Had trouble talking to the doctors

[Deleted member 104089]

I had an appointment today.
Time went so slow. When i was talking to her i was quiet and stuttering, my legs were shaking and my lips were really dry. Might be from weather or accutane. For some reason the whole appointment i was sticking out my tongue at random times i looked so retarded. She looked annoyed...
I was constantly tapping my leg looking around and stabbing my nails into a fist squeezing cus i was so awkward and embarassing and she actually laughed at me 2 times (not in a flirting way)
I didnt even know i was this bad at interacting with people cus i never leave the house
She also asked me questions and i had to either pause for a longtime cus my mind was blank or i accidentally gave wrong answers

 

[nel9d]

Org fried your brain son

 

[OlympicSizzler]

Ngl nigga this has to be a lowpoint, lock in

 

[Deleted member 280441]

I had an appointment today.
Time went so slow. When i was talking to her i was quiet and stuttering, my legs were shaking and my lips were really dry. Might be from weather or accutane. For some reason the whole appointment i was sticking out my tongue at random times i looked so retarded. She looked annoyed...
I was constantly tapping my leg looking around and stabbing my nails into a fist squeezing cus i was so awkward and embarassing and she actually laughed at me 2 times (not in a flirting way)
I didnt even know i was this bad at interacting with people cus i never leave the house
She also asked me questions and i had to either pause for a longtime cus my mind was blank or i accidentally gave wrong answers

Crazy word count on this one boyo

 

[HundredManSlayer]

it’s okay we love you bhai

 

[Deleted member 280441]

I had an appointment today.
Time went so slow. When i was talking to her i was quiet and stuttering, my legs were shaking and my lips were really dry. Might be from weather or accutane. For some reason the whole appointment i was sticking out my tongue at random times i looked so retarded. She looked annoyed...
I was constantly tapping my leg looking around and stabbing my nails into a fist squeezing cus i was so awkward and embarassing and she actually laughed at me 2 times (not in a flirting way)
I didnt even know i was this bad at interacting with people cus i never leave the house
She also asked me questions and i had to either pause for a longtime cus my mind was blank or i accidentally gave wrong answers

I actually did read

You need to make an effort and interact with people more

Imagine how you'd act on a date with me. You'd be petrified

 

[Deleted member 104089]

it’s okay we love you bhai

Thx bro i will focus on one thing step at a time.

 

[Deleted member 104089]

I actually did read

You need to make an effort and interact with people more

Imagine how you'd act on a date with me. You'd be petrified

For sure but i want to get job first which will automatically force me into interactions and i also want to look good asap

 

[Deleted member 104089]

..

 

[Sandriguez]

Thx bro i will focus on one thing step at a time.

more common than you think don’t be disappointed in yourself. we’re proud you admitted this.

love

 

[staton]

at least you didn't nut in your pants unexpectedly

 

[Deleted member 104089]

@Scandinavianincel

 

[Scandi.]

I had an appointment today.
Time went so slow. When i was talking to her i was quiet and stuttering, my legs were shaking and my lips were really dry. Might be from weather or accutane. For some reason the whole appointment i was sticking out my tongue at random times i looked so retarded. She looked annoyed...
I was constantly tapping my leg looking around and stabbing my nails into a fist squeezing cus i was so awkward and embarassing and she actually laughed at me 2 times (not in a flirting way)
I didnt even know i was this bad at interacting with people cus i never leave the house
She also asked me questions and i had to either pause for a longtime cus my mind was blank or i accidentally gave wrong answers

A small step is still a step, use this to improve for another time!

 

[Scandi.]

more common than you think don’t be disappointed in yourself. we’re proud you admitted this.

love

mirin positivity

 

[160cmcurry]

I had an appointment today.
Time went so slow. When i was talking to her i was quiet and stuttering, my legs were shaking and my lips were really dry. Might be from weather or accutane. For some reason the whole appointment i was sticking out my tongue at random times i looked so retarded. She looked annoyed...
I was constantly tapping my leg looking around and stabbing my nails into a fist squeezing cus i was so awkward and embarassing and she actually laughed at me 2 times (not in a flirting way)
I didnt even know i was this bad at interacting with people cus i never leave the house
She also asked me questions and i had to either pause for a longtime cus my mind was blank or i accidentally gave wrong answers

awwww that’s soo cuteeee

my sweet little baby

 

[BPDonut]

its ok bro shit happens sometimes but you gotta make the effort to actually go talk to some people daily thats the only way you'll get better

 

[copingmaxnt]

I had an appointment today.
Time went so slow. When i was talking to her i was quiet and stuttering, my legs were shaking and my lips were really dry. Might be from weather or accutane. For some reason the whole appointment i was sticking out my tongue at random times i looked so retarded. She looked annoyed...
I was constantly tapping my leg looking around and stabbing my nails into a fist squeezing cus i was so awkward and embarassing and she actually laughed at me 2 times (not in a flirting way)
I didnt even know i was this bad at interacting with people cus i never leave the house
She also asked me questions and i had to either pause for a longtime cus my mind was blank or i accidentally gave wrong answers

Slowly bhai eventually u will get over it and get used to it. I believe in u pookie

 

[Prøphet]

I hate when this kind of shit happens to me, it drives me to isolate myself even more out of pure embarassment. A rude awakening of my sub5 mental incompetence

 

[rraymond]

I had an appointment today.
Time went so slow. When i was talking to her i was quiet and stuttering, my legs were shaking and my lips were really dry. Might be from weather or accutane. For some reason the whole appointment i was sticking out my tongue at random times i looked so retarded. She looked annoyed...
I was constantly tapping my leg looking around and stabbing my nails into a fist squeezing cus i was so awkward and embarassing and she actually laughed at me 2 times (not in a flirting way)
I didnt even know i was this bad at interacting with people cus i never leave the house
She also asked me questions and i had to either pause for a longtime cus my mind was blank or i accidentally gave wrong answers

you said you may be ND but dont take the label without diagnosis, but honestly this seems quite ND like it is typical stimming or social/emotional regulation and anxiety problems. Maybe you should see a psychiatrist to see are you nd

 

[Deleted member 104089]

Maybe you should see a psychiatrist to see are you nd

I dont wanna

 

[rraymond]

I dont wanna

true I never wanted go either and I didnt wanna be diagnosed as autistic

you dont have to man

 

[Deleted member 318558]

She probably thinks you're on fent jfl

you're fine though, anyone who works with people has seen it all, she won't remember this or anything

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Org fried your brain son

indeed

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I dont wanna

based

 

[jaco]

I had an appointment today.
Time went so slow. When i was talking to her i was quiet and stuttering, my legs were shaking and my lips were really dry. Might be from weather or accutane. For some reason the whole appointment i was sticking out my tongue at random times i looked so retarded. She looked annoyed...
I was constantly tapping my leg looking around and stabbing my nails into a fist squeezing cus i was so awkward and embarassing and she actually laughed at me 2 times (not in a flirting way)
I didnt even know i was this bad at interacting with people cus i never leave the house
She also asked me questions and i had to either pause for a longtime cus my mind was blank or i accidentally gave wrong answers

get drunk and go clubbing