marshadow
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Im in a bit of a situation.
Over the last 3 years iv been the biggest gymcel of all time. Got pretty damn strong for my age but im pretty fucking fat (200 LBS 5'6, when asking people they say I look 160-175). The thing is, I attach all my self worth to being strong/big so leanmaxxing is really scary to me. Even if I end up looking a lot better ill be significantly weaker which is horrifying to me. Do I bite the bullet and leanmaxx at the expense of my self worth? Whats the move?
Over the last 3 years iv been the biggest gymcel of all time. Got pretty damn strong for my age but im pretty fucking fat (200 LBS 5'6, when asking people they say I look 160-175). The thing is, I attach all my self worth to being strong/big so leanmaxxing is really scary to me. Even if I end up looking a lot better ill be significantly weaker which is horrifying to me. Do I bite the bullet and leanmaxx at the expense of my self worth? Whats the move?