Has anyone here thought of becoming a masochist to combat suffering?

[Androgynous]

I have always been fascinated by masochists. People see them as weird, but I find them interesting and entertaining.
Imagine if you're captured by the ISIS and they chop off your willy. Even if on the surface you are crying, deep inside, you're enjoying it—maybe even a little aroused. (Don't say I ChatGPT'd this because of the use of an em dash) I see it as a superpower. Even cucks fascinate me, because how are you going against biology like that?

I've been thinking to myself since I was a child. What if I reach Nirvana by demolishing myself and becoming a masochist so that nothing phases me?

 

[crazyguy]

I have always been fascinated by masochists. People see them as weird, but I find them interesting and entertaining.
Imagine if you're captured by the ISIS and they chop off your willy. Even if on the surface you are crying, deep inside, you're enjoying it—maybe even a little aroused. (Don't say I ChatGPT'd this because of the use of an em dash) I see it as a superpower. Even cucks fascinate me, because how are you going against biology like that?

I've been thinking to myself since I was a child. What if I reach Nirvana by demolishing myself and becoming a masochist so that nothing phases me?

thats not how it works

 

[Ultimate Subhuman™]

Even cucks fascinate me

 

[DildoFaggins]

It’s not something you ”become”, it’s an inherent paraphilic trait.