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TLDR: A BETTER LOOKING GUY SAID I'LL NEVER FIND LOVE DUE TO MY LOOKS
i was just standing there at school with this tall, performative asian hmtn jester (an actual normoid), and as always, he was making the whole group of friends laugh.
we were talking with my friend under all the laughs and he said some shit like “oh no, if i lose hair, it better be after my 30s.”
so i told him “basically you want to be out of the dating market at 30? that’s kinda weird.”
the asian guy suddenly stopped entertaining the whole group, then laughed at me and said “doesn’t matter, you’re already out of the dating market."
i told him “yea, i know” but he was already looking around, scanning for random girls to talk to, like he hadn’t just said what he just said to me.
nobody really gave a shit or actually got shocked, they just kept talking, like it was the norm.
i then tried to laugh my way out and said “why the fuck would i say this if it wasn’t already over for me? i just need to bring everyone down haha.”
unfortunately, he just chirped at me, still looking around without a care in the world, and started a whole new convo with the group like i never existed.
this is the first time in my life it actually pained me to swallow after a random comment on my looks.
the fact that he said it so calmly and didn’t expect any reaction broke my heart.
usually it’s just my friends commenting on my infras, thin hair, recessed chin, or nose, but i don’t really care because they’re around my looks level and do it to make me rage. this time though, it was a superior looking person i barely ever talked to who basically crushed my entire life in one sentence.
i’m somehow immune to crying over shit like this, but i felt like absolute ass throughout the whole day, once again filled with rage, unable to swallow.
i kept daydreaming in class about finally getting surgery and blasting, just to fling him away when cross his eyes again.
i was thinking about the kind of hard edits people could make about some “insane ascension, flicks up on haters!”
but then i realized i’m actually done for and i’ll have to keep enduring this subhuman treatment until i turn 18 at best.