Makeyousit
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Havin nothing to look frwrd to in the near future drives me insane..
Fuckckckck.. its over.
At least i used to look frwrd to seeing my itis or somrthing.. now all that shits gone..
HAve absolutely nothing going on in my day to day life.. thought/ desire pops up to fuvk someone particular.. but guess what?? Completely no way i can even be in their proximity.. and havent been.. due to how shits been..
Especially worse now cuz Upcoming 6 months im off uni completely..
Havent been in this type of state ever..
Only thing helping me with coping is that technicially most of my uni life, even when i went there daily, been like this.. and 5 mnths is nothing in comparison..
But at least.. when i went there daily there was an OPPORTUNITY of something to happen...
No all of that will be gone
Fuckckckck.. its over.
At least i used to look frwrd to seeing my itis or somrthing.. now all that shits gone..
HAve absolutely nothing going on in my day to day life.. thought/ desire pops up to fuvk someone particular.. but guess what?? Completely no way i can even be in their proximity.. and havent been.. due to how shits been..
Especially worse now cuz Upcoming 6 months im off uni completely..
Havent been in this type of state ever..
Only thing helping me with coping is that technicially most of my uni life, even when i went there daily, been like this.. and 5 mnths is nothing in comparison..
But at least.. when i went there daily there was an OPPORTUNITY of something to happen...
No all of that will be gone