You don't work with anyone. You fucking ruined something potentially beautiful. And then get surprised when people are mad at you for it. Your sheer ineptness is something you refuse to see and work on.
thats very correct
ruined it how? i was not her guy on any level. as you said it, im naive, oofie doofie and autistic, she is not.
i do agree that my texting was shit. but do you rly think a 30 yo woman would fall for a guy through texting? if she liked me, she would have followed me back anyway.
Ok I admit. I was just trying to get you to another date or at least something close so you would be inevitably get crushed again.
i would faint if i saw her so we wouldnt even get to that point lol. she is too much for me. maybe i should text the other oneitis to see how she will respond.
history would just repeat itself again. she is the cat and im the mouse. to be fair though, i think i would feel better seeing her again even if she rejected me
.how would it come to fruitition if she doesnt follow back?
and that's why you're obsessed with her, because you don't know what's going on in her life
the last part is so brutal... I'm also jealous of my oneitis for having sophisticated goals and interests.. I think it's because I feel I'm not good and interesting enough to catch her attention - it's probably the same with you - it's brutal when a girl you like lifemogs you in every possible way whether it is uni, career, hobbies, social life - if she were on the same level or even worse than you, you wouldn't be obsessed with her
having a fake imaginary image of someone is a path to obsession with that person - I can relate since I've always idealised my oneitis
I'd feel depressed if I had to delete my dream of her from my memory
very relatable... my oneitis follows only around 100 people and has a private account despite not being a loser but the opposite of that - she lifemogs me by any criteria... and then what does that tell you? she's an ELITE HQNP GIRL and not your ordinary NPC replacable woman... why would such a girl pick some loser like me or you? it's the same with your oneitis, she's BOTB only and guys like you are insignificant to her...
do you believe in wonders? maybe she's not that shallow as we assume cuz of blackpill but with such an IG account, she gives me life-mogger only vibes
not exactly. in the beggining, i was obsessed with her beause i rly believed she was the woman she present herself as and that i fucked up with her. but yeah, now im obsessed with her because she is legit a wonder lol.
mysterious anime character girl for real though lol. she got a few other guys obsessed with her too.
its more brutal when she has the same age as you. she is so much more ahead of me meanwhile im a stupid 12 yo.
definately. and she certaintly is NOT your average every day woman. her sister, on the other hand, is 100% what i thought my old itis was rly like. its rly weird tbh ngl.
she was hiding things. when i told her i had a STEM degree she was sneering at me and now she is STEM herself. When i told her i was gymcelling she said "Yeah whatever", now she is gymcelling and trying to lose weight herself.
you would be more depressed if she personally told you to do so. She rly was a woman i never should have met
this one doesnt have a private account sadly. she LOVES attention and being simped for and was gonna do the same with me back in 2020 too. guess she got what she wanted one way or the other. i grinded 700 followers to get her profile lol.
yeah but as i said, your itis has a private account which is a good trait. mine wants to be simped for by any guy. she wont even block me despite knowing im obsessed with her lol. she has a very depraved side in her.
very correct. she brutally mogs me lookwise, lets be serious and very likely IQmogs me too. she has very high genetic value and im surprised she isnt simped for by millionaires. but money doesnt mean anything to her anyway. as you said it, she wants the cream of the crop and i aint that for sure. i was rly unlucky to meet her.
that shit didnt work in 2020 and it sure wasnt gonna work now. and my insta is kinda shit anyway lol.
most guys she follows are HTN+ doctors and engineers and she upvotes their posts too so you are correct about it. she is legit life-mogger only which makes me hurt even more for thinking i could pull her. her standards are insane but can you blame her? she deserves it imo
she is tall MENSA tier IQ HTN+ only. her genetic value is insane so naturally her stadnards will be very high.
MENSA?
she wants the cream of the crop. 140 IQ minimum doctor or engineer. i was inferior....
yep and she isnt autistic in the slightest so it was rly a bad matchup
sounds like she was jelly of your success... she wanted you to fall, become miserable and worship her
my oneitis seems to be insecure, depressed and maybe even suicidal... she's a legit femcel but she still life-mogs me due to her success in uni, she will have a great career too
it doesn't matter if she craves attention or not, MOST WOMEN WON'T SETTLE FOR DOWN no matter if they're introverted or extroverted, shy or outgoing... I really want to believe in the blackpill because by that criteria I might even mog my oneitis she's really miserable and looks sad but let's be clear, STATUSPILL IS UNDERRATED I can only keep looksmaxxing and hope I mog everyone that has ever approached her but it's likely not gonna be the case women aren't like men... you'd date a nurse or a saleswoman if you found her attractive/HQ... on the other hand, women look for financial stability and status in their partners for LTR... they want someone who earns more money than them
it's not about Instagram... you can find a HQ moggers with 100 followers and 0 posts
you can have the best profile ever but if you're not a life-mogger, you're not special in their eyes
everyone fucked her except ME
yet she simps for successful HTN engineers and doctors on ig. only with me she had a problem
just approsch her brodo you think she'd date someone with nowhere near good grades as hers just because of looks? it's a good thing her male colleagues are mainly sub5's but I'm sure she can get a highly educated HTN very easily.. but the thing is, she's a nichemaxxed goth girl so maybe I have an advantage because she's likely into guys like me?
she doesnt care about money, she just wants to be mogged in every area.i am so inferior....
im a worthless loserit's about YOU, not your profile
. the only people i lifemog is the 5other miserable simps she has 
advice, but there is one that does play a key role in your situation. That is the fucking fact that you should have paid more attention to social skills and being NT while also not putting women on a pedestal. You will have it much harder since your autistic and while I can't blame you because of deterministic reasons, if you had a second chance in life, you better spend your every waking fucking moment working on fixing those damaged social circle receptors (or at the very least fixing them to be managable). I used to be have the same problem during elementary school but thankfully got that fixed by my need to want validation ass brain. Ofc, for someone like you, it was already over to begin with
being NT is self defense in my case
