having really bad thoughts

[Brandon_Ascend]

If u check my previous posts, u can see my face. I just started fucking crying my eyes out to the fact I am a recessed ltn, and its over. I fucking went in a virtual class for college, and got partnered with a girl in a seperate virtual meeting room for like 8-10 minutes. she wasnt htb, but maybe lmtb-mmtb. As soon as we got done with the task, I was just trying to talk since there was a lot of extra time left. She said "so do we go back into the main meeting?" and I just knew that she didnt want to be there with me. I wasnt attracted to her, saying anything flirty, just asking how long she has lived here, and reviewed the topics we discussed before we present in class.

to add on to it, my english is about how body image, and I read a fucking article about how looks are basically everything. I feel I will pass this course after being in this community for around end 3 years. But maybe it was all of my thoughts on this BP coming out from my memory and on the surface. I just felt a sudden wave after I got back home and a black pill edit came on. Funny ik, but I just couldnt stop crying.

I enjoy helping people out, I held my friends pick classes they need for their majors, and another kid I met yesterday. But I feel like my actions go unnoticed, like it is my job to do it. I just wish someone cared about me as much as I care for others. Even in a group, whether it be in person or on a videogame, I just feel so lonely and out of place. even with the people I have been friends with for 2 years now, I just feel different from them. Like they can have fun while talking, but my mind is alway stuck on wishing I was born a bit more attractive.

 

[EnhancedLTN]

i checked your post its really not that bad to be having bad thoughts imo. You have recessed maxilla thats for sure but defo not an unloveable face its fine g, dw about it too much. Just continue softmaxxing and if you are able to, hardmaxx a bit. 6'1 is tall for an asian, ig you will be able to pull an asian mtb

 

[Maracuja]

If u check my previous posts, u can see my face. I just started fucking crying my eyes out to the fact I am a recessed ltn, and its over. I fucking went in a virtual class for college, and got partnered with a girl in a seperate virtual meeting room for like 8-10 minutes. she wasnt htb, but maybe lmtb-mmtb. As soon as we got done with the task, I was just trying to talk since there was a lot of extra time left. She said "so do we go back into the main meeting?" and I just knew that she didnt want to be there with me. I wasnt attracted to her, saying anything flirty, just asking how long she has lived here, and reviewed the topics we discussed before we present in class.

to add on to it, my english is about how body image, and I read a fucking article about how looks are basically everything. I feel I will pass this course after being in this community for around end 3 years. But maybe it was all of my thoughts on this BP coming out from my memory and on the surface. I just felt a sudden wave after I got back home and a black pill edit came on. Funny ik, but I just couldnt stop crying.

I enjoy helping people out, I held my friends pick classes they need for their majors, and another kid I met yesterday. But I feel like my actions go unnoticed, like it is my job to do it. I just wish someone cared about me as much as I care for others. Even in a group, whether it be in person or on a videogame, I just feel so lonely and out of place. even with the people I have been friends with for 2 years now, I just feel different from them. Like they can have fun while talking, but my mind is alway stuck on wishing I was born a bit more attractive.

This is pure gym motivation bro

 

[Brandon_Ascend]

i checked your post its really not that bad to be having bad thoughts imo. You have recessed maxilla thats for sure but defo not an unloveable face its fine g, dw about it too much. Just continue softmaxxing and if you are able to, hardmaxx a bit. 6'1 is tall for an asian, ig you will be able to pull an asian mtb

I think I need surgery tho no? Its something I obsess over, and I dont think girls really want to talk with me for shit, which sucks when I am just trying to talk, and not even flirt. I just want to kill time in class

 

[Pyrrhos]

If u check my previous posts, u can see my face. I just started fucking crying my eyes out to the fact I am a recessed ltn, and its over. I fucking went in a virtual class for college, and got partnered with a girl in a seperate virtual meeting room for like 8-10 minutes. she wasnt htb, but maybe lmtb-mmtb. As soon as we got done with the task, I was just trying to talk since there was a lot of extra time left. She said "so do we go back into the main meeting?" and I just knew that she didnt want to be there with me. I wasnt attracted to her, saying anything flirty, just asking how long she has lived here, and reviewed the topics we discussed before we present in class.

to add on to it, my english is about how body image, and I read a fucking article about how looks are basically everything. I feel I will pass this course after being in this community for around end 3 years. But maybe it was all of my thoughts on this BP coming out from my memory and on the surface. I just felt a sudden wave after I got back home and a black pill edit came on. Funny ik, but I just couldnt stop crying.

I enjoy helping people out, I held my friends pick classes they need for their majors, and another kid I met yesterday. But I feel like my actions go unnoticed, like it is my job to do it. I just wish someone cared about me as much as I care for others. Even in a group, whether it be in person or on a videogame, I just feel so lonely and out of place. even with the people I have been friends with for 2 years now, I just feel different from them. Like they can have fun while talking, but my mind is alway stuck on wishing I was born a bit more attractive.

DNR

 

[mopheadcody]

yikes man

 

[Marcussub3]

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