Have I gone insane

[bddcoper]

Planning to run 500 test and every ancillary under the sun despite being able to pull easily and even have a gf just by being super lean but not shredded (not the case currently as I couldn’t maintain it). My frame is naturally wide and I also plan to inject heel filler at a barefoot height of 184 cm to gain an extra 2 cm

Mainly looking to get bigger and leaner it’s just that I have this burning desire to be better than other men I don’t give a shit about women I treat my gf like garbage I hate her and know I won’t be satisfied with other women the only thing that will give me joy is the feeling and results from these drugs. And it’s sad because i know I can’t look good near my peak without them without an insane amount of effort. Wish I could live life without this hatred for both myself and others in my heart

 

[Dopamine Addict]

jst buy a gun bro

 

[bddcoper]

jst buy a gun bro

By that logic you should too subhuman faggot

 

[Dopamine Addict]

By that logic you should too subhuman faggot

There is no logic in what i'm saying retard

 

[narkoman]

bump

 

[bddcoper]

There is no logic in what i'm saying retard

Nice reply proves to me you faggots don’t even realize what you’re implying when you type your mindless bullshit

 

[Dopamine Addict]

Nice reply proves to me you faggots don’t even realize what you’re implying when you type your mindless bullshit

ain't reading all that

 

[bddcoper]

ain't reading all that

W iq

 

[antrax]

yh ur kinda crazy for all that

but if u want to mog go for jt g

 

[bddcoper]

yh ur kinda crazy for all that

but if u want to mog go for jt g

Yeah it’s more like a delayed gratification since I won’t look as good as when girls approached for the next 6-8 months