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Fuchsia
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Whenever I am suffering, I cope by thinking I am a horrible and evil being that deserves to suffer. I do not deserve anything good. I am like a little cockroach and should be treated badly, I am evil and horrible and therefore my suffering is a good thing. Then I feel good about my suffering and join in on the world to bully me and make myself suffer more. It may feel bad but this is a good thing. My suffering should be celebrated.
