CalebIQ
Mentalcel
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- Oct 28, 2025
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my mental health is worsening very bad at a young age. i don’t understand why im so prematurely complex with how i think. i think of everything like im a philosopher or some shit when i know im not. i STRUGGLE to find who i truly am. i’ll change my lifestyle and i mean my fucking lifestyle every month. i change how i treat people everyday. and when i start actually dealing with it by being sad and trying to cry i change my mindset to think thats weak shit and that it’s dumb. what the fuck am i who am i truly? i don’t know because i can never find it. will i always be like this or am i chasing false hope? i punch my face hard every night to feel something thats not a desire created by other people to be accepted i don’t know what im doing or what i am im so confused i wanna fucking kill myslef my life i’m miserable im just a heavy ass weight on my own shoulders dragging myself from place to place. i’m sorry if this is poorly written or dosent make sense i don’t know bro but i just need help. and what’s even more sad is i have nobody close to take to so i come on a goddamn looksmaxxing from to talk about my problems? how fucking pathetic i am