Gunna go up to biggest guy in gym tmmrw and ask for roids

[jallrd]

After I hit my workout i’ll be leaving the city so it really doesn’t matter anyways. I just found out the reason I’ve descended so hard was because I gained 10 lbs. Lowk over cus prom is in a week i’ll try to lose 5-7 before then tho. Acne is coming back I am going to annoy tf out of my derma until he prescribes me low dose accutane I genuinely can’t deal with ts anymore. I just applied to a bunch of minimum wage jobs to fund my bitcoin which I WILL BE GETTING TOMMOROW. Ik this post is only going to make sense to like 2 people who have seen my past posts and financial/gear problems but idgaf

 

[jallrd]

You don't sound like you are ready for an AAS cycle. Wait until you have more money and experience

I agree tbh I’m prolly not ready since I don’t have everything locked in (sleep, nutrition, tracking weight) but i’ve been looking to hop on for too long and hate the way I look currently. I have been living under a lense of cope. Seeing my body in the mirror and my bloated textured face made me disgusted knowing I could easily be so much more and that I’m not taking advantage of my potential. And I mean it’s also pushing me to lock in those other aspects of my life and find a stable source of income so I think in the end I won’t regret my decision as long as I stick to a protocol and don’t do anything stupid

 

[jallrd]

Here is my advice:

Dial in your diet
Focus on training
Do tons of cardio
Play sports

And consider this in 5 years when your peak natty

I look very good after 1.5 yrs natty lifting all I did was not check up on my weight and gain too much on accident. Other than that the recent Acne/bloat isn’t rlly my fault.