Help Needed, i Need some Hope/lifefuel

[KB_maxxer]

Every day i get Remember how much of a fsilure i am, that i likely failed puberty that my parents never cared about me being so short and ugly.

Even now i keep fsiling into a loop that I think things Will be different this time Just to hit a Wall.
And get Remember they only care about school.

If you guys dont know when a parents things their Kids Need to focus on school mean they are sub human, since they belive that with a good job you'll get some women.


It feels Like It so over guy.
I easily get try of hopefuel.
This Is One of these nights

 

[idkmanimao]

Every day i get Remember how much of a fsilure i am, that i likely failed puberty that my parents never cared about me being so short and ugly.

Even now i keep fsiling into a loop that I think things Will be different this time Just to hit a Wall.
And get Remember they only care about school.

If you guys dont know when a parents things their Kids Need to focus on school mean they are sub human, since they belive that with a good job you'll get some women.


It feels Like It so over guy.
I easily get try of hopefuel.
This Is One of these nights

surgery. LL.

 

[KB_maxxer]

surgery. LL.

Yeah, this Is what i was thinking of but its hard staying fine while waiting.

 

[Hernan]

Every day i get Remember how much of a fsilure i am, that i likely failed puberty that my parents never cared about me being so short and ugly.

Even now i keep fsiling into a loop that I think things Will be different this time Just to hit a Wall.
And get Remember they only care about school.

If you guys dont know when a parents things their Kids Need to focus on school mean they are sub human, since they belive that with a good job you'll get some women.


It feels Like It so over guy.
I easily get try of hopefuel.
This Is One of these nights

was about to make this same thread about how i felt, the only advice i have for me and you is to just stay alive.

 

[KB_maxxer]

was about to make this same thread about how i felt, the only advice i have for me and you is to just stay alive.

Yeah, but its hard being a sub-5 shit, Who even your parents dont like

 

[xkgr]

This Is One of these nights

Same brother. i hate being invisible

 

[Hernan]

Yeah, but its hard being a sub-5 shit, Who even your parents dont like

looks dont lessen misery, i've had chances with girls and been rated high MTN to chad, realistically i'm HTN at this current state right now.
I'm a real fuck up here, no friends, no family and i hate my shit life and i have no-one to blame but myself.
Blackpill wont fix every issue you have you know? Looks arent the key to life, the world didnt advance thanks to tall or good looking people.

 

[Hernan]

Same brother. i hate being invisible

MGSV reference.

 

[Azie555]

Every day i get Remember how much of a fsilure i am, that i likely failed puberty that my parents never cared about me being so short and ugly.

Even now i keep fsiling into a loop that I think things Will be different this time Just to hit a Wall.
And get Remember they only care about school.

If you guys dont know when a parents things their Kids Need to focus on school mean they are sub human, since they belive that with a good job you'll get some women.


It feels Like It so over guy.
I easily get try of hopefuel.
This Is One of these nights

There is always a hope. Dont worry

 

[xkgr]

MGSV reference.

sadly isnt

 

[KB_maxxer]

looks dont lessen misery, i've had chances with girls and been rated high MTN to chad, realistically i'm HTN at this current state right now.
I'm a real fuck up here, no friends, no family and i hate my shit life and i have no-one to blame but myself.
Blackpill wont fix every issue you have you know? Looks arent the key to life, the world didnt advance thanks to tall or good looking people.

At least you have the looks somewhat, i dont even have that, in fucking shorter than my dad at 1 month from 18

 

[KB_maxxer]

Same brother. i hate being invisible

For me Its even worse my Brother Is a full chad, while im a sub 5.
So i get compared and shitted on.
Im shorter, fatter, uglier and more stupid that him, i fucking failed this school year.

 

[xkgr]

For me Its even worse my Brother Is a full chad, while im a sub 5.
So i get compared and shitted on.
Im shorter, fatter, uglier and more stupid that him, i fucking failed this school year.

im so sorry for you bro. i hope everything turns out great and you dont do anything stupid to yourself

 

[KB_maxxer]

Since im 2 inches shorter than my dad, im 5'6, i dont even have a beard that all the men in my family Have, my mandible Is recessed at least maxilla Is okay, i think im Totally stunted since i was fat/obese all my Life and my parents didn't help me, only about 1 year ago i started finally losing Weight but they didn't like my diet and cucked me.
And now im like this at 1 month from 18.

