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Lay flat when the war comes
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My mental state Is detouriating quickly I was diagnosed with adhd at 10 and used the meds they gave me up until I was 12.im 16 now turning 17 in 30 days..Its so bad now I can’t detox from the internet I think those are the causes of the problem but i just can’t all I do is ldar in my bed Now can’t dont do any online school work or anything. I did not want to resort to meds but it’s at the point where im so tired everyday I wake up tired even tho I go to sleep late I have a headache everyday too all of that. Im just forgetting stuff too often too, it’s like I will remember something but quickly forget about it after, like within seconds, or a second. I haven’t read my Bible in quite some time that might be the cause of it but I don’t know anymore. Its like my brain is fried but I never used drugs only vaped in a parking lot many years ago
my parents have always frowned upon mental illnesss cuz my sister was born with severe Down syndrome , and my aunt had schizophrenia. when I was young they would threaten me with being picked up by the cops cuz I would be Arrested for being “crazy”. II just want to be normal again At least somewhat. I fucking regret being black pilled.
parents will probably disown me and I’ll be homeless I’m 17 but they will probably still kick me out
my parents have always frowned upon mental illnesss cuz my sister was born with severe Down syndrome , and my aunt had schizophrenia. when I was young they would threaten me with being picked up by the cops cuz I would be Arrested for being “crazy”. II just want to be normal again At least somewhat. I fucking regret being black pilled.
parents will probably disown me and I’ll be homeless I’m 17 but they will probably still kick me out