biryanibunnylover
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Today I went to a park with a really nice view in the evening, just as the sun was setting and it was full of couples. I was so jealous that they get to experience such nice things and I dont, which made me angry but then after some time I was just filled with despair and sadness because I know thats something I'll never get to experience. Is it that ridiculous, that I want to be loved? To want to watch the sun set with someone as they whisper sweet nothing in my ears? To feel them lean on my shoulder? To feel safe and worthy? To have hope?
I know its over for me but deep down in my heart there is some hope that I will experience true love and that is what hurts me the most.
I know its over for me but deep down in my heart there is some hope that I will experience true love and that is what hurts me the most.
