foidraper7472
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I was out with some friends a while ago and I’m insecure about my looks. I’m normally hmtn and may be htn on a really good day if hair works in my favor and I’m debloated. Also have a 20 inch frame and a good physique but I’m 5,6 unfrauded height . I usually fraud to 5,8 with shoes and soles when I go out. Anyways we were at this restaurant wanting to grab something to eat and I was about to order but lost my words after seeing this . A 6,5 chad came out the bathroom right next to me . He had a wider frame than me by a lot and was absolutely jacked maybe took steroids idk. He looked 24 and he had that goate girls love. Everyone stared at him for a while after he got out . I lost my appetite I didn’t want to eat anything after seeing him, it was that brutal. I’m sure he wasn’t nd too. I laghed a bit with my friends about being mogged they know some basic stuff about bp but im the deepest in this rabbit hole. I’m now at home about to sleep hours later and idk . I wish I was like him I would do anything even kill to look like him for just one day . But I never will . Everything was determined 17 years ago before I was born I never got the chance to choose anything like all of us. I wish I was like him bro I wish . Imagine how good this guys life must be and mine is shit because of my height genetics and my growth plates are closed. Limb lengthening isn’t even worth it it’s really hard to recover from it and painful. I’m saving up for other hardmaxes maybe I will reach htn or cl after everything and I will have lost all my youth when I’m done. It might be over idk what to do I’m feeling so bad everyday about my looks and everything. At least I find a way to cope by saying I have good body building genetics (I do) but does this even matter after all? It’s all about height and face .
