darkness97
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i wish the old posters from lookism were here to read this. mogs_me, nuclear brain, sonoftyrone, all of those users who knew how shit my life was. a year ago i was applying to university i had a cousin killed in a drive-by that made it impossible for me to focus. I pretty much failed every course that i was in, and got rejected from every university because i dropped out of school. Today, i just got accepted into university. the one that i wanted and I will be attending in september.
I dont know why but i don't feel happy. more sad than anything. my life is about to change drastically and i'm just not that eager to leave this comfortable place that i am in. i want to tell me oneitis but we aren't friends anymore. I want to tell me "boy" but he screwed me over for my oneitis. I feel like i don't deserve to be there lol. I am the first out of my entire family to actually go to a real STEM field course in an accredited university.
But i feel sad about it all.
hopefully it will wear off and i will stop being such a bitch.
I dont know why but i don't feel happy. more sad than anything. my life is about to change drastically and i'm just not that eager to leave this comfortable place that i am in. i want to tell me oneitis but we aren't friends anymore. I want to tell me "boy" but he screwed me over for my oneitis. I feel like i don't deserve to be there lol. I am the first out of my entire family to actually go to a real STEM field course in an accredited university.
But i feel sad about it all.