harmony777
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So I am 30, 5'8, from Bangladesh. My father was 6'2 and my mom is 5'2/3. Lost my father at 11. Completed by bachelors in civil engineering. No siblings.
I grew up in very lower middle class family. When I was is school I never had any Computer, Playstation or fancy stuffs which a typical kid should have.
In my university I never had any female friends let alone girlfriend. I also had very few friends or no friends at all. I used to see rich, good looking, tall kids they are hanging out with their female friends and I used sit in a corner alone without having anything to do. So that's how I spent my whole 6 years of university.
Now I am working in a company. Thay salary is quite low but it's enough if you just wanna live. I mean I can't afford any house or car or anything luxary.
As I am a muslim and Bangladeshi there is tradition of arranged marriage. But at this age (30) i don't wanna betabux. I don't get any marriage proposal from good family. Most of them are poor and ugly like. I don't see any point in marrying.
I am still virgin. I have tried to talk to girls but they all rejected me right on my face.
My relationship with my mother is very bad. I badmouth her with pretty bad language and don't wanna live with her but still she comes to live with me as she is insecure mentally and physically. She is a fraud and cheater I guess. Because she see me as someone who will provide for her as she raised me. If I refuse she threatens me that she will talk to my office which she already did.
So at this point what can I do to improve my life. Is there any hope? I will never rope. In my teen years I thought I will be a chad in my 20s. But reality was completely opposite. I am still a virgin. I feel embarrassed to go outside among people. I try to avoid interacting with women. If I see the sales-person is a woman I feel very embarrassed and awkward because I know how do I look like.
What can I do now? That's my picture below
I grew up in very lower middle class family. When I was is school I never had any Computer, Playstation or fancy stuffs which a typical kid should have.
In my university I never had any female friends let alone girlfriend. I also had very few friends or no friends at all. I used to see rich, good looking, tall kids they are hanging out with their female friends and I used sit in a corner alone without having anything to do. So that's how I spent my whole 6 years of university.
Now I am working in a company. Thay salary is quite low but it's enough if you just wanna live. I mean I can't afford any house or car or anything luxary.
As I am a muslim and Bangladeshi there is tradition of arranged marriage. But at this age (30) i don't wanna betabux. I don't get any marriage proposal from good family. Most of them are poor and ugly like. I don't see any point in marrying.
I am still virgin. I have tried to talk to girls but they all rejected me right on my face.
My relationship with my mother is very bad. I badmouth her with pretty bad language and don't wanna live with her but still she comes to live with me as she is insecure mentally and physically. She is a fraud and cheater I guess. Because she see me as someone who will provide for her as she raised me. If I refuse she threatens me that she will talk to my office which she already did.
So at this point what can I do to improve my life. Is there any hope? I will never rope. In my teen years I thought I will be a chad in my 20s. But reality was completely opposite. I am still a virgin. I feel embarrassed to go outside among people. I try to avoid interacting with women. If I see the sales-person is a woman I feel very embarrassed and awkward because I know how do I look like.
What can I do now? That's my picture below
