Has anyone here ever been an "alpha widower"? (Missing an ex that was "the one who got away"?)

[alien]

Even after dating and hooking up with other women. Fucking hookers. It's just not the same as the love chemical cocktail I experienced with my PSL ex-girlfriend. The combination of oxytocin and whatever else during sex and the post-coitus glow kissing, cuddling and talking after sex. Crazy bitch. Would have never worked out. But I was addicted to her. Love isn't rational. My sexy Brown Princess. I felt like she was the one who got away despite the toxicity of our relationship. I fucked up because she snooped my lookism post history to find out where else I was posting. And found me posting on another chan that she was pretty attractive but not as hot as some of the hookers I fucked. The hookers, the thots, they mean nothing to me. Casual sex is dog shit compared to sex while you're in love. The oxytocin is like 100x or more when you're in love. I regret breaking her heart. I want to un-break her heart. I want to say I love her again. I want to undo this hurt I caused. I want to un-cry her tears. The volatile relationship probably would have ended anyways but I miss her so much. Another dude is with her now. Fucking her raw and cumming inside her. Smelling her vanilla perfume that was my favourite. I can't take it.

Fuck that nigga that you love so bad. I know you still think about the times we had. I say fuck that nigga that you think you found. And since you picked up I know he's not around, ho-ho. I'm just saying you could do better. Tell me have you heard that lately?

Alpha Widows are women who can never get over being pumped n dumped by Chad. So is a man who can't get over an ex, the "one who got away", an Alpha Widower?

 

[Deleted member 18528]

Fuck that nigga that you love so bad.

Man up you little gay boy

 

[Deleted member 19896]

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