notedchud
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For context, last year I kind of had a Seth from Superbad moment and told myself I wasn't going to leave high school a truecel. I genuinely would settle for any female that looked my direction, and my luck a black ltb asked me out. I didn't really care about looks at the time because I honestly just wanted the sex which I never got (brutal).
Yesterday me and my family were talking at the dinner table and the topic of women came up, my mom starts asking me and my brother about what women we find attractive while naming girls from our old high school. All the ones she said had pretty bad facial deformities so I said none of them were attractive. Then, my gigatrucel brother says "he isn't attracted to them because he's a coal burner." At the time even I didn't know what this meant so my mom asks my dad "what's a coal burner" and my dad says "a white that only dates blacks" after that it got silent and it had me embarrassed because now I fully regret even giving that female the time of day, and I guess even disappointing my father. But I just didn't know how to say no. I am writing this because I don't know how to cope, nothing will change the fact that it happened and it lives in my head rent free right now.
Did my brother go too far or was this justified?
tldr; brother called me a coal burner for chasing some black ltb and family humiliated me
Yesterday me and my family were talking at the dinner table and the topic of women came up, my mom starts asking me and my brother about what women we find attractive while naming girls from our old high school. All the ones she said had pretty bad facial deformities so I said none of them were attractive. Then, my gigatrucel brother says "he isn't attracted to them because he's a coal burner." At the time even I didn't know what this meant so my mom asks my dad "what's a coal burner" and my dad says "a white that only dates blacks" after that it got silent and it had me embarrassed because now I fully regret even giving that female the time of day, and I guess even disappointing my father. But I just didn't know how to say no. I am writing this because I don't know how to cope, nothing will change the fact that it happened and it lives in my head rent free right now.
Did my brother go too far or was this justified?
tldr; brother called me a coal burner for chasing some black ltb and family humiliated me
