It’s over…I hit rock bottom, I don’t have any will to live anymore, I’m a total and utter failure like everyone always told me I’d be.

If you really feel youve hit rock bottom and have 0 motivation, then I reccomend going to see a doctor to see if you have ADHD or depression.

As the last resort you should atleast try a dopamine inhibitor like wellbutrin to uplift your mood and give you a new sense of motivation. What ever you do though stay far away from SSRIS. Maybe even try adderall.

I would say change your life style like eat cleaner and go lift some weights but I understand when your at such a low point it will be super hard to stick with it.
I have no energy for nothing, NOTHING.

I wanna be in bed all day.
 
Same with me my friend, but I realized it 5 years ago, it hasn't changed and it's not better.
 
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Lol you're 20 and have a job, I'm a bigger loser than u since I don't work or have friends. I'm useless.
you have time to work on whatever you want, you are free you are not a slave.

For fuck same what is it with this rush to becoming a fucking slave bro you don’t wanna be me trust me.
 
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Youre a cuck if you value yourself in what this society demands of you
 
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Youre a cuck if you value yourself in what this society demands of you
In what should I value myself?

If my mom and dad and family thinks I’m a fallire i’m gonna think the same too tbh.
 
you have time to work on whatever you want, you are free you are not a slave.

For fuck same what is it with this rush to becoming a fucking slave bro you don’t wanna be me trust me.
it doesn't change when you quit job cause the void remains because as you said you're still a failure that never amounted up to anything (literally me)
 
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In what should I value myself?

If my mom and dad and family thinks I’m a fallire i’m gonna think the same too tbh.
Why it's your family's fault for not raising you well, blame it on them
 
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In what should I value myself?

If my mom and dad and family thinks I’m a fallire i’m gonna think the same too tbh.
Either get rich or quit society and live off grid

Your parents are reflecting their insecurities on you
 
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nigga, I either go crazy and rope or make money for myself.

2 options here.
and reallistically u arent roping anytime soon so go make money nigger
 
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I guess putting life on the line for success is the only option because otherwise you're never gonna be happy or satisfied or relaxed
 
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mh so let me understand, waste 5 more years of my life getting drunk at parties and then going back to this shit life? no thanks.
No, take up a high paying field? You think engineers make the wage as you?:lul:
 
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Crime, it’s all about crime. Go commit some crimes, steal, do drugs, whatever you can do that will help

And don’t give me some religious bs about how that’s wrong. Where did religion get you now?
 
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Hoping you do good in the future bud
 
Sound track to the shit post I just made, what a fucking failure, how did I even come up with the “sound track” thing to threads…


Life seems so shit, october again, almost my birthday and I feel so disgusted by myself.

I’m a poor dirty little boy, working my ass off 10h a day for a couple of bucks, in a company where like 5 people know my name and even the boss doesn’t care about me.

I skip days, no one tells me shit, if I were to die they’d replace me the day after not giving a single fuck about me.

My life is shit I feel like i’m breaking down, I feel like roping rn.

Nothing makes sense, I wanna be rich and make money but everyone does, i’m no different from the average joe.

I wake up, work, get home, eat, sleep and repeat all over again. I have no discipline or motivation to do anything else.

I feel so distant from the life I envisioned when I was still in high school, I was so motivated and knew in my heart I would be different and I would have never work a normal job and would have made money online.

Now i’ll be 20 in 2 weeks, and I achieved nothing with my life, completely and utterly 0.

Im a failure, my family always told me I wasn’t gonna be shit and I might as well find a job and be a good boy there for the rest of my life. They never believed in me one second, I grew up being told I was a failure and that’s all I will ever amount to be, a total failure.

Even when I was little I was so good at football I wanted to be like Ronaldo, my mom told me I was gonna be Shitnaldo, and to shut up and she never believe in me.

She always pushed me to be like the others “look you see your friend, he took 9/10 in the last test in school you should be like him, you are so lazy and don’t wanna do anything”

And look where I am now mom, just like you said, i’m nobody, I have no friends, nothing, I work all day in a company that I hate and i’ll never get out of, I genuinely despise my life and I wanna kms every single day.

Even risking it alla and quitting is not possible, the moment i’d do that the nagging would start again “YOU FUCKING FAILURE GET A JOB!! ONLINE MONEY?? WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT GET A JOB YOU SLEEP HOME ALL DAY” for fuck same i’m gonna kill my self why does nobody care? Is a job really more important than my mental health and my own life?

I’m scared of leaving my job, working in an office with a medium wage for my country, but fuck all day long, I don’t even see the sun, I wake up it’s dark outside, get home it’s dark again.

No light, nothing at all to keep me sane. I have no work buddies, the fags at my work only fucking look at me like a dirty shit skin kid with a lot of hair that looks 12 cuz im a manlet.

I don’t really know what to do, im completely lost, I have nothing but a dream but im lazy and everyone wants to be rich and im not good enough to work all day long for myself with no results and my family would hate me.

