GTFIH! Every few Months I gain Consciousness before going back to my numb Chud Life

[kiannnn]

Do you guys ever feel that you’re really alive for a few seconds and then you just go numb again? I’m not talking about drugs or anything I mean you’re just chilling and all of a sudden you get this feeling of euphoria like ”Nigga, i’m really alive!!“
I wish I could experience this more often because it feels like i’m living my purpose, just experiencing this gift of Life.

I’ll get off the org for now and go spend some time in nature bc my screen time has been insane this week

Anyways tell me if you’ve had similar experiences

 

[ltnbrownacnecel]

I am not alive. Not yet.

 

[JoeLesbo420]

Do you guys ever feel that you’re really alive for a few seconds and then you just go numb again? I’m not talking about drugs or anything I mean you’re just chilling and all of a sudden you get this feeling of euphoria like ”Nigga, i’m really alive!!“
I wish I could experience this more often because it feels like i’m living my purpose, just experiencing this gift of Life.

I’ll get off the org for now and go spend some time in nature bc my screen time has been insane this week

Anyways tell me if you’ve had similar experiences

Stom smoking bro

 

[kiannnn]

Stom smoking bro

yeah today’s the last time (going to a party) while i was high yesterday i realized i should stop now because i’m not fully dependent on it yet but i’ve realized how it affected my dopamine levels

 

[Deleted member 297070]

Do you guys ever feel that you’re really alive for a few seconds and then you just go numb again? I’m not talking about drugs or anything I mean you’re just chilling and all of a sudden you get this feeling of euphoria like ”Nigga, i’m really alive!!“
I wish I could experience this more often because it feels like i’m living my purpose, just experiencing this gift of Life.

I’ll get off the org for now and go spend some time in nature bc my screen time has been insane this week

Anyways tell me if you’ve had similar experiences

Very relatable
I dissociate/depersonalise a bit too much but sometimes i feel much more in tune with my own existence

 

[kiannnn]

Do you guys ever feel that you’re really alive for a few seconds and then you just go numb again? I’m not talking about drugs or anything I mean you’re just chilling and all of a sudden you get this feeling of euphoria like ”Nigga, i’m really alive!!“
I wish I could experience this more often because it feels like i’m living my purpose, just experiencing this gift of Life.

I’ll get off the org for now and go spend some time in nature bc my screen time has been insane this week

Anyways tell me if you’ve had similar experiences

bumpty dumpty sat on a wall