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I’m going to tell you how I got my first kiss only by my physique alone.
Read this — those who DNR this thread are low iq mfs.
It all went down about a year and a half ago — but to really understand what happened, we need to rewind a few months earlier.
There was this girl at my school (HTB), easily one of the better looking girls around. I had a crush on her for a while, but I was under the impression she had zero interest in me. So eventually, I just dropped the emotional investment and redirected my attention elsewhere, both mentally and, well… let’s say physically. Another girl became the new mental target for my post school day sessions.
Fast forward a few months to the end of the school year — there’s this party. I show up with a few friends, we drink a little, and guess who’s there? The same girl I had a crush on before. The one I was convinced didn’t even know I existed.
The party itself was nothing special, but what happened during it is what stuck.
Now for context — I used to be extremely high inhib, despite the alcohol ma (I hadn’t discovered looksmaxxing yet, so I wasn’t on any drug that could’ve helped socially) So when she tried dancing on me — literally giving me a clear green light, I froze. Instead of matching her energy, i felt like an anxious NPC. Classic high inhib behavior.
I could tell something was going on, and it freaked me out— not because I didn’t want her, but because the realization that she might actually want me came with pressure. Pressure to act. Pressure to not mess it up. So I dipped outside with a friend to clear my head.
When I came back in, another close friend told me, point blank: “She wants you.”
Hearing that hit me like a shot of adrenaline straight to the brain. Suddenly, all the fear got pushed back by this rush of urgency— I told myself “you know that if nothing will happen tonight you won’t forgive yourself”
She came back to dance again, and this time I stayed in it. We started talking a bit, got physically closer, and eventually I asked her if she wanted to step outside for a moment. We both had a goal that night — no one needed to say it.
Small side note: I was a gymcelled LTN without a shirt, so do 1+1 and figure it out whether it was my face or phishque.
We walked out and sat on a bench not far from the party. And this is where the irony hit me like a truck: she straight-up told me she’d had a crush on me for months.
Meanwhile, I had been convinced she didn’t even notice me.
She even admitted she’d been lowkey stalking me — despite me having no Instagram and zero online presence. So she was basically trying to stalk me in school (which is scary despite the fact I didn’t noticed it) . Mysterious maxxing unintentionally unlocked at least.
We kept talking, then kissed, and things progressed naturally from there.
Not to mention the CRAZY hype there was after I kissed her — my whole ass grade and a lot of other guys from other schools hyped me and I got a CRAZY amount of respect from guys after being with her— it seriously was like an accomplishment.
The fact she probably doesn’t even remember me is sad. I think about her every day.
Moral of the story— when you give a shit about someone he will want you, just don’t care. And gymcelling is the best looksmax you can do.
Law of attraction is cope.
Boring story but I just was bored.
Btw ever since then my status started going up because of the crazy hype of kidding her and I even got an gf after and then I got into this website and…. Yeah.
Fun fact: she says I’m weird now for some reason.
@Zagro @jeff1234 @BonesmashFinalBoss @kazama
Read this — those who DNR this thread are low iq mfs.
It all went down about a year and a half ago — but to really understand what happened, we need to rewind a few months earlier.
There was this girl at my school (HTB), easily one of the better looking girls around. I had a crush on her for a while, but I was under the impression she had zero interest in me. So eventually, I just dropped the emotional investment and redirected my attention elsewhere, both mentally and, well… let’s say physically. Another girl became the new mental target for my post school day sessions
.Fast forward a few months to the end of the school year — there’s this party. I show up with a few friends, we drink a little, and guess who’s there? The same girl I had a crush on before. The one I was convinced didn’t even know I existed.
The party itself was nothing special, but what happened during it is what stuck.
Now for context — I used to be extremely high inhib, despite the alcohol ma (I hadn’t discovered looksmaxxing yet, so I wasn’t on any drug that could’ve helped socially) So when she tried dancing on me — literally giving me a clear green light, I froze. Instead of matching her energy, i felt like an anxious NPC. Classic high inhib behavior
.I could tell something was going on, and it freaked me out— not because I didn’t want her, but because the realization that she might actually want me came with pressure. Pressure to act. Pressure to not mess it up. So I dipped outside with a friend to clear my head.
When I came back in, another close friend told me, point blank: “She wants you.”
Hearing that hit me like a shot of adrenaline straight to the brain. Suddenly, all the fear got pushed back by this rush of urgency— I told myself “you know that if nothing will happen tonight you won’t forgive yourself”
She came back to dance again, and this time I stayed in it. We started talking a bit, got physically closer, and eventually I asked her if she wanted to step outside for a moment. We both had a goal that night — no one needed to say it.
Small side note: I was a gymcelled LTN without a shirt, so do 1+1 and figure it out whether it was my face or phishque.
We walked out and sat on a bench not far from the party. And this is where the irony hit me like a truck: she straight-up told me she’d had a crush on me for months.
Meanwhile, I had been convinced she didn’t even notice me.
She even admitted she’d been lowkey stalking me — despite me having no Instagram and zero online presence. So she was basically trying to stalk me in school (which is scary despite the fact I didn’t noticed it) . Mysterious maxxing unintentionally unlocked at least
.We kept talking, then kissed, and things progressed naturally from there.
Not to mention the CRAZY hype there was after I kissed her — my whole ass grade and a lot of other guys from other schools hyped me and I got a CRAZY amount of respect from guys after being with her— it seriously was like an accomplishment.
The fact she probably doesn’t even remember me is sad. I think about her every day.
Moral of the story— when you give a shit about someone he will want you, just don’t care. And gymcelling is the best looksmax you can do.
Law of attraction is cope.
Boring story but I just was bored.
Btw ever since then my status started going up because of the crazy hype of kidding her and I even got an gf after and then I got into this website and…. Yeah
.Fun fact: she says I’m weird now for some reason.
@Zagro @jeff1234 @BonesmashFinalBoss @kazama
