help me, i'm lost and out of hope

[hax]

tldr: 1 year begging for HGH, growth plates closed, my age ≈ 17, bone age 18, 1 year wasted, i'm lost

unfortunately i didn't ahve a plan B, i need something to cope with while i wait, anything.
i only have minoxidil in head but that's it.

it's gotten so bad i'm thinking about tren E, idek what else there is left to do atp...
https://looksmax.org/threads/aas-cycle-result-as-a-teen.1563913/

T is already a no but i can't take it for much longer if i don't activate myself.
i need something. anything to help me cope, anything where i feel like i'm looksmaxing.

 

[insignia_]

what do you look like & what’s your height? It’s probably not over bruh

 

[hax]

what do you look like & what’s your height? It’s probably not over bruh

it's not over for me dating market wise but i could't care less about this.
i'm 6'0, mtn, white, black hair.

 

[insignia_]

it's not over for me dating market wise but i could't care less abou this.
i'm 6'0, mtn, white, black hair

what are you complaining about then? are you just trying to find something to pass time or feel like you’re doing something with your life? Idk what you’re tryna do here

 

[cooIguy]

it's not over for me dating market wise but i could't care less about this.
i'm 6'0, mtn, white, black hair.

maybe dye your hair

 

[hax]

what are you complaining about then? are you just trying to find something to pass time or feel like you’re doing something with your life? Idk what you’re tryna do here

i feel putrid in my own skin, all i want to do is reach htn one day, that's my life goal.

maybe dye your hair

i have blonde naturally, did full white, grey and now i keep it redyed dark black every week.

 

[cooIguy]

i feel putrid in my own skin, all i want to do is reach htn one day, that's my life goal.


i have blonde naturally, did full white, grey and now i keep it redyed dark black every week.

blonde is rare
i dont know how you look but i think its better

 

[insignia_]

i feel putrid in my own skin, all i want to do is reach htn one day, that's my life goal.

like the other guy said, dye your hair. Also you’d have to describe the flaws you have that make you despise yourself so much. We can only help if we know what you hate about yourself lol

 

[hax]

blonde is rare
i dont know how you look but i think its better

it turned more brown overtime and now it's practically black if i don't do anything, idk why it faded.

 

[needlemax]

tldr: 1 year begging for HGH, growth plates closed, my age ≈ 17, bone age 18, 1 year wasted, i'm lost

unfortunately i didn't ahve a plan B, i need something to cope with while i wait, anything.
i only have minoxidil in head but that's it.

it's gotten so bad i'm thinking about tren E, idek what else there is left to do atp...
https://looksmax.org/threads/aas-cycle-result-as-a-teen.1563913/

T is already a no but i can't take it for much longer if i don't activate myself.
i need something. anything to help me cope, anything where i feel like i'm looksmaxing.

how is test already a no instead of using money to buy hgh you just kept delaying it and coping and now its too late lmao. thinking about tren e when you wouldnt even take test? ur just the definition of a pussy who doesnt do shit

 

[hax]

like the other guy said, dye your hair. Also you’d have to describe the flaws you have that make you despise yourself so much. We can only help if we know what you hate about yourself lol

i just wanted anything that can universally improve your looks.
i know it sounds retarded, i've spent almost a year here but i'm completely lost.

 

[The Fool]

i feel putrid in my own skin, all i want to do is reach htn one day, that's my life goal.


i have blonde naturally, did full white, grey and now i keep it redyed dark black every week.

do you have a mandible

 

[hax]

how is test already a no

i'm high T, there's almost no point.

instead of using money to buy hgh you just kept delaying it and coping and now its too late lmao.

you don't understand what i had to go through to get to talk to a doctor.

 

[hax]

do you have a mandible

it's decent but i have no chin.

 

[needlemax]

you don't understand what i had to go through to get to talk to a doctor.

WHY the fuck would a doctor prescribe you hgh if youre 6 foot

i'm high T, there's almost no point.

yes there is, you can be way higher T. your test levels would triple with a 300mg dose

 

[insignia_]

i just wanted anything that can universally improve your looks.
i know it sounds retarded, i've spent almost a year here but i'm completely lost.

Oh alr. Do as many softmaxxes as you think are missing bc those things tend to universally improve your looks. Thicken your eyebrows with something like minoxidil and clean them up, change your hairstyle and try something new, improve your skin with something like tret, lose weight, work out & put on muscle, etc. There are a million softmaxes you can do that universally improve your looks and make you feel better about yourself. Idk if this is what you were looking for

 

[hax]

WHY the fuck would a doctor prescribe you hgh if youre 6 foot

not prescribe me, i buy it myself, he prescribes me blood tests.
he agreed until i got my growth plates results.

yes there is, you can be way higher T. your test levels would triple with a 300mg dose

so what? what does it matter?

 

[insignia_]

it's decent but i have no chin.

Also get genio if your chin really bothers you

 

[hax]

Also get genio if your chin really bothers you

working on it

Oh alr. Do as many softmaxxes as you think are missing bc those things tend to universally improve your looks. Thicken your eyebrows with something like minoxidil and clean them up, change your hairstyle and try something new, improve your skin with something like tret, lose weight, work out & put on muscle, etc. There are a million softmaxes you can do that universally improve your looks and make you feel better about yourself. Idk if this is what you were looking for

i was thinking more about injecting but thanks

 

[insignia_]

working on it


i was thinking more about injecting but thanks

nigga you wanna reach htn just by injecting shit?

 

[hax]

nigga you wanna reach htn just by injecting shit?

ofc not, i'm saving up for surgery, pinning is just a way to cope while waiting.

 

[insignia_]

ofc not, i'm saving up for surgery, pinning is just a way to cope while waiting.

man if anything just pin test. Will probably make you feel good and you’ll forget you hate yourself so much. This is a good way to cope