Had material pickup for school

[Truejoey]

So the other day I had materiel pick up for school and I havnt seen anyone other than my gf and main friends all summer and I obviously saw alot of my school friends there and the looks halo is so crazy. By no mean do I think im attractive but I ended school obese and started losing weight like a month or 2 before school ended I went from 215 to 155 and people are genuinely so different even teachers I saw

 

[IliaTopuria]

What you doing on this forum when you find ur self attractive and have a gf ?

 

[Truejoey]

What you doing on this forum when you find ur self attractive and have a gf ?

I just said I dont think im attractive and ive had my gf for a while but it genuinely felt disgusting being so fat and ugly while my gf is the opposite and I felt bad cause when we met I was normal then I got fat and then lost it and then got fat again especially cause she is taller and im 5'6 at 16 almost 17 in 2 months so it's bassicly over for me so I figure i cant be fat short and ugly