GTFO: Ntness matters

[HollowCheek]

I looksmaxxed, rotted here for years, searching about every single method, got lean, spammed things into my body, now when i finally get some girls I dont feel anything on dates, not even during sex.

My brain is basically overanalyzing situations, thinking “do i look good enough in this lighting? what if my penis isnt ideal? what if i say something non Nt? would she mind that i start spamming random lookism words if I were chad? Can i vomit in front of her if i have enough forward?” Basically my thoughts for last year.

I have devastated brain and I basically do not feel love nor empathy towards girls only validation from tinder match rates and approaches in night clubs.

Fuck this site. Be normie atleast mtn, nt, moneymaxx and you will live happy.

This is like looking at heaven while being trapped in hell. What the fuck have i done.

 

[IrishSlayer1483]

nigga our just an insecure guy your neurotypical

 

[HollowCheek]

nigga our just an insecure guy your neurotypical

Wasnt like this before or was i idk

 

[HollowCheek]

nigga our just an insecure guy your neurotypical

Any bluepill typeshut of fix?

 

[IrishSlayer1483]

Wasnt like this before or was i idk

so you have no diagnosis claiming neurodivergence so you dont understand what it means or your status, what a retard

 

[HollowCheek]

so you have no diagnosis claiming neurodivergence so you dont understand what it means or your status, what a retard

I have asperger diagnosis with adhd but when i was like 7

 

[IrishSlayer1483]

I have asperger diagnosis with adhd but when i was like 7

ok so you are you will always be like this there is no fix except adhd can be medicated

 

[choppedshyt]

Your username is grammatically incorrect unless you're implying you only want 1 hollow cheek

 

[mewzilla]

I looksmaxxed, rotted here for years, searching about every single method, got lean, spammed things into my body, now when i finally get some girls I dont feel anything on dates, not even during sex.

My brain is basically overanalyzing situations, thinking “do i look good enough in this lighting? what if my penis isnt ideal? what if i say something non Nt? would she mind that i start spamming random lookism words if I were chad? Can i vomit in front of her if i have enough forward?” Basically my thoughts for last year.

I have devastated brain and I basically do not feel love nor empathy towards girls only validation from tinder match rates and approaches in night clubs.

Fuck this site. Be normie atleast mtn, nt, moneymaxx and you will live happy.

This is like looking at heaven while being trapped in hell. What the fuck have i done.

dnr water

 

[HollowCheek]

Your username is grammatically incorrect unless you're implying you only want 1 hollow cheek

Read bio

 

[HollowCheek]

dnr water

u literally said dnr then reactws

 

[mewzilla]

u literally said dnr then reactws

lol i was trolling, i feel you man. im a bluecel but i understand what you mean. i should i probably log out the moment i hit htn, though thats not happening soon since im still pretty young.

 

[HollowCheek]

lol i was trolling, i feel you man. im a bluecel but i understand what you mean. i should i probably log out the moment i hit htn, though thats not happening soon since im still pretty young.

Imho if you want to ascend truly you have to sacrifice “im good in the way im” mindset but then you will never be good enough

 

[mewzilla]

Imho if you want to ascend truly you have to sacrifice “im good in the way im” mindset but then you will never be good enough

what if i pin cjc+ipa no dac in pill form because im scared of needles for 4 years till im 18, will i become brotal gandy appeal >psl coockieking?

 

[HollowCheek]

what if i pin cjc+ipa no dac in pill form because im scared of needles for 4 years till im 18, will i become brotal gandy appeal >psl coockieking?

If you are 14 and here its over

 

[sixfoottwoltn]

I looksmaxxed, rotted here for years, searching about every single method, got lean, spammed things into my body, now when i finally get some girls I dont feel anything on dates, not even during sex.

My brain is basically overanalyzing situations, thinking “do i look good enough in this lighting? what if my penis isnt ideal? what if i say something non Nt? would she mind that i start spamming random lookism words if I were chad? Can i vomit in front of her if i have enough forward?” Basically my thoughts for last year.

I have devastated brain and I basically do not feel love nor empathy towards girls only validation from tinder match rates and approaches in night clubs.

Fuck this site. Be normie atleast mtn, nt, moneymaxx and you will live happy.

This is like looking at heaven while being trapped in hell. What the fuck have i done.

so you just crying because now that you get attention you just discovered you have no personality or complexity and use as an excuse because you are frustated for not understanding yourself? remember that there is no pleasure that is not cheapened by repetition, or that is not intensified by prohibition.

 

[HollowCheek]

so you just crying because now that you get attention you just discovered you have no personality or complexity and use as an excuse because you are frustated for not understanding yourself? remember that there is no pleasure that is not cheapened by repetition, or that is not intensified by prohibition.

Last sentence is interesting. Wouldnt you mind elaboration?

 

[sixfoottwoltn]

Last sentence is interesting. Wouldnt you mind elaboration?

there is a dialectical relationship between desire and the object of desire. You are constantly fighting against this idea that -> my desire is directed toward object "A". This object "A" is behind an impediment, so dialectically, my ability to overcome this impediment (which separates you from object A), which was always a lie, produces a certain amount of pleasure. But now, recursively, upon attaining that object A, you realize it was never what you truly wanted -> "Oh, I already got my sixth car, but I have five Ferraris, what now?" -> Well, now I'm going to get this other exclusive Ferrari that nobody else has, or that costs more (whatever). You then realize that object "A" leaves and alights like a butterfly elsewhere. This way of percieving "Happiness" that functions in contrast; example: good and evil or pleasure and suffering, are categories that operate within this binary content.
This is all about happiness as contrast, the ridiculous and childish form of this concept in our contemporary societies

 

[5.5psl]

lol get a life dude

 

[HollowCheek]

there is a dialectical relationship between desire and the object of desire. You are constantly fighting against this idea that -> my desire is directed toward object "A". This object "A" is behind an impediment, so dialectically, my ability to overcome this impediment (which separates you from object A), which was always a lie, produces a certain amount of pleasure. But now, recursively, upon attaining that object A, you realize it was never what you truly wanted -> "Oh, I already got my sixth car, but I have five Ferraris, what now?" -> Well, now I'm going to get this other exclusive Ferrari that nobody else has, or that costs more (whatever). You then realize that object "A" leaves and alights like a butterfly elsewhere. This way of percieving "Happiness" that functions in contrast; example: good and evil or pleasure and suffering, are categories that operate within this binary content.
This is all about happiness as contrast, the ridiculous and childish form of this concept in our contemporary societies

Thats very true so u basically saying that object A is unachievable and you have to be happy with yourself during the path? If so imho the current happiness slows you down from reaching future bigger happiness. Aka: “Im happy now while eating McDonalds” but you slowed down on path towards abs. You can change the stuff in this but point is that you have to sacrifice in order to reach something.

So what is your solution? If reaching something at all cost wont make you happy in the end then it is even worth trying?