I also need money for my car and gas so what can I do? My family is poor and struggling everyday, they are happier with me having a job and helping out with groceries every now and then.

I can’t even go live alone cuz I don’t have the money to sustain myself if I stop working.

i’m so desperate, maybe I should accept that i’ll never be anything in life but everytime J say this (like now) a voice in my head screams “NO”, it’s like a fucking curse to know we live in a society that is programmed to make us slaves, if be happier being a normal fucking human being and not know anything about this stuff.
I’d be happy with my shit job, and i’d be so proud of it.

But look at me, more than a year spent on an incel forum posting bullshit, i’m a fucking failure.

Might as well just end it.

Turned 15 Like 1 month ago and thats insane motivation for me ngl jokes aside listen to your instinct do NOT accept your destiny
 
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Fucking same brocel fucking same
 
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This shit is so brutal. Ur feelings are valid but also this is how most ppl live. I think it's insane how our society is ok with this type of life. If you work a regular job it's completely normal to feel depressed and suicidal bc jobs fucking suck and they on purpose do everything to make employees as miserable as possible. Ppl who work a 9 to 5 and act like everythings fine are delusional clowns that are lying to themselves and others.
 
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19 almost 20, idk I live in Italy, pretty shit hole, It’s either wageslaving, wasting time in college, rotting home, or starting something online.
bro don't lose hope, there is a better life waiting for you on the other side of your struggles. You are still young and can correct your mistakes, quit your job and trying doing something else since you are still w/ parents
 
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Sound track to the shit post I just made, what a fucking failure, how did I even come up with the “sound track” thing to threads…


Life seems so shit, october again, almost my birthday and I feel so disgusted by myself.

I’m a poor dirty little boy, working my ass off 10h a day for a couple of bucks, in a company where like 5 people know my name and even the boss doesn’t care about me.

I skip days, no one tells me shit, if I were to die they’d replace me the day after not giving a single fuck about me.

My life is shit I feel like i’m breaking down, I feel like roping rn.

Nothing makes sense, I wanna be rich and make money but everyone does, i’m no different from the average joe.

I wake up, work, get home, eat, sleep and repeat all over again. I have no discipline or motivation to do anything else.

I feel so distant from the life I envisioned when I was still in high school, I was so motivated and knew in my heart I would be different and I would have never work a normal job and would have made money online.

Now i’ll be 20 in 2 weeks, and I achieved nothing with my life, completely and utterly 0.

Im a failure, my family always told me I wasn’t gonna be shit and I might as well find a job and be a good boy there for the rest of my life. They never believed in me one second, I grew up being told I was a failure and that’s all I will ever amount to be, a total failure.

Even when I was little I was so good at football I wanted to be like Ronaldo, my mom told me I was gonna be Shitnaldo, and to shut up and she never believe in me.

She always pushed me to be like the others “look you see your friend, he took 9/10 in the last test in school you should be like him, you are so lazy and don’t wanna do anything”

And look where I am now mom, just like you said, i’m nobody, I have no friends, nothing, I work all day in a company that I hate and i’ll never get out of, I genuinely despise my life and I wanna kms every single day.

Even risking it alla and quitting is not possible, the moment i’d do that the nagging would start again “YOU FUCKING FAILURE GET A JOB!! ONLINE MONEY?? WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT GET A JOB YOU SLEEP HOME ALL DAY” for fuck same i’m gonna kill my self why does nobody care? Is a job really more important than my mental health and my own life?

I’m scared of leaving my job, working in an office with a medium wage for my country, but fuck all day long, I don’t even see the sun, I wake up it’s dark outside, get home it’s dark again.

No light, nothing at all to keep me sane. I have no work buddies, the fags at my work only fucking look at me like a dirty shit skin kid with a lot of hair that looks 12 cuz im a manlet.

I don’t really know what to do, im completely lost, I have nothing but a dream but im lazy and everyone wants to be rich and im not good enough to work all day long for myself with no results and my family would hate me.

I also need money for my car and gas so what can I do? My family is poor and struggling everyday, they are happier with me having a job and helping out with groceries every now and then.

I can’t even go live alone cuz I don’t have the money to sustain myself if I stop working.

i’m so desperate, maybe I should accept that i’ll never be anything in life but everytime J say this (like now) a voice in my head screams “NO”, it’s like a fucking curse to know we live in a society that is programmed to make us slaves, if be happier being a normal fucking human being and not know anything about this stuff.
I’d be happy with my shit job, and i’d be so proud of it.

But look at me, more than a year spent on an incel forum posting bullshit, i’m a fucking failure.

Might as well just end it.

Join the army or Peace corps find your purpose there
 
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This shit is so brutal. Ur feelings are valid but also this is how most ppl live. I think it's insane how our society is ok with this type of life. If you work a regular job it's completely normal to feel depressed and suicidal bc jobs fucking suck and they on purpose do everything to make employees as miserable as possible. Ppl who work a 9 to 5 and act like everythings fine are delusional clowns that are lying to themselves and others.
Yeah it’s mind boggling to me how people lie to themselves so much, even my dad told me he hates his job and he worked his whole life and when I told him I wanted to start something that’s MINE he said “try but don’t live your job, try on the side and when it makes as much or more than your job just leave it” I totally agree with him but the problem is that I have so little time to work on other stuff, i’m busy from 7am to 6pm between Work, commuting, and breaks at work.

