Good looking ptsd/anxiety/aspie need to take medication/drugs to even get through a day jfl at this brain chemistry. [LACK OF NT ramblings]

[White_Bwoi]

I could have literal htb's, but my "ND" nervousness/anxiety nerf me to oblivion I have a lil story about that:

One slim jewish looking girl literally said that I was texting her perfect,

she WAS attracted to me, when we first meet (I was kinda drunk, so NT), SHE kissed me

next date I was nervous wreck (sober / anxious), she ghosted after that, even texted to my "whyyyyy?"
that I killed all attraction with my anxious behaviour

Only women that have genuine crush on me can look past that,
but they're usually chopped jfl.

If only I took hefty dose of PREGABALIN before some dates, should have listened to clav back in the day.