hell

[softmaxxinghell]

my life is genuine hell, im 17 with no job, dont go to school & my parents hate me, all cus of my mental health deteriorating (not cuss of bp but it plays a part), i tried every softmax known to man but i still think my base is just too fucked to even be better with softmaxing bullshit, some girls i talk thru the net often say im not that bad looking (even maybe like 1 or 2 i talked with irl) and that im acctually handsome, i dont trust any of that, i just dont see it, my height is probably fucked too even tho my grandpa is 6'3 and my dad 6', my mom is about 5'7 so not that short for a women, yet im still stuck at 5'9 at 17. i hate this fucking life, all i ever wanted was to be loved by SOMEONE and not to see every single one of my flaws + with people treating me like shit cus i dont look good, one day ill ascend cus of surgeries or rope, fuck this shit.

 

[Blackpillirony]

my life is genuine hell, im 17 with no job, dont go to school & my parents hate me, all cus of my mental health deteriorating (not cuss of bp but it plays a part), i tried every softmax known to man but i still think my base is just too fucked to even be better with softmaxing bullshit, some girls i talk thru the net often say im not that bad looking (even maybe like 1 or 2 i talked with irl) and that im acctually handsome, i dont trust any of that, i just dont see it, my height is probably fucked too even tho my grandpa is 6'3 and my dad 6', my mom is about 5'7 so not that short for a women, yet im still stuck at 5'9 at 17. i hate this fucking life, all i ever wanted was to be loved by SOMEONE and not to see every single one of my flaws + with people treating me like shit cus i dont look good, one day ill ascend cus of surgeries or rope, fuck this shit.

Dnr

 

[high_inhibcel]

ok

 

[Dimorphic]

my life is genuine hell, im 17 with no job, dont go to school & my parents hate me, all cus of my mental health deteriorating (not cuss of bp but it plays a part), i tried every softmax known to man but i still think my base is just too fucked to even be better with softmaxing bullshit, some girls i talk thru the net often say im not that bad looking (even maybe like 1 or 2 i talked with irl) and that im acctually handsome, i dont trust any of that, i just dont see it, my height is probably fucked too even tho my grandpa is 6'3 and my dad 6', my mom is about 5'7 so not that short for a women, yet im still stuck at 5'9 at 17. i hate this fucking life, all i ever wanted was to be loved by SOMEONE and not to see every single one of my flaws + with people treating me like shit cus i dont look good, one day ill ascend cus of surgeries or rope, fuck this shit.

Rope or abuse drugs atp, or get ur life in Order, u should know what makes you feel that way and solve it. Working on my issues Right now, i am even in a worse Place than you

 

[MaxSobasedd]

hey bro, first of all i‘m really sorry for you frfr but please remember 17 IS NOT the end. you got sooo much time to still grow, ascend and find people who’ll actually see you for who you are. try to make small steps and maybe talk to someone about how you feel and all. oh and btw you DONT need a job at 17, take a year off and then start looking for work. I really hope it gets better for you.

 

[softmaxxinghell]

hey bro, first of all i‘m really sorry for you frfr but please remember 17 IS NOT the end. you got sooo much time to still grow, ascend and find people who’ll actually see you for who you are. try to make small steps and maybe talk to someone about how you feel and all. oh and btw you DONT need a job at 17, take a year off and then start looking for work. I really hope it gets better for you.

thank you < 3

 

[Zephyr.psl]

my life is genuine hell, im 17 with no job, dont go to school & my parents hate me, all cus of my mental health deteriorating (not cuss of bp but it plays a part), i tried every softmax known to man but i still think my base is just too fucked to even be better with softmaxing bullshit, some girls i talk thru the net often say im not that bad looking (even maybe like 1 or 2 i talked with irl) and that im acctually handsome, i dont trust any of that, i just dont see it, my height is probably fucked too even tho my grandpa is 6'3 and my dad 6', my mom is about 5'7 so not that short for a women, yet im still stuck at 5'9 at 17. i hate this fucking life, all i ever wanted was to be loved by SOMEONE and not to see every single one of my flaws + with people treating me like shit cus i dont look good, one day ill ascend cus of surgeries or rope, fuck this shit.

In a very similar situation I feel you my brotha

 

[Zephyr.psl]

my life is genuine hell, im 17 with no job, dont go to school & my parents hate me, all cus of my mental health deteriorating (not cuss of bp but it plays a part), i tried every softmax known to man but i still think my base is just too fucked to even be better with softmaxing bullshit, some girls i talk thru the net often say im not that bad looking (even maybe like 1 or 2 i talked with irl) and that im acctually handsome, i dont trust any of that, i just dont see it, my height is probably fucked too even tho my grandpa is 6'3 and my dad 6', my mom is about 5'7 so not that short for a women, yet im still stuck at 5'9 at 17. i hate this fucking life, all i ever wanted was to be loved by SOMEONE and not to see every single one of my flaws + with people treating me like shit cus i dont look good, one day ill ascend cus of surgeries or rope, fuck this shit.

