
TheVoidInside
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going from being an English teacher to being an engineer in mid 20s is a 1 in a million case and it shows that she had a lot more going on for her than she let me know. she never talked about herself and only said some vague inane stuff when she did so. She wouldnt trust me with simple things let alone her body. it was all fake and i got scammed ig.
she is almost a completely different person now, even changed her name for the matter. There is absolutely no way to know what goes on in her head and tbh, idc at this point, we got nothing in common not that it matters anyway. When i met her, she was into oofie doofie stuff like musicals, now she is into robotics and AI and this hurts more than being rejected.
im pretty sure she does remember something, she just doesnt want me to remember and just go on. she is harsh but real life isnt kingdom hearts, some people can change a lot even as adults. its soul crushing because it means that i was wrong, naive and dellusional but it is what it is.
I did exactly what i told her i was gonna do one way or another and its meaningless anyway, always has been. Never stood a chance regardless neither with her nor with any woman or person in general. Im alone.
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she is almost a completely different person now, even changed her name for the matter. There is absolutely no way to know what goes on in her head and tbh, idc at this point, we got nothing in common not that it matters anyway. When i met her, she was into oofie doofie stuff like musicals, now she is into robotics and AI and this hurts more than being rejected.
im pretty sure she does remember something, she just doesnt want me to remember and just go on. she is harsh but real life isnt kingdom hearts, some people can change a lot even as adults. its soul crushing because it means that i was wrong, naive and dellusional but it is what it is.
I did exactly what i told her i was gonna do one way or another and its meaningless anyway, always has been. Never stood a chance regardless neither with her nor with any woman or person in general. Im alone.
@Darkeningstar
@TechnoBoss
@hopecel
@John666282
@Primalsplit
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