Got my first kiss but at what cost

[agonIZY]

Yesterday I got kissed for the very first time, but away from the confusion and spontaneous happiness I felt nothing but a deep void, because even tho the girl that kissed me likes me and I like her back, it got me thinking that it might be just for looks after all the cope I do of "personality matters"

I'm home I went quiet, almost like I was dead and all I remembered was my tears and cries as a kid for all the jokes about my looks, I used to be called a weirdo for who I was now I am "funny" even tho I still be weird

I don't desire this feeling of being empty and feeling like I ain't human to no one not even my worst enemy

Writing this made me feel like maybe some of you had passed through the same thing

Tell me what should I do

 

[justinAnomaly]

dw gandy and zyzz love us for us

 

[eology]

bitch ass nigga

 

[agonIZY]

bitch ass nigga

I'll touch you

 

[agonIZY]

bitch ass nigga

I'll touch

dw gandy and zyzz love us for us

W

 

[SlayerOfAllFoids]

Th

Yesterday I got kissed for the very first time, but away from the confusion and spontaneous happiness I felt nothing but a deep void, because even tho the girl that kissed me likes me and I like her back, it got me thinking that it might be just for looks after all the cope I do of "personality matters"

I'm home I went quiet, almost like I was dead and all I remembered was my tears and cries as a kid for all the jokes about my looks, I used to be called a weirdo for who I was now I am "funny" even tho I still be weird

I don't desire this feeling of being empty and feeling like I ain't human to no one not even my worst enemy

Writing this made me feel like maybe some of you had passed through the same thing

Tell me what should I do

This is so sad

 

[eology]

I'll touch you

 

[akldojsojaas]

Yesterday I got kissed for the very first time, but away from the confusion and spontaneous happiness I felt nothing but a deep void, because even tho the girl that kissed me likes me and I like her back, it got me thinking that it might be just for looks after all the cope I do of "personality matters"

I'm home I went quiet, almost like I was dead and all I remembered was my tears and cries as a kid for all the jokes about my looks, I used to be called a weirdo for who I was now I am "funny" even tho I still be weird

I don't desire this feeling of being empty and feeling like I ain't human to no one not even my worst enemy

Writing this made me feel like maybe some of you had passed through the same thing

Tell me what should I do

so ur sad cause u got what u finally wanted

 

[agonIZY]

so ur sad cause u got what u finally wanted

I'm not sad but it feels weird to achieve something that depended a lot on my looks yk what I mean?

 

[agonIZY]

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Rock, scissors or paper for thragg

 

[akldojsojaas]

I'm not sad but it feels weird to achieve something that depended a lot on my looks yk what I mean?

yea, however cant fully relate js turned 15 and still got my khhv status

 

[agonIZY]

Th

This is so sad

Kinda, I'm sorry to post but maybe some can help

 

[agonIZY]

yea, however cant fully relate js turned 15 and still got my khhv status

You are WAY to young in my opinion g, I'm 19 almost 20

 

[agonIZY]

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Nigga you funny I'm following you

 

[akldojsojaas]

You are WAY to young in my opinion g, I'm 19 almost 20

true g

 

[joe morgan.121]

Yesterday I got kissed for the very first time, but away from the confusion and spontaneous happiness I felt nothing but a deep void, because even tho the girl that kissed me likes me and I like her back, it got me thinking that it might be just for looks after all the cope I do of "personality matters"

I'm home I went quiet, almost like I was dead and all I remembered was my tears and cries as a kid for all the jokes about my looks, I used to be called a weirdo for who I was now I am "funny" even tho I still be weird

I don't desire this feeling of being empty and feeling like I ain't human to no one not even my worst enemy

Writing this made me feel like maybe some of you had passed through the same thing

Tell me what should I do

nigga no shit its just for looks thats the reality of life, would u rather not to be kissed?

 

[agonIZY]

nigga no shit its just for looks thats the reality of life, would u rather not to be kissed?

No, but it feels weird yk it's like now I'm visible or noticible to people where I used to struggle is now where I am seen

 

[joe morgan.121]

No, but it feels weird yk it's like now I'm visible or noticible to people where I used to struggle is now where I am seen

thats the beauty of it, go out and walk around and just enjoy the people staring at you it feels good play into whoever you want to be and nobody will question you