Gut-wrenching feeling

[Mansur]

Realizing youre gonna die alone, without continuing your bloodline

Feeling like the last miscarriage

Having a sibling who won the genetic lottery

While you suffer from a Scarred face with sagging folds, severe jaw recession, scleral show and the list goes on

Youre looking at the old pictures of yourself, beeing happy and having big hopes in life, not perceiving the early disadvantages as your mind was always positive

As you age, everyone your age ends up having families, doing good in life and beeing happy

While you stand there, completely irrelevant.

You have never had any friends, any girl who was attracted to you, no financial success and looked like a failed lab experiment to begin with

None of your family members cared about you

Now youre a Ghost speculating everyone with their happy lives

everyone is busy enjoying and socializing

Slowly your invisible body fades away into the darkness, and noone ever notices your disappearance

The last thought you got was

You were not supposed to be existing in this world

You havent experienced, felt like a human at all

Everytime you looked in the mirror, you saw something that looked like a teratoma

The efforts you have put in, to be able to at least have some sort of joy have all been for nothing

No human perceived you as someone capable of connection

Now you have stopped getting any sort of frustration, goosebumps

As your mind has fully adapted to the feeling

Its chronic and you will never able to escape reality

Your entire existence was a mistake

 

[Mansur]

@PeaceAndLove4ever
@pexy

 

[-joe]

Realizing youre gonna die alone, without continuing your bloodline

Feeling like the last miscarriage

Having a sibling who won the genetic lottery

While you suffer from a Scarred face with sagging folds, severe jaw recession, scleral show and the list goes on

Youre looking at the old pictures of yourself, beeing happy and having big hopes in life, not perceiving the early disadvantages as your mind was always positive

As you age, everyone your age ends up having families, doing good in life and beeing happy

While you stand there, completely irrelevant.

You have never had any friends, any girl who was attracted to you, no financial success and looked like a failed lab experiment to begin with

None of your family members cared about you

Now youre a Ghost speculating everyone with their happy lives

everyone is busy enjoying and socializing

Slowly your invisible body fades away into the darkness, and noone ever notices your disappearance

The last thought you got was

You were not supposed to be existing in this world

You havent experienced, felt like a human at all

Everytime you looked in the mirror, you saw something that looked like a teratoma

The efforts you have put in, to be able to at least have some sort of joy have all been for nothing

No human perceived you as someone capable of connection

Now you have stopped getting any sort of frustration, goosebumps

As your mind has fully adapted to the feeling

Its chronic and you will never able to escape reality

Your entire existence was a mistake

You wrote poetry in your previous life

Beautiful however devastating

 

[DrRodger]

Dnr

 

[Mansur]

You wrote poetry in your previous life

Beautiful however devastating

Thank you man, was supposed to be just some sort of Venting. Appreciate it a lot though

 

[ZygoRR]

Realizing youre gonna die alone, without continuing your bloodline

Feeling like the last miscarriage

Having a sibling who won the genetic lottery

While you suffer from a Scarred face with sagging folds, severe jaw recession, scleral show and the list goes on

Youre looking at the old pictures of yourself, beeing happy and having big hopes in life, not perceiving the early disadvantages as your mind was always positive

As you age, everyone your age ends up having families, doing good in life and beeing happy

While you stand there, completely irrelevant.

You have never had any friends, any girl who was attracted to you, no financial success and looked like a failed lab experiment to begin with

None of your family members cared about you

Now youre a Ghost speculating everyone with their happy lives

everyone is busy enjoying and socializing

Slowly your invisible body fades away into the darkness, and noone ever notices your disappearance

The last thought you got was

You were not supposed to be existing in this world

You havent experienced, felt like a human at all

Everytime you looked in the mirror, you saw something that looked like a teratoma

The efforts you have put in, to be able to at least have some sort of joy have all been for nothing

No human perceived you as someone capable of connection

Now you have stopped getting any sort of frustration, goosebumps

As your mind has fully adapted to the feeling

Its chronic and you will never able to escape reality

Your entire existence was a mistake

Wow
This is a really good work

 

[Mansur]

Wow
This is a really good work

Thank you but how, I just wrote some sentences. Poetry consists of rhymes and some unpopular words as far as I know

 

[ZygoRR]

Thank you but how, I just wrote some sentences. Poetry consists of rhymes and some unpopular words as far as I know

Yes, but i mean really good vocabulary, and effort
And after seeing that
I can tell that you can easily write poetry

 

[thickbitch]

Why do you want to pass down your genes like some mindless bacteria

 

[Mansur]

Yes, but i mean really good vocabulary, and effort
And after seeing that
I can tell that you can easily write poetry