3 hours total a day. And that would leave me no time to relax or do anything other than pure work at all times.
bro don't lose hope, there is a better life waiting for you on the other side of your struggles. You are still young and can correct your mistakes, quit your job and trying doing something else since you are still w/ parents
I won’t lose hope, but damn on some days it feels like everything is just doomed to fail, all my struggles seem useless at times and that’s the worst feeling.
 
Yeah it’s mind boggling to me how people lie to themselves so much, even my dad told me he hates his job and he worked his whole life and when I told him I wanted to start something that’s MINE he said “try but don’t live your job, try on the side and when it makes as much or more than your job just leave it” I totally agree with him but the problem is that I have so little time to work on other stuff, i’m busy from 7am to 6pm between Work, commuting, and breaks at work.

3 hours total a day. And that would leave me no time to relax or do anything other than pure work at all times.

I won’t lose hope, but damn on some days it feels like everything is just doomed to fail, all my struggles seem useless at times and that’s the worst feeling.
I know I sound like some fag redpill youtuber when I say this but this period is a test of your true mettle, 99% of people will submit to these struggles and live as a slave to them, 1% will resist and find a life in which they can express the rarest commodity known to mankind "freedom" .
 
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@PseudoMaxxer check dms
 
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I’m a loser, i’m fat and broke, work all day for less than 10 bucks an hour, get home, rot in bed and do it all over again.
all of this is fixable, life is a battle in the mind, quit losing
 
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"Im going to kill myself because I'm not rich"
1730331570820
 
Sound track to the shit post I just made, what a fucking failure, how did I even come up with the “sound track” thing to threads…


Life seems so shit, october again, almost my birthday and I feel so disgusted by myself.

I’m a poor dirty little boy, working my ass off 10h a day for a couple of bucks, in a company where like 5 people know my name and even the boss doesn’t care about me.

I skip days, no one tells me shit, if I were to die they’d replace me the day after not giving a single fuck about me.

My life is shit I feel like i’m breaking down, I feel like roping rn.

Nothing makes sense, I wanna be rich and make money but everyone does, i’m no different from the average joe.

I wake up, work, get home, eat, sleep and repeat all over again. I have no discipline or motivation to do anything else.

I feel so distant from the life I envisioned when I was still in high school, I was so motivated and knew in my heart I would be different and I would have never work a normal job and would have made money online.

Now i’ll be 20 in 2 weeks, and I achieved nothing with my life, completely and utterly 0.

Im a failure, my family always told me I wasn’t gonna be shit and I might as well find a job and be a good boy there for the rest of my life. They never believed in me one second, I grew up being told I was a failure and that’s all I will ever amount to be, a total failure.

Even when I was little I was so good at football I wanted to be like Ronaldo, my mom told me I was gonna be Shitnaldo, and to shut up and she never believe in me.

She always pushed me to be like the others “look you see your friend, he took 9/10 in the last test in school you should be like him, you are so lazy and don’t wanna do anything”

And look where I am now mom, just like you said, i’m nobody, I have no friends, nothing, I work all day in a company that I hate and i’ll never get out of, I genuinely despise my life and I wanna kms every single day.

Even risking it alla and quitting is not possible, the moment i’d do that the nagging would start again “YOU FUCKING FAILURE GET A JOB!! ONLINE MONEY?? WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT GET A JOB YOU SLEEP HOME ALL DAY” for fuck same i’m gonna kill my self why does nobody care? Is a job really more important than my mental health and my own life?

I’m scared of leaving my job, working in an office with a medium wage for my country, but fuck all day long, I don’t even see the sun, I wake up it’s dark outside, get home it’s dark again.

No light, nothing at all to keep me sane. I have no work buddies, the fags at my work only fucking look at me like a dirty shit skin kid with a lot of hair that looks 12 cuz im a manlet.

I don’t really know what to do, im completely lost, I have nothing but a dream but im lazy and everyone wants to be rich and im not good enough to work all day long for myself with no results and my family would hate me.

I also need money for my car and gas so what can I do? My family is poor and struggling everyday, they are happier with me having a job and helping out with groceries every now and then.

I can’t even go live alone cuz I don’t have the money to sustain myself if I stop working.

i’m so desperate, maybe I should accept that i’ll never be anything in life but everytime J say this (like now) a voice in my head screams “NO”, it’s like a fucking curse to know we live in a society that is programmed to make us slaves, if be happier being a normal fucking human being and not know anything about this stuff.
I’d be happy with my shit job, and i’d be so proud of it.

But look at me, more than a year spent on an incel forum posting bullshit, i’m a fucking failure.

Might as well just end it.

 

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