 

[KB_maxxer]

im so sorry for you bro. i hope everything turns out great and you dont do anything stupid to yourself

Idk, i Just have to find Better copes

 

[Hernan]

sadly isnt

at least u know it.

At least you have the looks somewhat, i dont even have that, in fucking shorter than my dad at 1 month from 18

listen man, you gaining those extra 10-20 centimeters wont turn your life into a fairytale, it would never. Your life wont be fully predetermined by the way you look. You know that too, you feel lonely and shitty so you look at the easiest thing to blame and yes, it is to blame but only partially. Ive seen complete degenerate losers being the "popular" kids, genetic wastes have girlfriends and retards thinking they live their lives perfectly. its not all about looks, your looks determine your dating, not your entire life. There's so much more to life than this.

 

[Hernan]

Idk, i Just have to find Better copes

if you want we can always play some online games.

 

[KB_maxxer]

at least u know it.

listen man, you gaining those extra 10-20 centimeters wont turn your life into a fairytale, it would never. Your life wont be fully predetermined by the way you look. You know that too, you feel lonely and shitty so you look at the easiest thing to blame and yes, it is to blame but only partially. Ive seen complete degenerate losers being the "popular" kids, genetic wastes have girlfriends and retards thinking they live their lives perfectly. its not all about looks, your looks determine your dating, not your entire life. There's so much more to life than this.

For me It Will, im 5'6, im not a 5'9 avarage guy im actually a sub 5

 

[xkgr]

at least u know it.

listen man, you gaining those extra 10-20 centimeters wont turn your life into a fairytale, it would never. Your life wont be fully predetermined by the way you look. You know that too, you feel lonely and shitty so you look at the easiest thing to blame and yes, it is to blame but only partially. Ive seen complete degenerate losers being the "popular" kids, genetic wastes have girlfriends and retards thinking they live their lives perfectly. its not all about looks, your looks determine your dating, not your entire life. There's so much more to life than this.

This is true but its at the point where id never be the "popular" kid or have fun clubbing or outside, because i dont go outside. and thats because of my looks and self hate. but true words

 

[KB_maxxer]

if you want we can always play some online games.

Cant my PC Is trash can run anything on It.

 

[KB_maxxer]

If i was 5'9 and avarage or slightly less than avarage i would cope Easy but im proper sub-5 as i am noe

 

[paz]

Every day i get Remember how much of a fsilure i am, that i likely failed puberty that my parents never cared about me being so short and ugly.

Even now i keep fsiling into a loop that I think things Will be different this time Just to hit a Wall.
And get Remember they only care about school.

If you guys dont know when a parents things their Kids Need to focus on school mean they are sub human, since they belive that with a good job you'll get some women.


It feels Like It so over guy.
I easily get try of hopefuel.
This Is One of these nights

Don’t rope it’s for pussies, hope ur good bhai

 

[KB_maxxer]

Don’t rope it’s for pussies, hope ur good bhai

Thanks, i dont think ill Rope im too retarded for that, but im sure miserable, now ill rot a bit and then sleep

 

[paz]

Thanks, i dont think ill Rope im too retarded for that, but im sure miserable, now ill rot a bit and then sleep

Better to be retarded than dead

 

[KB_maxxer]

New rehab room video dropped.
Got some cope for a bit.

 

[KB_maxxer]

Better to be retarded than dead

I Just Hope things get better

 

[xkgr]

New rehab room video dropped.
Got some cope for a bit.

whats rehab room? ive never heard of it

 

[paz]

I Just Hope things get better

I hope it does for u too bhai

 

[xkgr]

New rehab room video dropped.
Got some cope for a bit.

the guy who just made gaslighting with data?

 

[Joaquin]

Idk im in the same situation and I want to rope daily I have nothing in life Im just surviving lol

 

[Hernan]

For me It Will, im 5'6, im not a 5'9 avarage guy im actually a sub 5

it wont, trust me. Else explain my life, tell me why i'm thinking of killing myself daily, tell me where i went wrong and what i did to deserve holding in my cries and having everyone i ever gave a rat's ass about treat me like dirt shit? my looks are fine, not the best but not the lowest. i'm right about it, you just dont want to acknowledge it because it opens so many more portals to problems and mental misery.
just save up for L.L.. right now you cant do anything about it and if you really feel that bad, whats the point of thinking about it so much?
Open the curtains and see what else life can give you, at the very least look at your options and try to enjoy things.
Looks arent a requirement for breathing, you werent brought into this world just so you could live your life in pain.
Do other things, i for example enjoy Metal Gear games and i really love the time i spend playing them, i like smoking, i like some physical exertion.

