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jester1234
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I’m gonna rope when I’m 18, for context as of right now I’m a 5,7 Indian ND Ltn Khhv, my growth plates are fused/fusing soon, And my parents won’t let me do ANYTHING to make money at all… it infuriates me when my NT “friends” say some fucking bullshit like “broo just personality money max, do this do that” and when I say I physically cannot do it because of my restrictions, they say, “bro you just don’t want to do anything” like man I’ve promised you I’ve done everything I possibly can, half the methods or things they say they haven’t even done, because they all were born into above average, rich, loving households, and were born with a normal human brain, there are just some things I will never succeed or be good at, I’ve studied, ate well, worked out, done most things I can, if I am below average now, in 4 years I won’t even be considered human, and if I’m 18, and still in the exact same place I’ll commit, the reason I’m not doing it now is because for the time being, I’m not that below average, and I can still hangout with my rich friends, but at 18, they’ll probably realize I have no future, and there parents and mine will be asking “What colleges you got into? what scholarships?” And they’ll tell there children “don’t talk to him” this has already happened many times, they say I look untrustworthy, they see the tiniest mistake I make and use it to justify saying to stay away from being friends, in 4 years I can’t even imagine how bad I’ll be… sometime around summer 2030, I will be making my last post here, and die by my own hands

