hes actually dead

[adjurned]

Yesterday my friend was buried. His funeral was so surreal I couldn't even cry until I got home, well at least it's that or just because I got really drunk before the funeral to help cope with his death (He died roped back in January) please I feel like I might rope I haven't talked to anyone in the past 3 months I barely eat or talk to my parents. In school I try my hardest to be outgoing but I can barely look and talk to even my teachers if its 1 on 1 it really is over JFL.

 

[greycel]

RIP to your friend

Also OP don’t put these thoughts into your mind. No need to acknowledge, let alone entertain these ideas at all

Death brings about the end of a human identity. The finite part, a temporary character we’ll build for a century or so.

As forward as this might sound, you should take this as an sign to develop healthy detachment.
Attachment is probably the biggest issue with humanity.
It is the core of all sins. Attachment to your human identity - Ego, being the worst

Don’t limit others to physical constraints. Everybody is a victim of their predisposition - environment and genetics, something out of your control

Just remember to keep it healthy.
Have an upper bound, because with maximum detachment, you’ll find no purpose

Do this when you’re in a better headspace though

 

[adjurned]

RIP to your friend

Also OP don’t put these thoughts into your mind. No need to acknowledge, let alone entertain these ideas at all

Death brings about the end of a human identity. The finite part, a temporary character we’ll build for a century or so.

As forward as this might sound, you should take this as an sign to develop healthy detachment.
Attachment is probably the biggest issue with humanity.
It is the core of all sins. Attachment to your human identity - Ego, being the worst

Don’t limit others to physical constraints. Everybody is a victim of their predisposition - environment and genetics, something out of your control

Just remember to keep it healthy.
Have an upper bound, because with maximum detachment, you’ll find no purpose

Do this when you’re in a better headspace though

preciate it bro in my few years of being on this site ive never met anyone as helpful as you

 

[maximus/]

thats seriously fucked up man, rest in peace to your friend and i hope you find a healthy way to cope with the situation, its okay to grieve and come to terms, don’t think you have to forget about them or try to avoid thinking about it. i wish you luck for your future and i truly do hope you manage to recover from such an experience.

 

[enlightful]

 

[Meteor21]

I'm sorry for your loss. It's a tragedy but you're young, it's super difficult to cope with especially at your age but you'll get better. Try not to dwell on it. He's in a better place

 

[@Adam]

Yesterday my friend was buried. His funeral was so surreal I couldn't even cry until I got home, well at least it's that or just because I got really drunk before the funeral to help cope with his death (He died roped back in January) please I feel like I might rope I haven't talked to anyone in the past 3 months I barely eat or talk to my parents. In school I try my hardest to be outgoing but I can barely look and talk to even my teachers if its 1 on 1 it really is over JFL.

rip , looksmaxx in he's honor

 

[Deleted member 136057]

Yesterday my friend was buried. His funeral was so surreal I couldn't even cry until I got home, well at least it's that or just because I got really drunk before the funeral to help cope with his death (He died roped back in January) please I feel like I might rope I haven't talked to anyone in the past 3 months I barely eat or talk to my parents. In school I try my hardest to be outgoing but I can barely look and talk to even my teachers if its 1 on 1 it really is over JFL.

May he rest in peace

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

Damn. Sorry for your loss. Do you know why he did it?

 

[shkypot]

Yesterday my friend was buried. His funeral was so surreal I couldn't even cry until I got home, well at least it's that or just because I got really drunk before the funeral to help cope with his death (He died roped back in January) please I feel like I might rope I haven't talked to anyone in the past 3 months I barely eat or talk to my parents. In school I try my hardest to be outgoing but I can barely look and talk to even my teachers if its 1 on 1 it really is over JFL.

Sorry to hear your going through it, I hope you get better soon

 

[adjurned]

Damn. Sorry for your loss. Do you know why he did it?

He roped because of past trauma with grape and parents being POS,s and i was his only friend so when he was rejected 10 times in one month and came to me even though hes mmtn i honestly dont know how he got rejected that much times he also helped me withw depression and i was helping him with his recently but it wasnt enough

 

[iblamexyz]

Yesterday my friend was buried. His funeral was so surreal I couldn't even cry until I got home, well at least it's that or just because I got really drunk before the funeral to help cope with his death (He died roped back in January) please I feel like I might rope I haven't talked to anyone in the past 3 months I barely eat or talk to my parents. In school I try my hardest to be outgoing but I can barely look and talk to even my teachers if its 1 on 1 it really is over JFL.

Death is only scary because you don’t know what’s after

inb4 “forcing religion” no I’m just telling you or anyone reading this to awake up

be glad you woke up this morning n know this life is temporary

 

[gario]

Why he did rope?

 

[gario]

He roped because of past trauma with grape and parents being POS,s and i was his only friend so when he was rejected 10 times in one month and came to me even though hes mmtn i honestly dont know how he got rejected that much times he also helped me withw depression and i was helping him with his recently but it wasnt enough

Rest in peace. Its not rejection. If u have depression its gonna fuck up even if u are doing good with life. Its like mental cancer. Its probably his parents faults.

 

[halabi]

Yesterday my friend was buried. His funeral was so surreal I couldn't even cry until I got home, well at least it's that or just because I got really drunk before the funeral to help cope with his death (He died roped back in January) please I feel like I might rope I haven't talked to anyone in the past 3 months I barely eat or talk to my parents. In school I try my hardest to be outgoing but I can barely look and talk to even my teachers if its 1 on 1 it really is over JFL.

rip

can you tell us signs before he roped

 

[adjurned]

rip

can you tell us signs before he roped

started eating way less 1 meal every 2 days, cut off everyone besides me, didnt go to school for abt a month and when he did go toschool frequently he wouldnt even try to speak to anybody