Dang man really? I would never have expected my vocabulary to be good

Have been told in fact that people have a hard time understanding my words

Really has hit deep in my heart man, tysm

 

[Mansur]

Why do you want to pass down your genes like some mindless bacteria

Exactly, there is no way out regardless

 

[Absurdist]

Realizing youre gonna die alone, without continuing your bloodline

Feeling like the last miscarriage

Having a sibling who won the genetic lottery

While you suffer from a Scarred face with sagging folds, severe jaw recession, scleral show and the list goes on

Youre looking at the old pictures of yourself, beeing happy and having big hopes in life, not perceiving the early disadvantages as your mind was always positive

As you age, everyone your age ends up having families, doing good in life and beeing happy

While you stand there, completely irrelevant.

You have never had any friends, any girl who was attracted to you, no financial success and looked like a failed lab experiment to begin with

None of your family members cared about you

Now youre a Ghost speculating everyone with their happy lives

everyone is busy enjoying and socializing

Slowly your invisible body fades away into the darkness, and noone ever notices your disappearance

The last thought you got was

You were not supposed to be existing in this world

You havent experienced, felt like a human at all

Everytime you looked in the mirror, you saw something that looked like a teratoma

The efforts you have put in, to be able to at least have some sort of joy have all been for nothing

No human perceived you as someone capable of connection

Now you have stopped getting any sort of frustration, goosebumps

As your mind has fully adapted to the feeling

Its chronic and you will never able to escape reality

Your entire existence was a mistake

Loving the ropefuel brah

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

At least your sibling will carrry the genes

 

[Mansur]

At least your sibling will carrry the genes

Its just so funny how you spawned in as a mistake, you share nothing in common with your surroundings

Everyone looks good and has connections/ achievements while you are a walking parasite

A tumor, technically is a part of your body, but doesnt belong there. You feel pure hatred towards it and want to get rid of it

 

[pexy]

Realizing youre gonna die alone, without continuing your bloodline

i severely doubt this

would only be true if you were an already ascended sub-5

which would be ridiculously unlikely

at least from what i perceive of your personality

you don’t come across as someone who is facially deformed and thus a doomer

looking at the old pictures of yourself, beeing happy and having big hopes in life, not perceiving the early disadvantages as your mind was always positive

https://looksmax.org/threads/kid-pictures.2326673/

real

You havent experienced, felt like a human at all

you are not human because you have not yet tasted everything that could give you humanity

it is the unfortunate and brutal truth that some people will never attain that

and as a result lead a life as an incongruous creature stuck in a human body

however

that does not mean it is our fate to arrive at that conclusion

Your entire existence was a mistake

this was a nice thread to read through and as usual with pessimistic pieces

i found myself relating to a lot of it

but you’re still young

and there’s so much ahead of you

and if you gave yourself the absolute least

the absolute least of being honest

you’d come to know it’s you who’s in your way

all of this which you desire is still attainable

and im sure you already know that there’s light ahead

it’s just more comfortable to waste away in the darkness because it’s all you’ve known

eventually you might even become afraid of that light

it feels like your issues largely stem from looks as with most on here

if you want to PM me a picture of your face we can talk about it together and i can offer some advice

im sure whatever i may tell you is something that you’ve probably already considered

but that’s not the point

it makes one comfortable to talk about himself in a positive manner

it’ll give you optimism

perhaps fake or temporary

but optimism regardless

im here for you man

 

[Mansur]

i severely doubt this

would only be true if you were an already ascended sub-5

which would be ridiculously unlikely

at least from what i perceive of your personality

you don’t come across as someone who is facially deformed and thus a doomer

https://looksmax.org/threads/kid-pictures.2326673/

real

you are not human because you have not yet tasted everything that could give you humanity

it is the unfortunate and brutal truth that some people will never attain that

and as a result lead a life as an incongruous creature stuck in a human body

however

that does not mean it is our fate to arrive at that conclusion

this was a nice thread to read through and as usual with pessimistic pieces

i found myself relating to a lot of it

but you’re still young

and there’s so much ahead of you

and if you gave yourself the absolute least

the absolute least of being honest

you’d come to know it’s you who’s in your way

all of this which you desire is still attainable

and im sure you already know that there’s light ahead

it’s just more comfortable to waste away in the darkness because it’s all you’ve known

eventually you might even become afraid of that light

it feels like your issues largely stem from looks as with most on here

if you want to PM me a picture of your face we can talk about it together and i can offer some advice

im sure whatever i may tell you is something that you’ve probably already considered

but that’s not the point

it makes one comfortable to talk about himself in a positive manner

it’ll give you optimism

perhaps fake or temporary

but optimism regardless

im here for you man

Really appreciate you beeing there for me

As far as looks goes, at the end of the day. It determines a lot in life, It would never have turned out this way if Id simply have been acceptable looking

