Happiness in routine

[Happycel69]

It’s just hard to keep with everything. School then workout then track food intake then do work then keep up with a bullshit social circle to avoid being a total outcast. But it’s draining like i dont even have any enerrgy or happiness in achieving my goals. I donr have motive to keep up good energy even with my closest friends anymore and i remain quieit all the time unless required not to. Not the old me anymore . How to be happy? But the only thing keeping me kinda ok is knowing I tried my best in eberything. Grades and other life apsects are good but family issues this year did fuck things up . Any suggestions?

 

[Absurdist]

"Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal." -Albert Camus

 

[Happycel69]

"Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal." -Albert Camus

Lots of it is physiological and I know that which is the sad part. I believe being bullied heavily influenced the way I view life very dramatically

 

[Absurdist]

Lots of it is physiological and I know that which is the sad part. I believe being bullied heavily influenced the way I view life very dramatically

True. I used to be bullied a bunch in elementary and some of middle school. Now im in highschool with the same people. Ive changed alot and look better. Now the same girls who used to treat me subhuman try to flirt with me. Fucking brutal I will never forgive them. Now im just depressed and cynical cause of childhood bullying.

 

[Happycel69]

True. I used to be bullied a bunch in elementary and some of middle school. Now im in highschool with the same people. Ive changed alot and look better. Now the same girls who used to treat me subhuman try to flirt with me. Fucking brutal I will never forgive them. Now im just depressed and cynical cause of childhood bullying.

Bruh I fucking feel you especially since you still around them. I wish you all the best man no one deserves this shit. Fuck bullying

 

[Absurdist]

Bruh I fucking feel you episodically since you still around them. I wish you all the best man no one deserves this shit. Fuck bullying

Thanks dude. Bullying is a genuine subhuman activity.