Here’s the infinite loop of despair i’m in right now.

PseudoMaxxer

PseudoMaxxer

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I hate my self and have no self love cuz obviously I’m not doing anything good for myself other than wage cucking the whole time.

I tell myself “ok, i’ll wake up at 5 am and do something productive before I got to work so that when I come home and have no energy I can relax without feeling like a total failure”.

But then It’s 5am, my phone is ringing and i’m genuinely so tired and exhausted from my life that I say “no I literally can’t, I need to go back to sleep so that i’m not too tired during my job and so that the day will pass by faster”

What happens is that I keep waking up cuz my brain is telling me to get my ass up and do something for myself but I can’t.

So now i’m at work, feeling guilty and like a piece of shit for not doing anything, and the funny thing is that i’m not even well rested since I keep waking up during the night for that shit.

And it’s been going like this for the past month.

I literally cannot save myself for MYSELF.
 
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It means you don’t want it bad enough

If you truly hated your position in life you’d do anything to escape. You’re too comfortable

If someone was pointing a gun to your head at 5am, you beat believe you’d get up immediately
 
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It means you don’t want it bad enough

If you truly hated your position in life you’d do anything to escape. You’re too comfortable

If someone was pointing a gun to your head at 5am, you beat believe you’d get up immediately
So what can I do?
 
It means you don’t want it bad enough

If you truly hated your position in life you’d do anything to escape. You’re too comfortable

If someone was pointing a gun to your head at 5am, you beat believe you’d get up immediately
says the guy with the failed youtube channel
 
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So what can I do?
Just fucking do it

Get up

It’s that simple

Also get a new job if it’s fucking you up that much. You should be spending every minute of your free time sending out applications and messaging friends to see if there are any vacancies at their companies
 
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Today i will try lyrica i heard that shi good to cure anxiety and become low inhib
 
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says the guy with the failed youtube channel
I made 20k from it so I was more successful than 99% of other channels out there

Now I’m a wagwcuck in the top 13% of earners in the uk within 2 years of entering the workforce, with only a trash degree and 0 specialised skills

Wtf have you done?
 
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I made 20k from it so I was more successful than 99% of other channels out there

Now I’m a wagwcuck in the top 13% of earners in the uk within 2 years of entering the workforce, with only a trash degree and 0 specialised skills

Wtf have you done?
I'm a failed rapper.

Realized capitalism is the reason why we can't be youtubers and rappers.

Joined a labor union and became a blue collar cel.

Still probably make more than your shitty UK wage.

You're 5'9 with a pencil neck right?

Your gf is the only thing you have going for you.
 
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Just fucking do it

Get up

It’s that simple

Also get a new job if it’s fucking you up that much. You should be spending every minute of your free time sending out applications and messaging friends to see if there are any vacancies at their companies
that’s so true, why am I getting complacent?

I hate my job, the time spent at my job, and the location. I have no free time and shit is fucking me up.

I’ll try to get a new job and today when I get home i’ll blast some coffee, do what i’m supposed to do and train too.
 
Just fucking do it

Get up

It’s that simple

Also get a new job if it’s fucking you up that much. You should be spending every minute of your free time sending out applications and messaging friends to see if there are any vacancies at their companies
also, i’ll tag you later this evening to tell you how i’m doing when I get off my job, so that I can keep my self accountable
 
I'm a failed rapper.

Realized capitalism is the reason why we can't be youtubers and rappers.

Joined a labor union and became a blue collar cel.

Still probably make more than your shitty UK wage.

You're 5'9 with a pencil neck right?

Your gf is the only thing you have going for you.
I work from home 4 days a week doing whatever the fuck I want while earning more money than most 40+ year olds that have been working for decades

I have had influencers and girls with 300k+ followers DM me on Instagram. When I had OLD I was getting recognized on the street and clubs from girls who had seen my profile online; I was slaying multiple girls per week.

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But yeah my gf is the only thing I have going for me

Eddie Murphy Yes GIF
 
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i don't even have time to take care of my basic needs. This life is hell
 
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I work from home 4 days a week doing whatever the fuck I want while earning more money than most 40+ year olds that have been working for decades

I have had influencers and girls with 300k+ followers DM me on Instagram. When I had OLD I was getting recognized on the street and clubs from girls who had seen my profile online; I was slaying multiple girls per week.

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But yeah my gf is the only thing I have going for me

Eddie Murphy Yes GIF
the fact that you even remember someone random following you on social media shows how wrapped up in man made slavery you are...

i've had social media status too bro.. had famous people follow and interact with me bro

it means nothing if you don't make money from it... just another cheap dopamine hit

those photoshopped broads mean nothing bruv... go cherish and enjoy your relationshit...

go make some kids... it's extremely unnatural to be in a LTR with no kids
 
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I work from home 4 days a week doing whatever the fuck I want while earning more money than most 40+ year olds that have been working for decades

I have had influencers and girls with 300k+ followers DM me on Instagram. When I had OLD I was getting recognized on the street and clubs from girls who had seen my profile online; I was slaying multiple girls per week.

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But yeah my gf is the only thing I have going for me

Eddie Murphy Yes GIF
Seriously your insecurity is pathetic...

This nigga still tryna relive 2020 lookism...

Living in the past...
 
I hate my self and have no self love cuz obviously I’m not doing anything good for myself other than wage cucking the whole time.

I tell myself “ok, i’ll wake up at 5 am and do something productive before I got to work so that when I come home and have no energy I can relax without feeling like a total failure”.

But then It’s 5am, my phone is ringing and i’m genuinely so tired and exhausted from my life that I say “no I literally can’t, I need to go back to sleep so that i’m not too tired during my job and so that the day will pass by faster”

What happens is that I keep waking up cuz my brain is telling me to get my ass up and do something for myself but I can’t.

So now i’m at work, feeling guilty and like a piece of shit for not doing anything, and the funny thing is that i’m not even well rested since I keep waking up during the night for that shit.

And it’s been going like this for the past month.

I literally cannot save myself for MYSELF.
Just rope its over
 
Seriously your insecurity is pathetic...

This nigga still tryna relive 2020 lookism...

Living in the past...
"insecurity"

Funny GIF


I objectively life mog 99% of men, why the fuck would I be insecure. You called me out, I made my point.

Now go cope somewhere else
 
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"insecurity"

Funny GIF


I objectively life mog 99% of men, why the fuck would I be insecure. You called me out, I made my point.

Now go cope somewhere else
You have a good LTR. I respect that. Now go make some children.
 
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You have a good LTR. I respect that. Now go make some children.
I'm not gonna have kids tbh I just want to moneymaxx to the point I never have to work again
 
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I'm not gonna have kids tbh I just want to moneymaxx to the point I never have to work again
That's the definition of cope but whatever.

If you have a sex drive then you want children.
 
I work from home 4 days a week doing whatever the fuck I want while earning more money than most 40+ year olds that have been working for decades

I have had influencers and girls with 300k+ followers DM me on Instagram. When I had OLD I was getting recognized on the street and clubs from girls who had seen my profile online; I was slaying multiple girls per week.

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But yeah my gf is the only thing I have going for me

Eddie Murphy Yes GIF
Damn bro must of hit a nerve

You had to get the entire slay archive out
 
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