Hedonic treadmill is real

[fukmylyf]

I remember years ago I would be ecstatic if I got invited out anywhere or made a new friend. Now that I'm socially active I legit go mental if I have to spend a weekend alone. I start to hate people if they exclude me from convos or ignore my DMs. I want to punch women when they don't give IOIs. My friend said he might be away for my bday and I'm considering hexing him brutally. I'm no longer content with being a background character in any irl setting.

And I'm truly realizing how much I missed out on. My NT friends are out doing something interesting with a different set of people every single weekend. To think that normies live like this from the age of 16 until they settle down is beyond brutal. By the time they hit their mid-20s thats at least 1000 days worth of social events, memories, and sexual experiences. My life is a blur in comparison. I NEED MORE. Tbh I miss my rotting days when I didn't know better.

 

[Deleted member 23239]

Hedonism is for jews, we all will go to heaven
If you are white cumskin you better work more, you probably can get a second job. Get it
//Makhachev

 

[Deleted member 16501]

I had this lifestyle from 16-22 and I never missed it too much afterwards

'social interaction' is just smalltalk and nonsense, for the most part

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[MorningNorwood]

and I'm considering hexing him brutally

Sending him pictures of Jon-Erik Hexum to show him how subhuman he is?

 

[ReadBooksEveryday]

Life is indeed brutal when you miss out on these things
Its not even about sex. Just having frinedships, people that care about you... that stuff. Once you start having less and less of it, you gradually fall into a deep dark rabbit hole that does not have a lot of escape potential. I am sorry to hear your situation OP. I was in a much similar thing but by God's blessing I found some good roomates that were passionate about the gym, reading books, exploring nature, etc. .

 

[fukmylyf]

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[Ritalincel]

Pool closed due to aphasia.

 

[Marsiere214]