help

[acac]

if your gonna say dnr or do it or some bullshit just save ur words and leave im genuinley thinking about killing my step father i feel all my stress is coming from him and ive had like two mental breakdowns where im crying in my bathroom i literally just want to never see him again and piss on his fucking grave i can’t even remeber how much things he’s done to me in actually fucking fed up with him and if i go to jail ill be left alone i litterally cant escape from him unless i convince my mother to leave him i fucking have so much fucking wrath towards him and i can’t do anything for the next 4 years and im
not killing myself either

 

[acac]

i was sitting in my bathroom trying to think of what my life would be like in jail thinking about eveything i have so much emotion right now because of him i fucking can’t do this anymore

 

[highesrcel]

never kill family, not cause its a bad thing to do, but also because it will cause you more trouble than its worth. just try your best to move as far away as possible

if your gonna say dnr or do it or some bullshit just save ur words and leave im genuinley thinking about killing my step father i feel all my stress is coming from him and ive had like two mental breakdowns where im crying in my bathroom i literally just want to never see him again and piss on his fucking grave i can’t even remeber how much things he’s done to me in actually fucking fed up with him and if i go to jail ill be left alone i litterally cant escape from him unless i convince my mother to leave him i fucking have so much fucking wrath towards him and i can’t do anything for the next 4 years and im
not killing myself either

 

[acac]

i alr am going to move in the middle of no where by myself when i grow up thats for certain but should i go to a phyciateist or therapist and get mentally evaluated like i dont think this is normal

 

[asikatie]

Go to psychiatrist

 

[acac]

Go to psychiatrist

i’ll look into that thank you