Gramps died and I didn’t cry

[loneiqlet]

Hello maybe some of you have seen my post about my grandpa in his critical condition. Anyways they called and said it got worse so we got up in the middle of the night to drive there and he died mid journey jfl at the timing. All around me people broke down and started crying, but I just couldn’t get any tears out? It’s not like I didn’t feel a little sad, I just basically dnr’d the whole situation. Mfs who had to give him showers and put on diapers for him were sadder than me, and all I had to do was visit him once a year and listen to a story or two. I saw him a couple days ago too, and he, the avid smoker, told me to put two packs of cigs and a lighter next to his grave when he died. What a g

 

[eka]

Yo do u have autism by any chance bc I have that shit and I never fucking cry when some one dies i just kinda sit there.

 

[loneiqlet]

nah I don’t think so

Yo do u have autism by any chance bc I have that shit and I never fucking cry when some one dies i just kinda sit there.

 

[loneiqlet]

Yo do u have autism by any chance bc I have that shit and I never fucking cry when some one dies i just kinda sit there.

Do u atleast feel sad tho? And like do u feel disconnected from the whole situation

 

[eka]

Do u atleast feel sad tho? And like do u feel disconnected from the whole situation

I feel sad but don't cry i genuinley have to force myself to cry but it barely works