Im glad I dont come across as an ugly person, I guess Its a talent of mine

My hopes in life have been fully erased

If even everything suddenly would have turned out to be good, the damage was done

I have tried everything you could possibly think of, yet nothing has ended well, in the sense of enjoying life

Im just living in order to survive as my faith forbids it

Its not a thread to vent or seek advice, just for certain people to imagine the scenario

 

[pexy]

As far as looks goes, at the end of the day. It determines a lot in life, It would never have turned out this way if Id simply have been acceptable looking

Im glad I dont come across as an ugly person, I guess Its a talent of mine

where’s your looks level at now

sub-5? LTN?

have you done everything you can both soft and hard?

these are important questions to ask

the damage was done

this is a really dangerous perspective to slip into

and will impede you further than necessary in the future

at some point you have to reclaim what is yours

your right to live and in the way you want to

and change yourself into a new person

the past will always burn but do not let it chain you from paving your future

you know you want what you want from life

and i truly believe that you know there’s a chance of you having it

so seize the chance

Im just living in order to survive as my faith forbids it

ah

i can tell you’re muslim by your name

may allah give you what you desire

 

[Mansur]

where’s your looks level at now

sub-5? LTN?

have you done everything you can both soft and hard?

these are important questions to ask

LLtn-Mltn

Im underweight and am softmaxxed, I will get Tca Cross maybe but other than that nothing really

I just suffer from a lot of body defects

this is a really dangerous perspective to slip into

and will impede you further than necessary in the future

at some point you have to reclaim what is yours

your right to live and in the way you want to

and change yourself into a new person

the past will always burn but do not let it chain you from paving your future

you know you want what you want from life

and i truly believe that you know there’s a chance of you having it

so seize the chance

True, I didnt mean it in a sense of I wont let go of my past but rather my views on the world, the things that have been permanently implanted into my brain

may allah give you what you desire

Thank you so much man, I really value that

Im not sure who you are following but may your goals be achieved

 

[pexy]

LLtn-Mltn

Im underweight and am softmaxxed, I will get Tca Cross maybe but other than that nothing really

I just suffer from a lot of body defects

putting on muscle and getting the scars treated should easily lift you to LMTN so long as you do not have any structural failos which would require surgery

and after that all you really need are things like fillers to just enhance the features you already have

if you aren’t nerfed by height it’ll be fairly easy for you to get girls in a years time

True, I didnt mean it in a sense of I wont let go of my past but rather my views on the world, the things that have been permanently implanted into my brain

ah i see

just make sure you have some optimism

there is the girl you desire waiting for you man

there will always be issues

after you finish ascending

you’ll be forced to then confront your brain

but it’ll all work out alright

Thank you so much man, I really value that

Im not sure who you are following but may your goals be achieved

thanks to you too man

im agnostic

hopefully one day we both become the men we want to be

 

[fraudislaw]

blackpill always collects

 

[H72]

Realizing youre gonna die alone, without continuing your bloodline

Feeling like the last miscarriage

Having a sibling who won the genetic lottery

While you suffer from a Scarred face with sagging folds, severe jaw recession, scleral show and the list goes on

Youre looking at the old pictures of yourself, beeing happy and having big hopes in life, not perceiving the early disadvantages as your mind was always positive

As you age, everyone your age ends up having families, doing good in life and beeing happy

While you stand there, completely irrelevant.

You have never had any friends, any girl who was attracted to you, no financial success and looked like a failed lab experiment to begin with

None of your family members cared about you

Now youre a Ghost speculating everyone with their happy lives

everyone is busy enjoying and socializing

Slowly your invisible body fades away into the darkness, and noone ever notices your disappearance

The last thought you got was

You were not supposed to be existing in this world

You havent experienced, felt like a human at all

Everytime you looked in the mirror, you saw something that looked like a teratoma

The efforts you have put in, to be able to at least have some sort of joy have all been for nothing

No human perceived you as someone capable of connection

Now you have stopped getting any sort of frustration, goosebumps

As your mind has fully adapted to the feeling

Its chronic and you will never able to escape reality

Your entire existence was a mistake

Condemned from birth

 

[Mansur]

putting on muscle and getting the scars treated should easily lift you to LMTN so long as you do not have any structural failos which would require surgery

and after that all you really need are things like fillers to just enhance the features you already have

if you aren’t nerfed by height it’ll be fairly easy for you to get girls in a years time

