Having health anxiety is so tiresome

[TsarTsar444]

Having day long fears of getting heart failure or heart attack is causing me not to function, i can't take ritalin anymore cause i always think im going to fall dead any minute. Have the urge to take diazepam now to calm my nerves but benzos are super brain rotting toxic

 

[Dr. Bludy]

Open femboy factories

 

[Mr.Proper]

You tried a lot of stuff, wonder how well mushrooms microdosing works in your case for this

 

[buckchadley31]

Do you also have this thing where when you read the symptoms about some illness you start to literally feel them and think you have them. Like I read pain in the eyes and then my eyes start to hurt wtf

 

[Deleted member 27066]

You tried a lot of stuff, wonder how well mushrooms microdosing works in your case for this

 

[TsarTsar444]

Do you also have this thing where when you read the symptoms about some illness you start to literally feel them and think you have them. Like I read pain in the eyes and then my eyes start to hurt wtf

Thats whats happening, i was studying cardiology and giga fucked myself, now im constantly having heart failure in my head, at least heart attacks give warning signs, failure doesn't it terrifies me

 

[TsarTsar444]

Open femboy factories

Im asexual cause hypogonadal

 

[Dr. Bludy]

Im asexual cause hypogonadal

Intellectual words very high Iq

 

[Cali Yuga]

you vaxxed lol

 

[Deleted member 5815]

me with brain aneurysm fear day 27 of my pressure headache and I had to stumble upon this article

Working mother TikTok star dies after weeks of complaining of severe migraines

Jehane Thomas, 30, died just days after sharing a photograph of her smiling with her children

www.independent.co.uk

 

[Deleted member 5815]

do you believe in reincarnation or afterlife I try to cope with that when I'm drunk or benzo flacing I feel okay with dying in the moment

 

[RAITEIII]

Having day long fears of getting heart failure or heart attack is causing me not to function, i can't take ritalin anymore cause i always think im going to fall dead any minute. Have the urge to take diazepam now to calm my nerves but benzos are super brain rotting toxic

Since when? You used to be narcy HTN if I recall correctly.

 

[TsarTsar444]

Since when? You used to be narcy HTN if I recall correctly.

Yeah my narcy days between August-November 2019, when i was healthy and high T with clear skin, undercut and gymceled. Im a long hair bearded subhuman now with turbo facial acne scars and active acne, even tretinoin doesn't help me. Also got a horrible chronic disease few months after joining. The medication + the disease itself fucked up my HPA axis and now my T is low as well so i have no libido and don't care about sex anymore

 

[fukmylyf]

i don't want to grow old

 

[TsarTsar444]

i don't want to grow old

Time is passing extremely quick sweet frog, me and @Tony cope with masturbating eachother everynight before sleeping

 

[Tony]

Time is passing extremely quick sweet frog, me and @Tony cope with masturbating eachother everynight before sleeping

@fukmylyf , me and tser legit sometimes after a long day of studying we sit ina couch together and fap eachothers dick while watching hentai on the big screen

 

[Prettyboy]

Yeah my narcy days between August-November 2019, when i was healthy and high T with clear skin, undercut and gymceled. Im a long hair bearded subhuman now with turbo facial acne scars and active acne, even tretinoin doesn't help me. Also got a horrible chronic disease few months after joining. The medication + the disease itself fucked up my HPA axis and now my T is low as well so i have no libido and don't care about sex anymore

On the undercut picture you looked like a Balkan badboy now with long hair an asexual monk living in the Dinaric alps in a cave bathing in rain water

 

[TsarTsar444]

@fukmylyf , me and tser legit sometimes after a long day of studying we sit ina couch together and fap eachothers dick while watching hentai on the big screen

Yes and @Gargantuan is our horse and brings us raw milk

 

[Tony]

On the undercut picture you looked like a Balkan badboy now with long hair an asexual monk living in the Dinaric alps in a cave bathing in rain water

whats your favourite milk chocolate? i think lindt milk chocolate (300g packets) mogs

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Sounds like ocd tbh

 

[TsarTsar444]

On the undercut picture you looked like a Balkan badboy now with long hair an asexual monk living in the Dinaric alps in a cave bathing in rain water

I need to go to mont athos and ldar with fellow brocel monks eating pristine grass fed sheep meat and raw milk

 

[Prettyboy]

whats your favourite milk chocolate? i think lindt milk chocolate (300g packets) mogs

Lindt is supreme swiss chocolate I can only afford it if a relative of mine working in Germany brings home some as a gift

I can only afford this but its very tasty

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I need to go to mont athos and ldar with fellow brocel monks eating pristine grass fed sheep meat and raw milk

 

[TsarTsar444]

Lindt is supreme swiss chocolate I can only afford it if a relative of mine working in Germany brings home some as a gift

I can only afford this but its very tasty

Milka is the McDonald's of chocolate

Jfl if you aren't Dorinamaxing, sweet Kraš

 

[Prettyboy]

Milka is the McDonald's of chocolate

Jfl if you aren't Dorinamaxing, sweet Kraš
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My moms likes riz dorina

But tbh sweet tsertser Balkan candies are very shit aside from Eurokrem , i think proper Germanic people wouldnt even touch them but lokum still mogs

 

[Tusseleif]

Same ngl my heart has been beating crazy fast and pounding heavily lately. Worried I might have a heart attack or something lol. A girl I slept with some days ago even commented on it

 

[TsarTsar444]

My moms likes riz dorina

But tbh sweet tsertser Balkan candies are very shit aside from Eurokrem , i think proper Germanic people wouldnt even touch them but lokum still mogs

 

[TsarTsar444]

Same ngl my heart has been beating crazy fast and pounding heavily lately. Worried I might have a heart attack or something lol. A girl I slept with some days ago even commented on it

Are you taking stims as well?

 

[Tusseleif]

Are you taking stims as well?

Only anti depressants but i don’t take them that often, gonna switch to adhd meds soon

 

[Prettyboy]

Tbh Eurokrem is superior to normie Nutella but its very hard to get your hand on it here, I always purchase multiple buckets when I visit Croatia or Serbia and bring it home with myself

 

[Tony]

Yes and @Gargantuan is our horse and brings us raw milk

tser did u know that @fukmylyf sweet frog shaves his asshole weekly, we can fuck him, just lube him up and put him in a dress