PseudoMaxxer
It’s over.
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Here we are…19 years old.
Wow. I used to Dream About being an adult when i was a kid and now look at me…jfl.
Missed out on Teen love and never had a group of REAL friends. Never had a best friend in my entire life. Never Had a Birthday Party and never had a friend post me in a Instagram story saying “Happy Bday Bro! I Love you!”
Never had a girl genuinely care for me or look out for me and asking me how i’m doing.
I woke up at 10am and now it’s 12 am and still no one told me happy birthday in my family.
1 Friend from school randomly remembered and msg me happy bday and that made me happy for a bit but miserable because i thought to myself how pathetic it is to be happy about 1 random dude telling you Happy Birthday.
If I were to ask for a birthday present, i would ask god to wipe out the world. Every single one.
Or to just give me a painless ending.
This Thread is so fucking random i don’t even know what to say.
I don’t even care if my parents told me happy bday or some shit like that.
I don’t care about nothing anymore.
It’s a strange relief but a strange Pain that i’m feeling these last couple of days.
The relief of planned suicide + the Pain of failing in life.
Wow. I used to Dream About being an adult when i was a kid and now look at me…jfl.
Missed out on Teen love and never had a group of REAL friends. Never had a best friend in my entire life. Never Had a Birthday Party and never had a friend post me in a Instagram story saying “Happy Bday Bro! I Love you!”
Never had a girl genuinely care for me or look out for me and asking me how i’m doing.
I woke up at 10am and now it’s 12 am and still no one told me happy birthday in my family.
1 Friend from school randomly remembered and msg me happy bday and that made me happy for a bit but miserable because i thought to myself how pathetic it is to be happy about 1 random dude telling you Happy Birthday.
If I were to ask for a birthday present, i would ask god to wipe out the world. Every single one.
Or to just give me a painless ending.
This Thread is so fucking random i don’t even know what to say.
I don’t even care if my parents told me happy bday or some shit like that.
I don’t care about nothing anymore.
It’s a strange relief but a strange Pain that i’m feeling these last couple of days.
The relief of planned suicide + the Pain of failing in life.