I dont want to sound like a Geek or smth but Im unfortunately a serious case:

I have severe jaw recession
Severe assymetry
Long midface, long philtrum
Nct with sclerlal show
Severe folds and wrinkles
Scarring, and anything you could think of

It is over with, but Ive lived this way for nearly 20 years so I have embraced it by now

just make sure you have some optimism

I have had it, reality doesnt care though
It has always turned out the bad way.
After a while you simply see the so called worst case scenarios as real life events, and youre never beeing disproven

Maybe something nice would happen eventually, but it would never compensate for anything

Its not that Im super negative about things/ Its just how my destiny is

 

[pexy]

I dont want to sound like a Geek or smth but Im unfortunately a serious case:

I have severe jaw recession
Severe assymetry
Long midface, long philtrum
Nct with sclerlal show
Severe folds and wrinkles
Scarring, and anything you could think of

all fixable you just need surgeries

i have a lot of these issues too

genio and fillers can help your jaw issues

botox for your wrinkles

pexy (or plasty if it’s severe) for your eyes

it’s a grueling process to go through but all we bash ourselves harshly

you are likely not as bad looking as you perceive yourself to be

I have had it, reality doesnt care though
It has always turned out the bad way.
After a while you simply see the so called worst case scenarios as real life events, and youre never beeing disproven

Maybe something nice would happen eventually, but it would never compensate for anything

Its not that Im super negative about things/ Its just how my destiny is

i understand

it’s merely all about your looks

it seems like you’ve never been above ltn

once you reach mtn you will notice stark differences in your life

that’s how the game works

only when you do reach mtn and still maintain the same experiences is it when id simply lay over and say something superficial like ‘brutal’ or ‘ropefuel’

but as of now

there’s still a lot left to come

 

[Mansur]

all fixable you just need surgeries

i have a lot of these issues too

genio and fillers can help your jaw issues

botox for your wrinkles

pexy (or plasty if it’s severe) for your eyes

it’s a grueling process to go through but all we bash ourselves harshly

you are likely not as bad looking as you perceive yourself to be

i understand

it’s merely all about your looks

it seems like you’ve never been above ltn

once you reach mtn you will notice stark differences in your life

that’s how the game works

only when you do reach mtn and still maintain the same experiences is it when id simply lay over and say something superficial like ‘brutal’ or ‘ropefuel’

but as of now

there’s still a lot left to come

Id need 300k euros for that, and tbh It wouldnt be worth it anyway

The sudden good treatment from my parents and girls would all feel fake as they would have never even looked my way with a straight face if without them

I couldnt pass on my genes as It would just create a new parasite

Im not really craving for attention or beauty, I just wanted to be good enough to be someones friend, someones son.
Someone who looked ok enough to not beeing disgusted by kids and beeing able to live an ordinary life

But if this life wasnt meant for me, thats the reality

Im really not a negative person pexy, I just see the world in Its own colors

There just comes a point in life, where you have to let go of the sword and kneel on the ground

 

[pexy]

Id need 300k euros for that, and tbh It wouldnt be worth it anyway

you’d need 30k maximum for all that

why wouldn’t it be worth it?

looks are everything

The sudden good treatment from my parents and girls would all feel fake as they would have never even looked my way with a straight face if without them

would you rather the treatment you get now continue?

the people around you treat you poorly because you look bad

and that too is fake because like you said

the minute you improve your looks they’ll treat you good

other people don’t matter

do know they’re only there for your benefit

I couldnt pass on my genes as It would just create a new parasite

dont worry about them man

its your life

you dont have to procreate

and even if you do

there’s so much you can do for them to give them a good future

such as making sure they mentally stay bluepilled in fantasy land

and assuring them proper development so they do not come out with structural issues

Im not really craving for attention or beauty, I just wanted to be good enough to be someones friend, someones son.
Someone who looked ok enough to not beeing disgusted by kids and beeing able to live an ordinary life

But if this life wasnt meant for me, thats the reality

you can have that man

that’s still all open to you

you are 19, no?

imagine life at 25 if you followed through with everything

you’d be laughing at your current self

but also thanking him

and that’s 6 years from now

even 25 is still so young

Im really not a negative person pexy, I just see the world in Its own colors

There just comes a point in life, where you have to let go of the sword and kneel on the ground

you talk about letting go of the sword but you have not yet fought

id only accept this mentality if you did everything the way you were supposed to and still fell short

but you haven’t

all you’re doing is stealing away the chance of your future away from yourself

and for no reason at all

like dostoyevsky said

“your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing”