hardstuck ugly despite softmaxxing, I have let go

[ducksoover]

hello all,

I have been blackpilled pretty much my entire life. I knew that looks were the most important which is why I never had a gf and never approached any girls ever.

From mid 2023 - end of 2024, I softmaxxed to save my life.
Roidmaxxed and was lean as fuck, jaw could cut diamonds (multiple people even mentioned my jaw), skin was amazing (GHK, Vit C, you name it), hair was amazing despite roids., took regular haircuts, dressed well, I did EVERYTHING i possibly could do look better.

I was still ugly.

I have the most fucked eye area ever. genuinely sub3 and because of that I gave up. I look homeless now. I haven't shaved. my hair and beard have grown out, my skin has gone so bad, I have gained a lot of fat now.. I genuinely look disgusting and I stopped caring. There is nothing i could possibly do besides getting surgery and walking past cute girls everyday doesn't help my situation either.

Anyone else in a similar position?

 

[true.perso.chad]

hello all,

I have been blackpilled pretty much my entire life. I knew that looks were the most important which is why I never had a gf and never approached any girls ever.

From mid 2023 - end of 2024, I softmaxxed to save my life.
Roidmaxxed and was lean as fuck, jaw could cut diamonds (multiple people even mentioned my jaw), skin was amazing (GHK, Vit C, you name it), hair was amazing despite roids., took regular haircuts, dressed well, I did EVERYTHING i possibly could do look better.

I was still ugly.

I have the most fucked eye area ever. genuinely sub3 and because of that I gave up. I look homeless now. I haven't shaved. my hair and beard have grown out, my skin has gone so bad, I have gained a lot of fat now.. I genuinely look disgusting and I stopped caring. There is nothing i could possibly do besides getting surgery and walking past cute girls everyday doesn't help my situation either.

Anyone else in a similar position?

dnr

 

[sub3forfemcels]

dnr

2025cel dnr'ing an og, rope irl

 

[Ruinedbyfaceshape]

You just reached your softmaxx potential you've now addressed an issue which you have which is eye area (arguably the most important) but now you need to take the appropriate steps to hardmax and should be looking into surgeries. In the meanwhile whilst saving up for surgeries get back up to your softmaxxed potential and spam wear glasses to cover flaws if you are what you actually are I don't see why you won't be able to slay in the meanwhile if you just try to hide your flaws with sunglasses or at least cover it up whilst you are in a setting like a club and women are intoxicated. Yes you've been dealt an unfortunate hand but you can't let that impact the rest of your life just do the surgeries and go live.

 

[Ruinedbyfaceshape]

You just reached your softmaxx potential you've now addressed an issue which you have which is eye area (arguably the most important) but now you need to take the appropriate steps to hardmax and should be looking into surgeries. In the meanwhile whilst saving up for surgeries get back up to your softmaxxed potential and spam wear glasses to cover flaws if you are what you actually are I don't see why you won't be able to slay in the meanwhile if you just try to hide your flaws with sunglasses or at least cover it up whilst you are in a setting like a club and women are intoxicated. Yes you've been dealt an unfortunate hand but you can't let that impact the rest of your life just do the surgeries and go live.

Top tier motivation i lowkey wanted to run into a wall after I typed this

 

[ducksoover]

You just reached your softmaxx potential you've now addressed an issue which you have which is eye area (arguably the most important) but now you need to take the appropriate steps to hardmax and should be looking into surgeries. In the meanwhile whilst saving up for surgeries get back up to your softmaxxed potential and spam wear glasses to cover flaws if you are what you actually are I don't see why you won't be able to slay in the meanwhile if you just try to hide your flaws with sunglasses or at least cover it up whilst you are in a setting like a club and women are intoxicated. Yes you've been dealt an unfortunate hand but you can't let that impact the rest of your life just do the surgeries and go live.

I've always been the type of person who wants to be in the top percentile if im going to put a lot of effort into something. I want to be the best at the things I do, this goes for anything, whether it be at work, video games, sports, etc.

