help

[TheRottingManlet]

im a ltn spergy manlet nobody wants to talk to me everyones disrespectful to me and girls literally scream at me when i walk past them by lunch. (Im alone at lunch). I have been sitting alone at lunch since 6th grade. some people try to avoid me when I talk to them (for example when I talked to this guy he would always go to the bathroom) I simply cant have a social life besides jestermaxxing) LDARing is too depressing idk what to do. How am i going to cope for the rest of my life. Am i going to feel depressed for the rest of my life? I still have a bit of hope left since some beckys had a crush on me.