You’re not alone, going through something similar too

 

[softmaxxinghell]

Rope or abuse drugs atp, or get ur life in Order, u should know what makes you feel that way and solve it. Working on my issues Right now, i am even in a worse Place than you

once im 18 im doing surgeries, and btw i can almost my bet my life on u not being in a worse situation than me.

 

[softmaxxinghell]

You’re not alone, going through something

at least good to know im not all alone on this fr

 

[Zephyr.psl]

my life is genuine hell, im 17 with no job, dont go to school & my parents hate me, all cus of my mental health deteriorating (not cuss of bp but it plays a part), i tried every softmax known to man but i still think my base is just too fucked to even be better with softmaxing bullshit, some girls i talk thru the net often say im not that bad looking (even maybe like 1 or 2 i talked with irl) and that im acctually handsome, i dont trust any of that, i just dont see it, my height is probably fucked too even tho my grandpa is 6'3 and my dad 6', my mom is about 5'7 so not that short for a women, yet im still stuck at 5'9 at 17. i hate this fucking life, all i ever wanted was to be loved by SOMEONE and not to see every single one of my flaws + with people treating me like shit cus i dont look good, one day ill ascend cus of surgeries or rope, fuck this shit.

Although I ascended with bp, it ruined my whole fucking life.

 

[Zephyr.psl]

at least good to know im not all alone on this fr

Dude, shits hard out here, I’m 17 too, but 6’3. My problem is I look so fucking feminine and gay, it’s completely over man

 

[softmaxxinghell]

Although I ascended with bp, it ruined my whole fucking life.

i might have exaggerated my post a lil bit, i too did "ascend" with softmaxxing to an small extent, but even tho i did doesnt mean i dont see my self JUST in the bad light, ruined my whole fucking life 2.

 

[Zephyr.psl]

i might have exaggerated my post a lil bit, i too did "ascend" with softmaxxing to an small extent, but even tho i did doesnt mean i dont see my self JUST in the bad light, ruined my whole fucking life 2.

Dude it’s actually brutal, if you look at the venting section and search up “ropemaxx” or “kill myself”, you’ll see how many other ppl on this shitty forum feel the same way. Genuinely brutal and sad

 

[softmaxxinghell]

Dude it’s actually brutal, if you look at the venting section and search up “ropemaxx” or “kill myself”, you’ll see how many other ppl on this shitty forum feel the same way. Genuinely brutal and sad

yea, crazy how just a one bad thing can ruin youre whole point of view on ur life, truly brutal and a pit of despair.

 

[Zephyr.psl]

yea, crazy how just a one bad thing can ruin youre whole point of view on ur life, truly brutal and a pit of despair.

Yessir, we live in an unfair brutal world

 

[softmaxxinghell]

Yessir, we live in an unfair brutal world

frl

 

[Oliver12]

hey bro, first of all i‘m really sorry for you frfr but please remember 17 IS NOT the end. you got sooo much time to still grow, ascend and find people who’ll actually see you for who you are. try to make small steps and maybe talk to someone about how you feel and all. oh and btw you DONT need a job at 17, take a year off and then start looking for work. I really hope it gets better for you.

worst rep ratio ever?

 

[Dimorphic]

once im 18 im doing surgeries, and btw i can almost my bet my life on u not being in a worse situation than me.

Was top of class till high school sophomore, now graduated with shit gpa for what I was supposed to do

Addicted to weed, nicotine, and can’t drink a sip of alcohol without getting blacked out drunk

Hairline fucked (solvable, but takes time)

Guys laugh at me in school cause of my weird behavior and depressed attitude like I am some animal

Girls won’t look my way and if a open my mouth I get humiliated

No sleep, no energy, skipping school to the point my teacher talk to me private asking what’s going on and I’m like hmm and don’t say a word

Everyday I can’t get out of my bed

2000euros in debt, can’t get a job and don’t ask me how I got here please

Driving license fucked up have to pay another 2,5k because I didn’t get driving lessons cause I didn’t call the center cause of social anxiety for a year

Only guy that never gets invited to any function

Best friends leave me on read, haven’t seen them in a while

Did I win?

