HEIGHT HALO).

I was SUPER aspie and kicked the fucking bench by accident, knocking both of us back like a foot. She commented "that actually makes it better....now we are in the shade". I was so high inhib I couldn't even laugh. If I was in a normal mind state I would have talked to her, made conversation, been 100x more interesting, maybe even ascended.

Turns out that girl was super awkward, weird, high inhib like me, and a virgin. She apparently lost her virginity to another guy who had a small dick and she broke up with him JFL.

But yeah. That was a major wake-up call for me. I thought it was over and then that bitch came along. It taught me a SUPER important lesson, never think it's actually over, because if it isn't over but you believe it is, you'll fuck up a miracle, like I did.

Look at Native man, so inspirational

 

[Deleted member 5927]

Do you find the bible to be fulfilling in terms of the lessons it teaches? Not necessarily regarding God.

Yes I actually like the Bible alot. It's a good fucking book. Great philosophy, interesting to read, very historical since it's like 2,000 years old+ (some parts are like 3,000-4,000 years old, King Solomon for example lived 1,000 years before Christ)

It's a really good book. Like Jesus himself was actually very intelligent and based as fuck. It's just most Christian's today skew what he actually said, water it down, make it childish and immature when in reality Jesus was a fucking savage angry man who lived to be a boss.

I don't know if it's true, but its a good fucking book.

 

[Vanmax]

6'4"

Bro how the fuck was it ever over for you?

 

[Deleted member 5927]

Bro how the fuck was it ever over for you?

I don't know man I was literally just a low tier normie before I've ascended really hard in the last like month with hairmaxxing, skincaremaxxing, and losing fat and water retention. I look completely different.