 

[KB_maxxer]

Idk im in the same situation and I want to rope daily I have nothing in life Im just surviving lol

Brootal, i Wish you well

 

[Hernan]

This is true but its at the point where id never be the "popular" kid or have fun clubbing or outside, because i dont go outside.

same.

and thats because of my looks and self hate. but true words

see? go do things that make your time here worth it. every second of you doing something you love non self-harming is worth it.
Nobody regrets doing what they love on their deathbed.

Cant my PC Is trash can run anything on It.

chained together and lethal company have pretty low requirements.

 

[Rothschild]

keep striving and to moneymaxx for surgery

 

[Snoofy]

5,8 isn’t short

 

[KB_maxxer]

it wont, trust me. Else explain my life, tell me why i'm thinking of killing myself daily, tell me where i went wrong and what i did to deserve holding in my cries and having everyone i ever gave a rat's ass about treat me like dirt shit? my looks are fine, not the best but not the lowest. i'm right about it, you just dont want to acknowledge it because it opens so many more portals to problems and mental misery.
just save up for L.L.. right now you cant do anything about it and if you really feel that bad, whats the point of thinking about it so much?
Open the curtains and see what else life can give you, at the very least look at your options and try to enjoy things.
Looks arent a requirement for breathing, you werent brought into this world just so you could live your life in pain.
Do other things, i for example enjoy Metal Gear games and i really love the time i spend playing them, i like smoking, i like some physical exertion.

I dont know man, or what else, why would my parents treat me so much worse even tho i try not to spend Money, i never used drugs or smokes, my Brother got tattoes smokes, did drugs, speands a lot ofoney, One time got home with some fucking meth, and yet he gets treated like a king
I dont know man i dont know

 

[KB_maxxer]

5,8 isn’t short

Im 5'6, my dad Is 5'8

 

[xkgr]

see? go do things that make your time here worth it. every second of you doing something you love non self-harming is worth it.
Nobody regrets doing what they love on their deathbed.

thanks man. i promise ill do something better tomorrow

 

[tatu1]

Every day i get Remember how much of a fsilure i am, that i likely failed puberty that my parents never cared about me being so short and ugly.

Even now i keep fsiling into a loop that I think things Will be different this time Just to hit a Wall.
And get Remember they only care about school.

If you guys dont know when a parents things their Kids Need to focus on school mean they are sub human, since they belive that with a good job you'll get some women.


It feels Like It so over guy.
I easily get try of hopefuel.
This Is One of these nights

pls just turn to Jesus it is NEVER OVER w him

 

[KB_maxxer]

I dont know, i think ill Just have to, not care and go on?
I Will check growth plates and bloodwork After i go done in Body fat, if they are open ill last Hgh i think, but It Will be hard sourcinf It.
Now ill Just rot a bit then shower and sleep.
Thanks for being here guys, i needed ti vent a lot.

 

[Hernan]

I dont know man, or what else, why would my parents treat me so much worse even tho i try not to spend Money, i never used drugs or smokes, my Brother got tattoes smokes, did drugs, speands a lot ofoney, One time got home with some fucking meth, and yet he gets treated like a king
I dont know man i dont know

i dont know that either, i cant answer that for you. ask your parents or just leave that thought behind it wont do you any better either way.

thanks man. i promise ill do something better tomorrow

 

[KB_maxxer]

But yeah, no reason anymore to Just keep thinking how im a loner, never had more than 1-2 Friends never had a close girl, never went to a party, never to a sleepover, never out to like Halloween or that kind of stuff, its gone.
No reason to sheed tears over it

 

[thecaste]

looks dont lessen misery, i've had chances with girls and been rated high MTN to chad, realistically i'm HTN at this current state right now.
I'm a real fuck up here, no friends, no family and i hate my shit life and i have no-one to blame but myself.
Blackpill wont fix every issue you have you know? Looks arent the key to life, the world didnt advance thanks to tall or good looking people.

just brutal

 

[Hernan]

just brutal

just stay alive.