Have you guys ever had crazy Derealization?

[cheetahan6136]

Recently I have been been getting hit with Derealization, to clarify questioning if anything is real. What if everything you see and feel is a figment of your imagination? Like not what if Im dreaming, but what if Im somewhere else entirely, not in the universe but something completely different like another reality and I am in the conscious of a human? Like history doesn't exist, everything is a figment of this conscious that ive created and noone is real, they are just created by my imagination. Like im not even typing this right now, this website doesn't exist and the replies that I am foreshadowed to get are just projections. Crazy that this could be all true but there is no way to prove it or ever know, maybe in death.

 

[Whiteboard7]

Recently I have been been getting hit with Derealization, to clarify questioning if anything is real. What if everything you see and feel is a figment of your imagination? Like not what if Im dreaming, but what if Im somewhere else entirely, not in the universe but something completely different like another reality and I am in the conscious of a human? Like history doesn't exist, everything is a figment of this conscious that ive created and noone is real, they are just created by my imagination. Like im not even typing this right now, this website doesn't exist and the replies that I am foreshadowed to get are just projections. Crazy that this could be all true but there is no way to prove it or ever know, maybe in death.

Like your on the brink of dying floating in space and this is your way of coping with the insanity of being alone?

 

[batman1997]

I have paranoide schizophrenia

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Everything is just your perception of events

 

[SilvioMoltisantiDan]

Recently I have been been getting hit with Derealization, to clarify questioning if anything is real. What if everything you see and feel is a figment of your imagination? Like not what if Im dreaming, but what if Im somewhere else entirely, not in the universe but something completely different like another reality and I am in the conscious of a human? Like history doesn't exist, everything is a figment of this conscious that ive created and noone is real, they are just created by my imagination. Like im not even typing this right now, this website doesn't exist and the replies that I am foreshadowed to get are just projections. Crazy that this could be all true but there is no way to prove it or ever know, maybe in death.

same shit, sometimes i think i am dreaming and this is not real

 

[cheetahan6136]

Like your on the brink of dying floating in space and this is your way of coping with the insanity of being alone?

Yeah pretty exact.

 

[Nexom]

Good thread and I've had thoughts like that as well, but just an important note in order not to misinform others: this is not derealization at all, it's just extistential thoughts.

 

[Whiteboard7]

Good thread and I've had thoughts like that as well, but just an important note in order not to misinform others: this is not derealization at all, it's just extistential thoughts.

True

Yeah pretty exact.

I've heard this alot from alot of different people too. Are you depressed at all or mentally ill, just wondering?

 

[autistic_tendencies]

True

I've heard this alot from alot of different people too. Are you depressed at all or mentally ill, just wondering?

I don’t think he’s in the best place right now if he’s having thoughts like that

 

[Whiteboard7]

I don’t think he’s in the best place right now if he’s having thoughts like that

Yeah, just wanted to know what specifically is wrong. Thanks for pointing that out though.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Yeah, just wanted to know what specifically is wrong. Thanks for pointing that out though.

Used to have those thoughts around this time last year, was in a bad place, or maybe just winter blues

 

[Whiteboard7]

Used to have those thoughts around this time last year, was in a bad place, or maybe just winter blues

Todays actually the day where I had a attempt a year ago. Doing slightly to alot better. Still hate the way I look though . Seasonal depression sucks

 

[MLGS0LD1ERB0Y]

Recently I have been been getting hit with Derealization, to clarify questioning if anything is real. What if everything you see and feel is a figment of your imagination? Like not what if Im dreaming, but what if Im somewhere else entirely, not in the universe but something completely different like another reality and I am in the conscious of a human? Like history doesn't exist, everything is a figment of this conscious that ive created and noone is real, they are just created by my imagination. Like im not even typing this right now, this website doesn't exist and the replies that I am foreshadowed to get are just projections. Crazy that this could be all true but there is no way to prove it or ever know, maybe in death.

Yes, it’s terrible. The only way to stop it is to forget about it and not think about it at all. Once you master this, it will go away. I had it exactly a year ago and it went away after like 2 months, but the first couple weeks were really bad. I got it after greening the fuck out.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Todays actually the day where I had an attempt a year ago. Doing slightly to alot better. Still hate the way I look though . Seasonal depression sucks

Get more sunlight or a lux light , fix your sleep, work on positive thoughts

 

[Whiteboard7]

Yes, it’s terrible. The only way to stop it is to forget about it and not think about it at all. Once you master this, it will go away. I had it exactly a year ago and it went away after like 2 months, but the first couple weeks were really bad. I got it after greening the fuck out.

I gotcha

 

[Whiteboard7]

Get more sunlight or a lux light , fix your sleep, work on positive thoughts

I've been grounding in the morning just trying to get sunlight. Theres so much snow but I still get sunlight. About to go to bed rn and sleep in. Gn bhai. Thanks for talking.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

I've been grounding in the morning just trying to get sunlight. Theres so much snow but I still get sunlight. About to go to bed rn and sleep in. Gn bhai. Thanks for talking.

Glad you’re doing better bro

 

[Whiteboard7]

Glad you’re doing better bro

Thanks

 

[cheetahan6136]

True

I've heard this alot from alot of different people too. Are you depressed at all or mentally ill, just wondering?

No just been spending more time alone the past year, and have had nothing to think about but thoughts.

 

[HighLtn]

I have a derealization disorder so i unfortunately experience it everyday

 

[rawr]

all the time
got more serious recently and i started experiencing it in public and multiple times in a day

for the past month or so i havent been getting it because in the moments leading up to derealization i try ignoring it

also when i had derealization it tripped me out like crazy because i always thought of nick fuentes since like the first time i experienced derealization i was watching him

btw derealization is the sudden overwhelming feeling where you start questioning life, sort of like if you woke up from a coma. you've been in your room the entire day and randomly you start feeling like you dont even know where you are. not an existential thought

 

[cheetahan6136]

all the time
got more serious recently and i started experiencing it in public and multiple times in a day

for the past month or so i havent been getting it because in the moments leading up to derealization i try ignoring it

also when i had derealization it tripped me out like crazy because i always thought of nick fuentes since like the first time i experienced derealization i was watching him

btw derealization is the sudden overwhelming feeling where you start questioning life, sort of like if you woke up from a coma. you've been in your room the entire day and randomly you start feeling like you dont even know where you are. not an existential thought

Yeah I am aware, wasn't trying to mention the condition.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

No just been spending more time alone the past year, and have had nothing to think about but thoughts.

Seneca's "On Reformation" (Letter 25 of
Moral Letters to Lucilius) advises cultivating virtue by adopting an internal "guardian" (like Cato or Epicurus) to watch one's actions, emphasizing that self-improvement requires avoiding the crowd, managing desires, and finding a virtuous role model to hold oneself accountable.
Solitude and Vice: Solitude often prompts immoral behavior; therefore, one should act as if they are always being watched

 

[alchemy]

When I wake up
I don't feel like I really exist

 

[BR32]

Yes I’ve experienced very bad derealization for months.

Feels like I’m in this weird liminal space

 

[Whiteboard7]

No just been spending more time alone the past year, and have had nothing to think about but thoughts.

Fair I guess lol. What are you doing rn in life?

 

[sigamsamson0830]

Like every time I walk out with my friends and I zoom out I get derealization

 

[skullroot]

jfl larp

Like every time I walk out with my friends and I zoom out I get derealization