Gonna be 18 in a month feel like a loser

[vishal24.karukkuvel]

My life's okay it's not horrible but it's just the bare minimum. In all aspects like social life, college and everything else. Each day I'm just about getting by through not staring at the void ( void means my past mistakes and failures ) and then every once in a while I tend to stare at the void and then cry myself to sleep thinking about what I could've done if I went back in time. Looking around me I see all these people going to party's having fun and just having a better quality of life than me. I can't help but feel envious and at the same time and just sad for myself. Everyday feels like a repeat of the other and while I do find happiness in little things throughout the day I keep thinking about the other people my age and how much better their life's are and comparing it to mines. I hate life it's a cycle of false hope and then leads to suffering and that suffering causes a glimpse of false hope and repeat. I don't know what to do about the void either every once in a while it's hits me and all my past mistakes and failures eat me up. I just wish things were diffrent...thank you for reading guys

 

[Gqe12]

Im kind of the same way, but i just turned 18, kind of sucks for me because im really bad socially

 

[oliver.is.sigma]

My life's okay it's not horrible but it's just the bare minimum. In all aspects like social life, college and everything else. Each day I'm just about getting by through not staring at the void ( void means my past mistakes and failures ) and then every once in a while I tend to stare at the void and then cry myself to sleep thinking about what I could've done if I went back in time. Looking around me I see all these people going to party's having fun and just having a better quality of life than me. I can't help but feel envious and at the same time and just sad for myself. Everyday feels like a repeat of the other and while I do find happiness in little things throughout the day I keep thinking about the other people my age and how much better their life's are and comparing it to mines. I hate life it's a cycle of false hope and then leads to suffering and that suffering causes a glimpse of false hope and repeat. I don't know what to do about the void either every once in a while it's hits me and all my past mistakes and failures eat me up. I just wish things were diffrent...thank you for reading guys

bro stop goonign and get w confident friends and leave the chopped ones

 

[Wicket]

it doesnt get better

 

[carpe diem]

I'm a 23-year-old loser going on 24 this year. The agepill is brutal. Prepare yourself.

 

[chudpiller]

Dnr

are you already at college

 

[vishal24.karukkuvel]

Dnr

are you already at college

Yeah in the UK you get into college at 16-17

 

[vishal24.karukkuvel]

I'm a 23-year-old loser going on 24 this year. The agepill is brutal. Prepare yourself.

Surely not right? What if I change my life around during the 18-21 period?

 

[Lamping21]

Bhai. Try to imagine what life you want lead in the future, and imagine today you're living in the past.

Do what future you would be grateful of your actions today

 

[chudpiller]

Yeah in the UK you get into college at 16-17

Damn is it much different from high school/ secondary school

 

[carpe diem]

Surely not right? What if I change my life around during the 18-21 period?

Praying for you.

 

[vishal24.karukkuvel]

it doesnt get better

Aw man but for now I'll stay optimistic

 

[vishal24.karukkuvel]

Damn is it much different from high school/ secondary school

Yeah secondary school is like actual school 5 days a week while college is like 4 days a week and you have "free periods" which aren't really free as the workload is twice as high when compared to secondary school

 

[chudpiller]

Yeah secondary school is like actual school 5 days a week while college is like 4 days a week and you have "free periods" which aren't really free as the workload is twice as high when compared to secondary school

I was mainly talking in terms of slays/social scene but that is a plus as well.

 

[vishal24.karukkuvel]

Bhai. Try to imagine what life you want lead in the future, and imagine today you're living in the past.

Do what future you would be grateful of your actions today

Thank you! Yeah I should bury whatever happened in the past and focus on the making sure I don't regret myself in the future aswell.

 

[vishal24.karukkuvel]

I was mainly talking in terms of slays/social scene but that is a plus as well.

Social scene is worser in my opinion as in school you have classmates that are with you for every lesson while college it's diffrent from through the subjects you've chosen. From what I've noticed everyone just sticks to the friends they made during school

 

[vishal24.karukkuvel]

Im kind of the same way, but i just turned 18, kind of sucks for me because im really bad socially

Damn bro, it'll get better for us

 

[N.N]

I'm a 23-year-old loser going on 24 this year. The agepill is brutal. Prepare yourself.

really huh?

 

[carpe diem]

really huh?

again, incorrect.

 

[Veridic]

My life's okay it's not horrible but it's just the bare minimum. In all aspects like social life, college and everything else. Each day I'm just about getting by through not staring at the void ( void means my past mistakes and failures ) and then every once in a while I tend to stare at the void and then cry myself to sleep thinking about what I could've done if I went back in time. Looking around me I see all these people going to party's having fun and just having a better quality of life than me. I can't help but feel envious and at the same time and just sad for myself. Everyday feels like a repeat of the other and while I do find happiness in little things throughout the day I keep thinking about the other people my age and how much better their life's are and comparing it to mines. I hate life it's a cycle of false hope and then leads to suffering and that suffering causes a glimpse of false hope and repeat. I don't know what to do about the void either every once in a while it's hits me and all my past mistakes and failures eat me up. I just wish things were diffrent...thank you for reading guys

Give it some time, I was going to off myself at 20 but things are a lot better now after finding what I needed to, and allowing it to progress everything in my life including the way I looked.