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[badorb]

I’m a fucking loser who has never had a girlfriend in my whole life.
Im 15 years old, 125 lbs, 5,9, and a bitch. People talk shit about me all the time and I never have the confidence to actually do anything. My whole life I have only talked to girls but then they get reminded of my face and always fucking ghost me. I never snap a girl my full face and when I do I get reminded why I don't ever pull. Just the other day I was talking to this girl and she left me on delivered for 2 fucking days because I asked if she wants to hang out. I'm always in the retarded friend zone with a girl and I always hear myself getting talked about and screenshotted. My family doesn't even take me seriously and I always get neglected and get no attention from my parents. I get made fun of constantly for being Ethiopian/Eritrean and everyone calls me Somali chopped chin. I deadass think I might run away from my house or rope if I don't fix my looks.

I just don't know what to do.

What I'm planning to do/ what I am doing:
1. Topical minoxidil for eyebrows and lashes
2. grow out hair even more
3. Train masseters
4. Clean up sclera
5.eyelid pulling for my fucked up eye area
6.ice hooding
7.Hard mew
8.Retinol/Taz
9. bonesmash chin ,zygos ,orbitals ,cheekbones
10.volufline on lip, uee, forehead line, under eye lids, smile lines
11. Drink 3L of water
12. Supplement: magnesium, zinc, Vitamin D3 and K2, creatine, and ashwaganda
13.Chin tucks for proper posture
14.Neck curls

I know everything here is probably cope and I have to wait untill i'm done with puberty to see anything. I am not going to use peptides or pin anything because I don’t want to fuck myself over.

Thank you for reading my sad ass life, please help if you can

 

[ssleepy]

lol why would you want a girlfriend at 15 shit is actually boring as fuck the only part i enjoyed was the external validation and thats all, also leave out the cope like hard mew lmao thats just low iq you already have a good side profile no? also just money max and run cjc so you can grow tall now and not regret it later

 

[badorb]

lol why would you want a girlfriend at 15 shit is actually boring as fuck the only part i enjoyed was the external validation and thats all, also leave out the cope like hard mew lmao thats just low iq you already have a good side profile no? also just money max and run cjc so you can grow tall now and not regret it later

I couldn’t pin anything bro my parents who throw me away if they catch me

 

[badorb]

lol why would you want a girlfriend at 15 shit is actually boring as fuck the only part i enjoyed was the external validation and thats all, also leave out the cope like hard mew lmao thats just low iq you already have a good side profile no? also just money max and run cjc so you can grow tall now and not regret it later

Also what’s all the cope

 

[ssleepy]

I couldn’t pin anything bro my parents who throw me away if they catch me

rip, just hide it or talk it over with your dad im lucky to have a dad that is chill about everything i tell him

 

[badorb]

rip, just hide it or talk it over with your dad im lucky to have a dad that is chill about everything i tell him

Foreign dad would kill me

 

[ssleepy]

Foreign dad would kill me

my dad was already black pilled so when i told him id want to get that extra height without regretting it later if i didn't do it, he understood still was sceptical of it as any parent should but you either tell your dad about it and get a bad reaction then you would gotta extra extra hide that shit or you just hide it, but if your dad is an actual retard that believes in stupid shit i would not even mention anything so it might be over

 

[badorb]

my dad was already black pilled so when i told him id want to get that extra height without regretting it later if i didn't do it, he understood still was sceptical of it as any parent should but you either tell your dad about it and get a bad reaction then you would gotta extra extra hide that shit or you just hide it, but if your dad is an actual retard that believes in stupid shit i would not even mention anything so it might be over

Damn like he would kick me out if he knew I was injecting anything

 

[ssleepy]

Damn like he would kick me out if he knew I was injecting anything

according to the law in most countries he can't kick you out till you are 18

 

[badorb]

according to the law in most countries he can't kick you out till you are 18

I mean like my whole family would hate ne