If I am putting a lot of effort into my looks like doing skincare, maintaining low bodyfat %, regular haircuts, wearing nice clothes, etc then I want to be far above average. The ROI just doesn't seem worthwhile to me.

I do plan to get surgeries as I am making good money now. Problem is, i want to get a property under my name and reach very important financial milestones too. I have to wait a couple years at least. I am mid 20s and don't have much longer til the ship has sailed for me.

I think once a man hasn't had any romantic experiences with a girl past a certain age, it is pretty unlikely that he will ever get into a healthy relationship. Being alone for so long is damaging to your psyche. It genuinely becomes more and more difficult to connect with people over the years as you are alone, especially women.

 

[Ruinedbyfaceshape]

I've always been the type of person who wants to be in the top percentile if im going to put a lot of effort into something. I want to be the best at the things I do, this goes for anything, whether it be at work, video games, sports, etc.

If I am putting a lot of effort into my looks like doing skincare, maintaining low bodyfat %, regular haircuts, wearing nice clothes, etc then I want to be far above average. The ROI just doesn't seem worthwhile to me.

I do plan to get surgeries as I am making good money now. Problem is, i want to get a property under my name and reach very important financial milestones too. I have to wait a couple years at least. I am mid 20s and don't have much longer til the ship has sailed for me.

I think once a man hasn't had any romantic experiences with a girl past a certain age, it is pretty unlikely that he will ever get into a healthy relationship. Being alone for so long is damaging to your psyche. It genuinely becomes more and more difficult to connect with people over the years as you are alone, especially women.

What was your rating peak softmaxxed

 

[ducksoover]

What was your rating peak softmaxxed

5.5-6

 

[Ruinedbyfaceshape]

5.5-6

At the end of the day it's your goals and your life you have a decent shot at getting into a relationship and need to get out of your own head and you saying the ROI isn't worth it doesn't make sense when you look in the mirror would you rather see a 6 or a 2 would you even feel comfortable walking outside looking like shit? Just ascending in itself (forget about women for a second) holds a significant impact on you and the way others treat you , you literally talked about how people commented on your jawline, did that not make you feel a bit more confident knowing what you were beforehand or would you rather them look at you in disgust? did you not feel confident after roiding for your physique? get back to peak softmaxxed first.
you are also partially wrong about not finding healthy relationships later in life I know first hand from relatives who got into their first relationship late 20s think of it like this women want a man who ticks all of their boxes like a prince charming; tall, rich and handsome. Majority of men aren't tall, Majority of men aren't Handsome and Majority of men aren't rich. So what happens when a 6 who is financially stable comes around? how many 20 year olds are actually stable in this current job market even being a medium income earner is a boost to smv during early 30s majority of men will drastically reduce In their smv due to a number of reasons:
male pattern baldness
skin quality degradation
health indicators from stress related to the average 9-5
so don't think that being attractive is something which is exclusive to youth, Brad Pitt is like 60 and has women swooning over his current self (ok that's a bad comparison since he's statusmaxxed and Chad) but you get the point
what do you think will happen when someone who is the exact same age as them is fully softmaxxed and has their one flaw being eye area which you can get fixed comes along
I genuinely think you can get into Long term relationship you say you are making good money now which is a huge boost and peak softmaxxed you are around a 6. Every month or week put money aside for your surgery and get out of your head majority of your issues seem to stem from low self esteem and too much rotting on forums. Everything you do is in your control.

