Hearing young girls being happy outside of my apartment in Utrecht is suicide-fuel.

[Deleted member 17578]

I will never have them or experience their happiness personally.

No girl has ever been happy being with me or interacting with me. I feel pure pain going through my body and nervous system as their laughter goes through the air, through my open window and reaches my ears.

All I get is pain and loneliness. I wanted to make a topic about this the other day but there is this tall (5'11-6'1) muscle-mommy body type girl at my gym whose sweat I want to lick off her body, but she is likely dating some chad. Over either way.

Anyways it just pains me too much man this fucking shit holy fuck why do I live.

Every day I am the subhuman rotting in his dorm, going to the gym, working some shit part-time job, going to therapy, posting on .org, going to raves, doing drugs.

yet my life is a pure subhuman worthless pile of shit.

WHILE THESE FOIDS ARE LAUGHING

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Stop bitching you fucking nigger

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Stop bitching you fucking nigger

cope, you wouldve instantly jumped out of my window in my spot if you heard these girls

only my superior mental posture make me capable of not killing myself rn

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

cope, you wouldve instantly jumped out of my window in my spot if you heard these girls

only my superior mental posture make me capable of not killing myself rn

I hear girls laughing and having fun everyday and im still alive

 

[Deleted member 17578]

I hear girls laughing and having fun everyday and im still alive

yeah cuz you mog me hard

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

yeah cuz you mog me hard

I literally dont nigga. Im a 5'9 autistic mtn. Youre atleast tall

 

[Deleted member 19442]

D:

 

[Deleted member 17578]

I literally dont nigga. Im a 5'9 autistic mtn. Youre atleast tall

then why dont you want to rape and kill women like me when you hear them laughing with chad outside?

 

[Deleted member 17578]

D:

IOTS OVER

 

[Deleted member 19442]

IOTS OVER

 

[aviddd]

ngl sounds like a gymcel full of hatred lol NT max and try talking to family and friends ur life sounds so worthless

 

[Deleted member 17578]

IOTS OVER

@Pikabro man its so brutal man

today holy fuck at group therapy session at the ward I am stuck with 7 other (young) girls in my group. (only 1 other guy)
holy fuck man and none of them are ugly. jfl at being a young foid and needing therapy.

they have issues from parental childhood problems mostly. Some of the stories are quite sad, just like my own parental child abuse story which is also sad.

But at the same time im like: why you need therapy?! U can just find some MTN guy who will be your personal therapist and help you out of your issues and be your personal simp.

In contrary to my own issues where being mentally ill makes you updateable and you have to hide every single flaw ALWAYS.

Meanwhile why is there 0 men at the ward. What do men do when they face similar parental abuse problems like I did or like they did?!
They just kill themselves I suppose.

or cope with drugs like I do now, and kill themselves 10 years from now

fuck this retarded life.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

ngl sounds like a gymcel full of hatred lol NT max and try talking to family and friends ur life sounds so worthless

only privileged faggots like you have family

imagine finding this forum while having a loving family u dumb retarded piece of shit.
imagine being so subhuman that not even a loving family can help you stay clear from places like this.

you weak retarded ugly motherfucker. kill yourself.

 

[MA_ascender]

i was out with my friend talking about some random shit when we were passed by a group of gleeful tourist femoids


i just blurted out " i hate women so much its unreal" because i was very frustrated at something that happened before


jova for my NT

 

[aviddd]

only privileged faggots like you have family

imagine finding this forum while having a loving family u dumb retarded piece of shit.
imagine being so subhuman that not even a loving family can help you stay clear from places like this.

you weak retarded ugly motherfucker. kill yourself.

go ER if ur so mad with life damn

 

[2chudded2care]

I will never have them or experience their happiness personally.

No girl has ever been happy being with me or interacting with me. I feel pure pain going through my body and nervous system as their laughter goes through the air, through my open window and reaches my ears.

All I get is pain and loneliness. I wanted to make a topic about this the other day but there is this tall (5'11-6'1) muscle-mommy body type girl at my gym whose sweat I want to lick off her body, but she is likely dating some chad. Over either way.

Anyways it just pains me too much man this fucking shit holy fuck why do I live.

Every day I am the subhuman rotting in his dorm, going to the gym, working some shit part-time job, going to therapy, posting on .org, going to raves, doing drugs.

yet my life is a pure subhuman worthless pile of shit.

WHILE THESE FOIDS ARE LAUGHING

maybe go make some friends and stop bitching like a nigger

if you want to complain then make the effort

try an activity that will find you some friends

if you fail at that then just become a Monk lol

 

[Deleted member 6305]

 

[SoundnVision]

Stop doing so many drugs and start approaching your looks are good enough

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Stop doing so many drugs and start approaching your looks are good enough

its beyond over

 

[Deleted member 19442]

@Pikabro man its so brutal man

today holy fuck at group therapy session at the ward I am stuck with 7 other (young) girls in my group. (only 1 other guy)
holy fuck man and none of them are ugly. jfl at being a young foid and needing therapy.

they have issues from parental childhood problems mostly. Some of the stories are quite sad, just like my own parental child abuse story which is also sad.

But at the same time im like: why you need therapy?! U can just find some MTN guy who will be your personal therapist and help you out of your issues and be your personal simp.

In contrary to my own issues where being mentally ill makes you updateable and you have to hide every single flaw ALWAYS.

Meanwhile why is there 0 men at the ward. What do men do when they face similar parental abuse problems like I did or like they did?!
They just kill themselves I suppose.

or cope with drugs like I do now, and kill themselves 10 years from now

fuck this retarded life.

Imagine complaining about being surrounded by hot jb, well if you can never get them it’s a problem ig

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Imagine complaining about being surrounded by hot jb, well if you can never get them it’s a problem ig

they are chad only man

its br4utal

 

[Deleted member 19442]

they are chad only man

its br4utal

They’re mentally ill so just take advantage of that