 

[softmaxxinghell]

Was top of class till high school sophomore, now graduated with shit gpa for what I was supposed to do

Addicted to weed, nicotine, and can’t drink a sip of alcohol without getting blacked out drunk

Hairline fucked (solvable, but takes time)

Guys laugh at me in school cause of my weird behavior and depressed attitude like I am some animal

Girls won’t look my way and if a open my mouth I get humiliated

No sleep, no energy, skipping school to the point my teacher talk to me private asking what’s going on and I’m like hmm and don’t say a word

Everyday I can’t get out of my bed

2000euros in debt, can’t get a job and don’t ask me how I got here please

Driving license fucked up have to pay another 2,5k because I didn’t get driving lessons cause I didn’t call the center cause of social anxiety for a year

Only guy that never gets invited to any function

Best friends leave me on read, haven’t seen them in a while

Did I win?

crazy how u have all this going on & still not doing worse than me, that doesnt mean ur situation isnt really bad, im just saying.

 

[softmaxxinghell]

worst rep ratio ever?

jfl might be

 

[Dimorphic]

crazy how u have all this going on & still not doing worse than me, that doesnt mean ur situation isnt really bad, im just saying.

You got debt?
Have you not talked to a girl in the last year?
Have u haven’t seen ur best friend for months?
Have you never got invited to a party or meetup?
Drug addicted?

 

[softmaxxinghell]

You got debt?
Have you not talked to a girl in the last year?
Have u haven’t seen ur best friend for months?
Have you never got invited to a party or meetup?
Drug addicted?

1. no
2. yes
3. yes
4. yes
5. yes

plus the other things u talked about, about ur sleep, i have chronic insomnia with psychosis symptoms + way more mental health problems, when i walk in public girls visibly laugh at my appearance, not sure if its only about my facial looks or overall, but they do.

 

[Dimorphic]

1. no
2. yes
3. yes
4. yes
5. yes

plus the other things u talked about, about ur sleep, i have chronic insomnia with psychosis symptoms + way more mental health problems, when i walk in public girls visibly laugh at my appearance, not sure if its only about my facial looks or overall, but they do.

Sorry bro actually makes me feel better bout my situation

 

[softmaxxinghell]

Sorry bro actually makes me feel better bout my situation

understandable

 

[kaydd]

my life is genuine hell, im 17 with no job, dont go to school & my parents hate me, all cus of my mental health deteriorating (not cuss of bp but it plays a part), i tried every softmax known to man but i still think my base is just too fucked to even be better with softmaxing bullshit, some girls i talk thru the net often say im not that bad looking (even maybe like 1 or 2 i talked with irl) and that im acctually handsome, i dont trust any of that, i just dont see it, my height is probably fucked too even tho my grandpa is 6'3 and my dad 6', my mom is about 5'7 so not that short for a women, yet im still stuck at 5'9 at 17. i hate this fucking life, all i ever wanted was to be loved by SOMEONE and not to see every single one of my flaws + with people treating me like shit cus i dont look good, one day ill ascend cus of surgeries or rope, fuck this shit.

well then force yourself into a job or school so that your mind is occupied. Remember that the more you wander about it the more dreadful it becomes, whatever it is

 

[AryanSchizo]

lol ur only 17, it only gets worse buddy boyo

 

[MaxSobasedd]

worst rep ratio ever?

hahahahha real

 

[Centurion_Hunter]

my life is genuine hell, im 17 with no job, dont go to school & my parents hate me, all cus of my mental health deteriorating (not cuss of bp but it plays a part), i tried every softmax known to man but i still think my base is just too fucked to even be better with softmaxing bullshit, some girls i talk thru the net often say im not that bad looking (even maybe like 1 or 2 i talked with irl) and that im acctually handsome, i dont trust any of that, i just dont see it, my height is probably fucked too even tho my grandpa is 6'3 and my dad 6', my mom is about 5'7 so not that short for a women, yet im still stuck at 5'9 at 17. i hate this fucking life, all i ever wanted was to be loved by SOMEONE and not to see every single one of my flaws + with people treating me like shit cus i dont look good, one day ill ascend cus of surgeries or rope, fuck this shit.

U might have a late growth spur . Get back in school if you can since school diploma is preety important unless you have a business plan (high school diploma_. If foids tell u u goodlookin u probablyy at least human to them, unless u ogre and they liying as an instinct.

 

[vph546]

my life is genuine hell, im 17 with no job, dont go to school & my parents hate me, all cus of my mental health deteriorating (not cuss of bp but it plays a part), i tried every softmax known to man but i still think my base is just too fucked to even be better with softmaxing bullshit, some girls i talk thru the net often say im not that bad looking (even maybe like 1 or 2 i talked with irl) and that im acctually handsome, i dont trust any of that, i just dont see it, my height is probably fucked too even tho my grandpa is 6'3 and my dad 6', my mom is about 5'7 so not that short for a women, yet im still stuck at 5'9 at 17. i hate this fucking life, all i ever wanted was to be loved by SOMEONE and not to see every single one of my flaws + with people treating me like shit cus i dont look good, one day ill ascend cus of surgeries or rope, fuck this shit.

Surgery exists for a reason bro. Almost any issue you have can be fixed with surgery. Start saving bro