 

[Ruinedbyfaceshape]

At the end of the day it's your goals and your life you have a decent shot at getting into a relationship and need to get out of your own head and you saying the ROI isn't worth it doesn't make sense when you look in the mirror would you rather see a 6 or a 2 would you even feel comfortable walking outside looking like shit? Just ascending in itself (forget about women for a second) holds a significant impact on you and the way others treat you , you literally talked about how people commented on your jawline, did that not make you feel a bit more confident knowing what you were beforehand or would you rather them look at you in disgust? did you not feel confident after roiding for your physique? get back to peak softmaxxed first.
you are also partially wrong about not finding healthy relationships later in life I know first hand from relatives who got into their first relationship late 20s think of it like this women want a man who ticks all of their boxes like a prince charming; tall, rich and handsome. Majority of men aren't tall, Majority of men aren't Handsome and Majority of men aren't rich. So what happens when a 6 who is financially stable comes around? how many 20 year olds are actually stable in this current job market even being a medium income earner is a boost to smv during early 30s majority of men will drastically reduce In their smv due to a number of reasons:
male pattern baldness
skin quality degradation
health indicators from stress related to the average 9-5
so don't think that being attractive is something which is exclusive to youth, Brad Pitt is like 60 and has women swooning over his current self (ok that's a bad comparison since he's statusmaxxed and Chad) but you get the point
what do you think will happen when someone who is the exact same age as them is fully softmaxxed and has their one flaw being eye area which you can get fixed comes along
I genuinely think you can get into Long term relationship you say you are making good money now which is a huge boost and peak softmaxxed you are around a 6. Every month or week put money aside for your surgery and get out of your head majority of your issues seem to stem from low self esteem and too much rotting on forums. Everything you do is in your control.

DNR terrible grammar but lowkey tho this dude seems smart I should probably listen to him

 

[true.perso.chad]

2025cel dnr'ing an og, rope irl

ik ab bp in 2024 actually

 

[LookzMaxxerSyn]

Can we see your face? Im interested

 

[emergence]

what’s wrong with your eye area?
anything else wrong with your face or just that?

 

[recessedyn]

Can we see your face? Im interested

drop the face then edit ur comment

 

[LookzMaxxerSyn]

drop the face then edit ur comment

Shut the fuck up? Trying to help if hes struggling with shit I would wanna help and see what we working with faggot

 

[recessedyn]

Shut the fuck up? Trying to help if hes struggling with shit I would wanna help and see what we working with faggot

Same here, would dropping the face card to the whole thread not be a good idea?

 

[LookzMaxxerSyn]

Same here, would dropping the face card to the whole thread not be a good idea?

Oh my fault gng Thought u was coming at me for asking for the face card jfl

 

[1dkwinterr]

hello all,

I have been blackpilled pretty much my entire life. I knew that looks were the most important which is why I never had a gf and never approached any girls ever.

From mid 2023 - end of 2024, I softmaxxed to save my life.
Roidmaxxed and was lean as fuck, jaw could cut diamonds (multiple people even mentioned my jaw), skin was amazing (GHK, Vit C, you name it), hair was amazing despite roids., took regular haircuts, dressed well, I did EVERYTHING i possibly could do look better.

I was still ugly.

I have the most fucked eye area ever. genuinely sub3 and because of that I gave up. I look homeless now. I haven't shaved. my hair and beard have grown out, my skin has gone so bad, I have gained a lot of fat now.. I genuinely look disgusting and I stopped caring. There is nothing i could possibly do besides getting surgery and walking past cute girls everyday doesn't help my situation either.

Anyone else in a similar position?

you should get back to where u were then get surgery

 

[Finalkiosk]

hello all,

I have been blackpilled pretty much my entire life. I knew that looks were the most important which is why I never had a gf and never approached any girls ever.

From mid 2023 - end of 2024, I softmaxxed to save my life.
Roidmaxxed and was lean as fuck, jaw could cut diamonds (multiple people even mentioned my jaw), skin was amazing (GHK, Vit C, you name it), hair was amazing despite roids., took regular haircuts, dressed well, I did EVERYTHING i possibly could do look better.

I was still ugly.

I have the most fucked eye area ever. genuinely sub3 and because of that I gave up. I look homeless now. I haven't shaved. my hair and beard have grown out, my skin has gone so bad, I have gained a lot of fat now.. I genuinely look disgusting and I stopped caring. There is nothing i could possibly do besides getting surgery and walking past cute girls everyday doesn't help my situation either.

Anyone else in a similar position?

surgery, go save up, stop wasting time