Having a gf is the biggest hope fuel ( coming from a 2020 .is user )

[nigerianprince2005x]

So basically growing up I was very incel at 14 I was 5’9 very skinny and often got picked on for my small body and wasn’t sub human looking but getting a a text back from a girl seemed like a fucking mission now that after growing up I became 6’2 jacked on roids with a low htn face I got more respect by normies then I otherwise would and here’s the beautiful thing about this my current gf I was talking to the other day and I was explaining to her how I was near sucide at some point due to how people treated me for my looks and she just told me how much I matter and just gave me insane hope fuel , I know most dudes will call me blue pilled and all of that nonsense but I literally have been black pilled since I was 13 ( turned 18 the other day ) so it comes to show that no matter how incel and sub human you feel there’s always room to improve and find love I’m just hoping someone reading this who’s insecure benifets from my story I just wanted to vent anyways not saying you shouldn’t looksmax just saying make sure this dosent effect you negatively like how it did with me because trust me nearly 5 years of daily sucide fuel isn’t worth it when your older and you have irreversible brain damage

 

[bloomercel]

So you were treated like a dog when you were a little manlet and suddenly people started respecting and liking you when you grew. Make the connection. Obviously your girl is never going to say the length of your bones are what matters.

 

[nigerianprince2005x]

So you were treated like a dog when you were a little manlet and suddenly people started respecting and liking you when you grew. Make the connection. Obviously your girl is never going to say the length of your bones are what matters.

Jfl it’s not just the height at my age at the time I was pretty tall issue is I looked like a weak victim which got fixed from gym celling and my face ascended from puberty and roids which is a blessing obviously but point here is that it’s not worth to go through what I did

 

[PSL Center]

So basically growing up I was very incel at 14 I was 5’9 very skinny and often got picked on for my small body and wasn’t sub human looking but getting a a text back from a girl seemed like a fucking mission now that after growing up I became 6’2 jacked on roids with a low htn face I got more respect by normies then I otherwise would and here’s the beautiful thing about this my current gf I was talking to the other day and I was explaining to her how I was near sucide at some point due to how people treated me for my looks and she just told me how much I matter and just gave me insane hope fuel , I know most dudes will call me blue pilled and all of that nonsense but I literally have been black pilled since I was 13 ( turned 18 the other day ) so it comes to show that no matter how incel and sub human you feel there’s always room to improve and find love I’m just hoping someone reading this who’s insecure benifets from my story I just wanted to vent anyways not saying you shouldn’t looksmax just saying make sure this dosent effect you negatively like how it did with me because trust me nearly 5 years of daily sucide fuel isn’t worth it when your older and you have irreversible brain damage

I told my ex that I was killing myself with my diet of only steak to cause a heartattack and she ended up fighting with me.

At the time I thought meat would kill me lol probably 16-17 at the time