
PseudoMaxxer
Bludy boyo.
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getting fucked like this.https://www.xvideos.com/video615314..._treated_like_trash_afterwards_-_melody_marks
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Imagine after 3/4 years she is getting married to a beta bux (who probably not know her past....) verryyy saadddddgetting fucked like this.https://www.xvideos.com/video615314..._treated_like_trash_afterwards_-_melody_marks
Imagine after 3/4 years she is getting married to a beta bux (who probably not know her past....) verryyy saaddddd
bro thought xvideos meant twitter jflMy mother was next to me you fucking retarded faggot
It say NFSW niggerMy mother was next to me you fucking retarded faggot
bro thought xvideos meant twitter jfl
Just learned that I am unable to read fuck meIt say NFSW nigger
she’s ultra cute tho, look at the sounds she makesNo, she'll be HQNP virgin
in what is not good?Don't watch this shit, it's not good for your mind.
Didn't click on itshe’s ultra cute tho, look at the sounds she makes
Your dick will stop working once you actually try to have sex with a girl, dopamine receptors will be friedin what is not good?
Give me 1 good reason and i’ll stop watching porn
I get hard only from texting girls tho, i think i’ll be goodYour dick will stop working once you actually try to have sex with a girl, dopamine receptors will be fried
only i can say that niggerMy mother was next to me you fucking retarded faggot
how could he not know, women in that field of "work" tend to make it very apparent even when searching for a long term partner.Imagine after 3/4 years she is getting married to a beta bux (who probably not know her past....) verryyy saaddddd
yeah that’s one thing i respect about them.how could he not know, women in that field of "work" tend to make it very apparent even when searching for a long term partner.
thought my oneitis was an angel too.I have a feeling my oneitis might pursue this career, which is fucked because I began liking for her HQNP character. If I ever see her in one of these videos, it's ER fs
All the filth you (not you specifically, people in general) consume online, like gore videos, fucked up porn, rape scenes, schizo autist content like 4chan (or this place tbh), creepypasta, dark conspiracies, bizarre fringe stuff etc. will accumulate in your subconscious mind, make it think that the world is a dark, scary and "wrong" place, make you even less NT than you are, and eventually you will start having serious mental health problems cause your mind is filled with evil and unnatural stuff. Add chronic masturbation and God knows what else to the mix and it's practically suifuel, you will get worse and worse as you enter your 20s.in what is not good?
Give me 1 good reason and i’ll stop watching porn
Lolloll whaaat do you mean with "apparent"how could he not know, women in that field of "work" tend to make it very apparent even when searching for a long term partner.
damn, you are right.All the filth you (not you specifically, people in general) consume online, like gore videos, fucked up porn, rape scenes, schizo autist content like 4chan (or this place tbh), creepypasta, dark conspiracies, bizarre fringe stuff etc. will accumulate in your subconscious mind, make it think that the world is a dark, scary and "wrong" place, make you even less NT than you are, and eventually you will start having serious mental health problems cause your mind is filled with evil and unnatural stuff. Add chronic masturbation and God knows what else to the mix and it's practically suifuel, you will get worse and worse as you enter your 20s.
If you must fap to stuff, stick with normal amateur content, preferably realistic sex between couples, or nude models from places like metart, femjoy etc. This shit is poison. And cut down on autistic schizo online content.
they talk about it, dingus. There's no point in trying to hide something like this and they know thatLolloll whaaat do you mean with "apparent"
Woman "finding a beta male instinct" is pretty very and very good, she change even her body language
I’m gonna wake up at 5 am for a morning walk before going to work tomorrow, no headphones.
what?my nigga
I'm glad what I said resonated with you, it means you're not too far gone down the nihilistic route. You're 19 if I'm not mistaken so it's not too late to change things, but it will be one day (about 25-26 I'd say) so you really need to start now. As for smoking I'm also trying to quit so I know the struggle, I might turn to the patch or start vaping. Best advice I can give you is to start smoking lights only (I buy Marlboro Gold or Came Blue usually) to reduce your nicotine dependence, and smoke in specific intervals instead of counting cigs per day, too easy to lose track. Smoke every hour, then every 2 hours etc. until you only smoke 5-6 a day, and see from there.damn, you are right.
My mind is gone completely dark. I see no hope anymore in the world cuz i’ve been schizo searching stuff on the internet since 13. I used to jerk off 5/6 times a day at 14/15. Sometimes i’d get to 10 even.
I see no meaning in a relationship other than sex, and after that it’s over cuz post nut clarity takes me back into this dark pitt.
I was talking to this girl 1h ago and was flirting and stuff. I was falling to porn while talking with her and the minute i came i stopped replying and i felt even disgusted to talk to her.
I smoke cigarettes but i cope with the “it helps me cut!!!” bullshit while i age the fuck out of my skin and ruin my life.
I’m gonna wake up at 5 am for a morning walk before going to work tomorrow, no headphones.
I still have 2 packs of cigs with me and i don’t know if i have the courage to throw them away (i already did it in the past and ended up buying other so i only wasted money).
One promise i can make to you is this:
-Tomorrow ill hit 10k steps and go to the gym despite working
-I won’t smoke any cigarettes
-I won’t cheat on my diet
-I won’t jerk off
The biggest problem is that i can keep up only 1/2 days bofore relapsing either in diet or skipping the gym or smoking or jerking off…
Good luck, head in right placeI'm glad what I said resonated with you, it means you're not too far gone down the nihilistic route. You're 19 if I'm not mistaken so it's not too late to change things, but it will be one day (about 25-26 I'd say) so you really need to start now. As for smoking I'm also trying to quit so I know the struggle, I might turn to the patch or start vaping. Best advice I can give you is to start smoking lights only (I buy Marlboro Gold or Came Blue usually) to reduce your nicotine dependence, and smoke in specific intervals instead of counting cigs per day, too easy to lose track. Smoke every hour, then every 2 hours etc. until you only smoke 5-6 a day, and see from there.
Good on you for trying to do those things (personally I don't see the benefit in doing your morning walk without headphones but up to you) but like you said, it's easy to fall off. They key is to have a dream life to look forward to and motivate you. I'm guessing you're not a truecel since you have a dating life so it's not like things are hopeless. Imagine a future where you're completely looksmaxxed, have an awesome social life and dating life etc. You're 5'6 so if you can overcome your height neurosis even better, but if you don't think you can then use LL as a motivation to work hard and make money. Also, I saw your other post, you should go to uni, you will regret it later if you don't. But you still have time, maybe you can looksmax/ascend first before going, but be aware that after 24 it will be too late to have the classic college experience. Btw I have decent height/looks and OK NTness and still fucked mine up completely due to weed addiction and unresolved issues from high school, so it's not like looks automatically define how it will go.
Lasty, reduce your consumption of weird online content, pretty essential. I managed to completely quit 4chan 3 months ago, too much weirdness and darkness in there. Good luck and remember, unless you're borderline deformed/past 25 it's not hopeless. Height is your biggest failo so use LL to motivate you if you feel it can't be overcome. You could reach average European height and frauded 6'0-6'1 with it but it takes a lot of money to do relatively safely so you'd have to work hard for it.